amo's woes

— jirai, 14 vent side blog ♡

[pitifulcrying]

— intro post ♡

tw: sa, abuse, neglect, sh, ed, csa, violence, sexual talk ⁔⁔

amo is whoever amo feels like. this isn't amo's first time being on jiraiblr. this is a venting landmine sideblog. block, don't report

amo has (all suspecting) internalized bpd, osdd, derealization disorder

amo has a constant mask at all times. it's difficult to unmask, so amo is sorry. i am trying to unmask while venting on this blog, because websites say that it's needed to cope better.

amo might be a system, but amo is unsure she can trust herself.

♡ miss amo’s smell? all you have to do is ask, and amo will share more with you!

amo is romantically taken! please don't pursue or flirt with amo, taken or otherwise, though!

amo most prefers the pronouns they/it. amo also has neopronouns and has she/her pronouns! amo is very loosely nonbinary and lesbian!

amo made this blog because they feel unsafe around oomfs due to it's bpd and general avoidance, so please mind that if you're trying to become super duper close to amo!

amo is super duper into gachiakuta, the apothecary diaries, puella magi madoka magica, ddlc, nso, and more!

amo has no dni, though amo is very uncomfortable around religion, radqueer, proshippers, and darkshippers! amo asks to IWEC. amo freely blocks.

if you know amo's other blog, hai! that isn't who you're talking to, however. if you know amo closely, no you don't! bye!

#地雷系 - let's talk romance ! - reblogs/amo's useless talking

地雷系 - amo hopes to talk again soon .. - mooties!

地雷系 - amo's cries - venting

[pitifulcrying]

why don't they notice? i've been suffering for days i hate them all go die

[pitifulcrying]

who am i if not reliable who am i if not there for everyone

who am i

[pitifulcrying]

masking so good i can never tell who i am anymore

[pitifulcrying]

distractions only delay the inevitable and the inevitable is cutting

[desperateclawing]

what i wouldn't give to have mutual obsession...

i want to be all that matters to them, and they'll be all that matters to me! is that such a big ask?

they can even hurt me, play with my feelings, whatever! i'll take every bit of it so long as they give me an ounce of attention... please...

[razorbladed-sugarcoated]

[pitifulcrying]

in a bitchy rude mood but idk who i am rn

[pitifulcrying]

trying to kawaii girl maxx and this bitch is in my way makingamong us jokes it's like a war fighting for front goddamnit how am i s upposed to be nonchalant mystery kawaii anime moe girl SHUTUP?

[pitifulcrying]

amos head hurts really bad and feels really sick amo killing itself countdown in 3 2 1

[needygirlsymptoms]

lets all just kill ourselves!!!!!!!!!!

[magical-idol-ame-chan]

updated my tags!

name change is official, ame-chan descends!!

[pitifulcrying]

tired and amo wants front cz i'm listening to music fuck off this is my playlist youre making my head hurt!!!

[pitifulcrying]

tumblrgpt make the voices in my head shut up

[asmoticonn]

Born to doomscroll on jiraiblr, forced to socialise with people i hate </3

[f4ll1ng-4ng3l]

I actually don't exist offline I'm only on the internet

[thethreeofusalone]

“Haha, what do you mean not everyone forgets huge chunks of the day?” <- voice of a kid who doesn’t realize he shares custody of the brain