[glockbound]

Cheryl Bombshell💣

[coltre]

Greta and Davide, first day of summer. 21/06/2018 check my instagram Paolo Raeli for more pictures of me and my friends

[hasdefected]

xnctafraid < octavia blake >‌:

     eyes tear away from the night sky at the feeling of fingers curling around her palm.  it’s soft.  gentle.  not desperate for her attention or with need to pull her away from the peacefulness, and back into the whirlwind that had become of things.  but she still looks to him.  features set hard out of habit.  though expression softens as he comes into view.  her frame shifting a little closer to his.  and she shivers - as if that’s the reason that she’s closing the space between them.  ‘ i miss earth ’  it’s honest.  candid.  and she’s said it out loud before really thinking about whether she should be so transparent.  it feels normal with him.  relieving.  ‘ before we … before i ruined it ’     @hasdefected

gentleness is not something gabriel is used to. not to mention that it had been years since he’s allowed himself the privilege of human contact, it’s not like josephine was soft. in fact, she was the opposite. wild and passionate. he always felt like he was amidst a storm, but as evidenced by the anomaly, gabriel was addicted to them. octavia was a storm, but more like one that’s teetered on the edge of breaking free. not only is she the rumbling in the clouds, but the soft feeling of gentle raindrop touching his skin. slowly, his fingers curl back around hers, and he tries to enjoy the feeling. but it’s hard to allow himself much when he’s so used to deprivation. he looks at her a moment, before gazing back at the night sky, relieving the pressure by relieving his gaze.     ‘  earth was ruined a long time before you were even born. before i even left.  ‘     he answers. he thought he had ruined sanctum in a similar way, but he has realized he doesn’t know anything about anything. not with a thousand year old artifact sitting in his bunker. 

[aleksanderblake]

[avadcniels]

THE 100 ⇢ 6x13

What happens if you’re right? I filled 100 notebooks with possible answers to that question.

[hasdefected]

takeaways/headcanons developed from chuku’s interview i’ll mess with on here:

gabriel has an obsessive personality -- this extends to octavia, the anomaly, and josephine

he has perhaps dabbled too much with the red sun toxin so he also has a bit of an addictive personality 

he’s a lonely guy :(

[lovebugism]

more sentence starters !!

[movedwest-a-blog]

here’s another compilation of my fav sentence starters bc i love making these !!  feel free to add your own (◕‿◕✿)

FLUFF:

1. “Your hair is so soft..” 2. “It’s too cold! Come back!” 3. “No, I’m not letting you go. It’s too early to get out of bed.” 4. “C’mere, you can sit in my lap until I’m done working.” 5. “I’m not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.” 6. “Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.” 7. “What? does that feel good?” 8. “Just pretend to be my date.” 9. “He/She did it.” “No he/she did.” 10. “I think I’m in love with you and I’m terrified.” 11. “It’s not a double dat. We’re just third and fourth wheeling.” 12. “No no–it’s alright, come here.” 13. “I’m not going to leave you. You’re never going to have to suffer by yourself again, I promise.” 14. “Look, I know we don’t know each other that well, but I’m still worried about you. No one deserves to be alone.” 15. “If I could, I would kiss away all of your scars.” 16. “I think I might be falling in love with you.” 17. “Your lips are so soft. I could kiss them all day.” 18. “It’s not bad to cry. In fact, I think it makes a person stronger.” 19. “Mmm.. you’re warm.” 20. “You’re so cute when you’re half asleep like this..” 21. “I’ve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle with..” 22. “No, you can’t get up! You’re my prisoner for today.” 23. “Shh, it was just a bad dream. Just a dream, okay? None of it was really.” 24. “You know I’m/we’re always here for you, right?” 25. “Please talk to me about it.” 26. “You have something in you hair.. um–do you want me to get it out?” 27.  “I remember practicing how to ask you out in the mirror..” 28. “I would’ve had breakfast ready, but you were sleeping on my arm and I didn’t want to wake you.” 29. “I know I’ve kissed you like, ten times, but just like another ten, please.” 30. “I can’t believe I got the first date, let alone a year.” 31. “Wanna, like–I mean, if you’re not busy.. We could get lunch? Or even just coffee if you don’t have a lot of time?” 32. “So I was driving past a pet store and couldn’t help but wonder how cute an animal would be like in our home..” 33. “Let’s just stay in bed.” 34. “We live together. You can’t blame this on anyone else.” 35. “I think I might be pregnant..” 36. “I want to try for a baby.” 37. “You would make the perfect father/mother.” 38. “Think about it. The little patter of children in our home.” 39. “I want to marry you.” 40. “I want to take a shower so you should probably join me. It’ll save water.”

ANGST:

41. “You’re just not the same anymore..” 42. “It’s midnight! Where the hell were you?” 43. “What the hell is your problem?!” 44. “Why do you run away from your problems all the time?” 45. “You can’t keep it all inside, you know? Bottling it up won’t do any good.” 46. “Hey, I know you’re hurting.. but, you’re not alone, okay?” 47. “I hate you! I’m sorry it took me so damn long to realize that.” 48. “You lost your chance.” 49. “I’m sorry if I gave you the wrong impression.” 50. “You can’t just lose your temper like this every time you get a bit upset!” 51. “Calm down! You’re scaring me!” 52. “Don’t look at me like that.” 53. “Were you ever going to tell me?” 54. “I’m done trying to help you!” 55. “Sorry doesn’t fix everything.” 56. “You didn’t call. You didn’t text. Nothing.” 57. “It isn’t up for debate.” 58. “I don’t know what’s wrong, okay? I’m just… really tired.” 59. “I’m fine. Stop asking.” 60. “I’m not leaving until you tell me what’s wrong, and don’t try lying to me.” 61. “I hope someday you get a taste of your own medicine.” 62. “Pack you shit and go. Get the fuck out of my sight!” 63. “Is this how little you think of me?” 64. “I can’t do this anymore.. not with you.” 65. “Are you happy now? Huh? DOES THIS MAKE YOU HAPPY?!” 66. “You said you’d always be there for me… so how did this happened? Why weren’t you there?” 67. “Did it ever occur to you that you’re hurting me too?” 68. “I don’t need help! I just want the pain to stop!” 69. “We can be friends instead.” 70. “I tried to move on, but nobody is you.” 71. “Do I look like I’ve moved on?” 72. “I don’t remember a fight or a reason, so what happened? Why did we break up?” 73. “Can I at least buy you a coffee? For old times sake.” 74. “I can’t take the loneliness anymore.” 75. “What are you talking about? You’re married!” 76. “I feels like everyone just forgot I exist.” 77. “Maybe I’m meant to be alone.” 78. “I gave you your chance, and you just used it to stab me in the back.” 79. “I’ve been alone for so long..” 80. “But you promised..”

SMUT:

81. “I think you’ll be happy to know that I’m not wearing any underwear.” 82. “I want you. Right here. Right now.” 83. “I’d be more than happy to show you a good time, if you’re looking for one.” 84. “It’s like you want to ruin men/women for me.” 85. “It’s been a long day. Why don’t we help each other unwind?” 86. “Oh don’t mind me. Just enjoying the view.” 87. “They always make shower sex sounds so appealing, but honestly, this is getting dangerous.” 88. “Did you just… finish?” 89. “Tell me what you want.” 90. “Get on your knees. Now.” 91. “Your lips make me wonder what the rest of you would taste like..” 92. “I don’t like being told what to do unless I’m naked.” 93. “Move your hands to the side. I want to hear you.” 94. “You’re so sexy when you’re all hot and bothered.” 95. “How bad do you want me?” 96. “Do you know how bad I want you?” 97. “I’ve been thinking about this all night.”98. “Don’t cover your face. I want to see you.” 99. “Come sit in my lap.” 100. “You’re so beautiful all spread out like this, just for me.”

sources: x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

[hasdefected]

THE STARTER CALL IS CALLING YOU. 

[hasdefected]

hascoded < raven reyes >‌:

     she blinks in acute surprise when gabriel poses the question unexpectedly; the group had dispersed just now, the ones off to go trekking back to the subject of their discussion gearing up.  raven doesn’t know the man much more than the basics: the elusive prime that had defied what his people were doing & escaped before they could burn him at the stake like they’d nearly did her & her friends. she’s not exactly sure how the guy’s still kicking, but he’d helped them & even better, he’s a fellow scientist that knows the terrain. they need him. 

     “i’m gonna go through the research in the library with emori — see if there’s anything there that can help us.” she doubts there’s anything in there that gabriel doesn’t already know, but it’s worth a shot. a frown forms between her brows then, voice a little lower as she asks, “there is a chance that octavia’s still alive, right? it’s not just false hope?” it’s the last thing bellamy needs right now. 

he doesn’t know the woman. he knows just as much about her as she does him. intelligent, skilled with technology, an engineer. he would think she would be more interested in the anomaly than she puts off, having noticed the brace supporting her leg. octavia had emerged, youthful and healed. something similar could happen for raven, if they were able to figure it out. and she’s not the only one. the one they call emori too. but these people seemed as adjusted as one could expect for people put through hell over and over again. maybe the human nature of self-hatred just affects them in different ways. to put it simply, he’s impressed. 

‘  we could really use you out there.  ‘     he points out. any mind could sift through pages, but she was as smart as he wished he was. her affinity for code could certainly come in handy. he had spent years trying to successfully alter and understand the technology that put the primes in other people’s brains. she seemed to master it in a week. they need her. he can’t answer her other question, though he hopes desperately that octavia is somewhere out there and they could get her back. the secrets she must know .....        ‘  only the anomaly can answer that question.  ‘ 

[borntobeavillain]

[hasdefected]

‘ don’t make me say it. ‘ / jo!clarke

‘  it won’t change my mind.  ‘      gabriel argues. no matter what she said, he still has guilt over the things he’s done in the name of love. hell, he created a weapon specifically designed to kill people. love could make people do terrible things. and he would always love her, even if at times he wishes he hadn’t. but that’s josephine’s grip. she has to power to raise and destroy civilizations. the intelligence to extend her life far beyond what it should have been. in a way, she was a god. but sometimes, gods aren’t to be revered, but feared. despite it all, he doesn’t regret loving her, but regrets the way it clouded his mind. he can regret part of a thing, without the whole.        ‘  i will never regret having loving you, josephine. i promise.  ‘            @roseguided

[selfsaving]

AGGRESSION   //   SEXUAL  TENSION .

acts  that  could  be  aggressive   //   or  a  little  bit  sexy   //   or  both.                     send  a  symbol  from  your  muse  to  mine.  feel  free  to  combine  actions  or  add  specifics  even  when  it  doesn’t  ask  for  it   !     can  send  non - sexually  as  well.

THREATENING

🔪   //   put  a  knife  to  my  muse’s  throat .

🖐️   //   put  a  hand  around  my  muse’s  throat .

👕   //   slide  a  weapon  up  under  my  muse’s  shirt     (   can  specify   ) .

👔   //   grab  my  muse  by  the  collar   &   pull  them  closer .

🔒   //   lock  my  muse  in  a  room  alone  with  your  muse .

🗩   //   verbally  threaten  my  muse     (   please  specify   ) .

PINNING

🔙   //   push  my  muse  against  a  wall .

📌   //   pin  my  muse’s  wrists  above  their  head .

🔵   //   grab  my  muse  hard  enough  to  leave  a  bruise .

🔑   //   handcuff  my  muse .

➰   //   tie  my  muse  to  a  chair .

⭕   //   restrain  my  muse  with  an  item  of  clothing     (   please  specify   ) .

🚨   //   push  my  muse  to  the  ground   &   straddle  them .

📢   //   tell  my  muse   ‘  stop  squirming   !  ’ .

🔗   //   otherwise  restrain  my  muse     (   please  specify   ) .

LIGHTER

👀   //   grab  my  muse’s  jaw   &   direct  their  gaze  towards  yours .

⚡   //   tug  my  muse’s  hair .

⚠️   //   bite  my  muse     (   can  specify  where   ) .

😏   //   give  my  muse  a  hickey .

✂️   //   run  fingernails  over  my  muse’s  skin   &   scratch  them .

💦   //   cover  my  muse’s  mouth .

DARKER

💋   //   give  my  muse  a  kiss  that  draws  blood .

🗡️   //   cut  my  muse  with  a  knife     (   can  specify  where   ) .

💀   //   kidnap  my  muse .

😶   //   put  a  hand  over  my  muse’s  nose   &   mouth .

💥   //   tighten  something  around  my  muse’s  throat  that  restricts  their  blood - flow  /  oxygen  supply     (   please  specify   ) .

[hasdefected]

xnctafraid‌ < octavia blake >:

     ‘ makes a good pastime? ’  brow raises as she passes him some metal scraps that seem to litter his table.  whatever he was doing, she was making herself useful where she could be.  which wasn’t much.  she didn’t exactly have the brain to help out with much of this.  all she knew was how to fight to survive.  and even that seemed to be a part of her that felt unfamiliar now too.  ‘ hearing about how much i’ve failed is a good pastime? ’  it could have been delivered harshly.  with malice and intent to hurt.  but it isn’t.  it’s said with a smile.  and a playful glint of something in her eye.  she was growing to like gabriel.  in ways she didn’t want to dive into too much.  but it was sparking something, nonetheless. 

his gaze moves upwards to meet hers, having known her to have the tendency to be short-fused in the time he’s spent with her over the past few days. but what he sees is not anger or pain, but amusement, and he’s glad for that. although the toxin didn’t give him the answers he wanted it seemed to have given her some of the answers she needed. it all had to be apart of the journey. he believes in the anomaly, almost like the nulls believe in the primes, and he tries his best to have faith that the truth would reveal itself. he’s been at this for way too long to give up now. her happiness brought him closer. or at least he hopes. but he’s finding himself to care about her too, and that emotion was the most difficult to process.    ‘  it’s better than talking about how much i’ve failed.  ‘    he answers keeping the glance before he goes back to his work. 

[hasdefected]

still hyped i got a lil anomaly in my tags omg 

[hasdefected]

roseguided‌ < lilith lightbourne >:

         𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐎 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐘 𝐀𝐒 𝐈𝐓’𝐒 𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐍 𝐓𝐎 𝐏𝐎𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐔𝐍 𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐇𝐈𝐌 ,   𝐀 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐊𝐘 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇 𝐓𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇𝐓   roams ‘round inside her head━all the things she’d say to him if the gabriel she remember really was still alive :   how she resents him for leaving them ,  how she feels about his so called “children”.    even now , as she stands feet from him with gun pointed eye level with his chest  ,   mouth can’t open to say what’d been brewing inside her heart for centuries.      ;        ❝  why should i?  ❞  words are said though gritted teeth ,  ❝ . . your so called “children”  killed me last time , do you remember that?   did you tell them too , gabriel?  ❞  the one thing she’s wondered for years ,   ❝   i-i want to do the right thing , you know that , but my family━   if i let you   𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲  then i’ll . . i’ll have no one.  ❞   hand shakes slightly ,  tears welling in widened , forest green hues that can’t waver from his.     he knows her too well , doesn’t he?      ❝ don’t- ❞  words are cut off so that the lump in her throat can be swallowed ,   ❝ you know that’s all i’ve ever wanted.  to live && to 𝙳𝙸𝙴  in peace like i should’ve done two hundred years ago. don’t say . . don’t promise that if you don’t mean it , gabriel. ❞

‘  because it’s the right thing to do.  ‘     the man answers her, though the words she said are not easy words to hear. gabriel has always been in a precarious situation. stuck between knowing what he thinks is to be right and being torn by his emotional connections to the people doing wrong.     ‘  and how many people have been killed so you can stand right here? how many has josie killed? russell.  ‘    the entire situation had been regrettable. gabriel just wanted it all to stop.     ‘  but no, lilith. i didn’t order them to kill you. if i had any say in it, we would have just taken your drive.  ‘     he clarifies. he had been angry when they had taken her life without consulting him. or well, the life of her host. and it was for naught because moments later sanctum’s guards had been able to retrieve her. for a gun pointed at him, he’s oddly calm, and he takes a few more steps forward.      ‘  you’ve had your family for a long time, lily. much longer than the woman’s body you’re in. how many families has yours torn apart?  ‘   he asks, still slowly approaching her. a large hand slowly grabs the cool metal of her handgun, pressing it against his chest, waiting for her to give in and let go.     ‘  maybe we can’t fix our mistakes, but we can use them to make a better place. a natural place. your life can actually mean something.     let go.   ‘ 

[hasdefected]

xnctafraid‌ < octavia blake >:

     movements still at his words.  he’s right, like he usually is.  so wise and knowledgable.  of course, it makes sense considering who he is and how long he’d been around for.  regardless, it frustrates her a little.  in the same way it frustrates her that her brother is always right too.  ‘ maybe.  but you’re not keeping me around to talk about my emotions and my trauma ’

‘  you’re right about that.  ‘     she was, but that’s not all there was to it. she intrigued him because of the anomaly, but maybe to understand the anomaly, he had to understand her. and when was the last time he could talk to someone without keeping his secret at the forefront of his mind? at least a decade. he would be lying if he said it wasn’t at least a little bit liberating. like a small weight was lifted off of him. he wouldn’t tell her that though.      ‘  but it makes a good pastime.  ‘  

[hasdefected]

001 -- lands on eligius 025 -- revives josephine 026 -- dies of cancer, takes host ii  072 -- dies of heart attack, takes host iii 113 -- dies of stroke, takes host iv 135 -- brain has early onset-dementia, killed and revived as host v 166 -- destroys embryos 226 -- takes over host xavier (host vi) 236 -- season six