[harpercomplains]

when i first started cvtting, my mom found out and told me she was going take me to therapy but the therapist i had back then was so ass i just stayed clean for a year

[harpercomplains]

same therapist told my mom to just keep hugging me whenever i denied her touch. like wow im sure that didn't give my 10yo brain conflicting ideas about consent.

[fragile-boy]

selfship character chart

tag game(? + free tag. @harpercomplains @uncxnny-starzzzz @tianshi-boy @okoilo @magical-idol-ame-chan @meo0wzee3 + (anons)

[harpercomplains]

im not good w ship names but this was fun regardless heheh tysm for da tag!! 👉👈

pfp NOT by me

[harpercomplains]

i feel like my family secretly hates me. like sure they all love me but they don't really like me. im too much like my dad

[harpercomplains]

250mg of doxylamine succinate because. i can.

ts would be so much better if it didn't last like 12 hours in your body. Hopefully cracking a monster tomorrow is gonna counter those effects

finna have the best sleep of my life goodnight<333

[harpercomplains]

omg nooo dont drink alcohol your brain isn't fully developed. but sure you can choose your career which will determine your income, sense of purpose, satisfaction and affect every aspect of your life, directly or indirectly

[harpercomplains]

50mg of dph & 150mg of dxm b4 school :p

relatively low doses because I've never gone to school high,,, what better day to do it than on our last day of junior year? 🎉 will do updates on the trip if i can! lowk scared aaa

[harpercomplains]

i feel pretty good, i think no one can tell im just kinda happy. i failed math tho. i hope my mom doesn't find out :\

[harpercomplains]

im sober already waaaa

[harpercomplains]

50mg of dph & 150mg of dxm b4 school :p

relatively low doses because I've never gone to school high,,, what better day to do it than on our last day of junior year? 🎉 will do updates on the trip if i can! lowk scared aaa

[harpercomplains]

i feel pretty good, i think no one can tell im just kinda happy. i failed math tho. i hope my mom doesn't find out :\

[harpercomplains]

50mg of dph & 150mg of dxm b4 school :p

relatively low doses because I've never gone to school high,,, what better day to do it than on our last day of junior year? 🎉 will do updates on the trip if i can! lowk scared aaa

[pitifulcrying]

it feels like a crime to be mentally struggling when people around you are too

[harpercomplains]

dxm subreddit: this is nice:)

dph subreddit: I HATE THIS STUPID DRUG OH MY GOD

[harpercomplains]

tw: mention of COCSA(?) kinda idk correct me if im wrong

hey dude, i know we don't spend a lot of time together. in fact my most memorable moment with you was when you showed porn me when i was, what, 5? my point is: i know this doesn't mean anything coming from me but i'm sorry your dad died.

[ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3]

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞𝄢₊˚⊹°❀.ೃ࿔*

[harpercomplains]

these colors make me happy:))) i could just starealot

[harpercomplains]

you die mysteriously. all information about you is wiped from the surface of the Earth. your birth certificate, any kind of ID, pictures, messages... everything except your tumblr blog. this is the only proof you were ever real.

[harpercomplains]

one time, while i was trying to recover, i was watching a show and it got so good that i got the urge to cvt. so, that's when i realized my $h isn't just for negative emotions, but for any overwhelming feeling, including positive ones

[harpercomplains]

if that thing i do annoyed you so much, you could've told me, you didn't have to wait to talk shit about someone you didn't like and say "they do this thing" because now i'm convinced you don't like me

[harpercomplains]

i cant tell if im becoming an addict

[harpercomplains]

feeling blessed rn