Fay Rhiannon

Independent RP Sideblog PT-BR

[hatefulembodiment]

‘ ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you. ’

Não era uma questão de responder com “é uma pena não ser recíproco”, estava mais para algo na linha de “é intencional” ou “faz parte”, contudo tais respostas não devem fazer parte das escolhas básicas quando não se deseja agressividade gratuita.

— Consigo compreender.— Disse como algo automático, decorado de algum roteiro relido tantas vezes que já se tornara tedioso de repetir.— Principalmente da parte sobre morbidez.— Gesticulou levemente para as vestes escuras, assumindo que o mesmo se referia à elas ou assim querendo transparecer. Afinal, pessoas que permanentemente parecem doentes são bem acostumadas à serem referidas por tal forma. — Felizmente não encararei como uma ofensa, não possuo intenções de fazer uma péssima imagem.

@youroyalheadache

[spctlessminds]

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

[secret-creek]

[wellxconnected]

“The Room” (2003) Sentence Starters

“I would do anything for my _____!” (specify relationship)

“Can I go upstairs too?”

“I just like to watch you guys.”

*awkward moaning noises while romantic music about devotion plays in the foreground*

“What’s happening with you? Hmm?”

“I’m not feeling good today.”

“I don’t know what to do.”

“Of course I’m right; I know men.”

“Nobody else listens to me.”

“I’m gonna do what I wanna do, and that’s it.”

“What do you want me to say?”

“Have a seat.”

“It’s hot in here.”

“This is between you and me.”

“Please don’t leave, please don’t leave.”

“I dream about you.”

“Everything is gonna be fine. I promise.”

“We can’t do this anymore.”

“Hey. This will be our secret.”

“Can I have a dozen red roses, please?”

“That’s me! How much is it?”

“Hi, doggy!”

“You’re my favorite customer.”

“You look beautiful today. Can I kiss you?”

“They tricked me, and I don’t care anymore.”

“I am the fool.”

“At least you have friends.”

“You think about everything.”

“You know what you need? You need a drink.”

“Nobody wants to help me and I’m dying.”

“What are these characters doing here?”

“All that shopping wore me out.”

“How many people come in and out of this apartment every day?”

“If I were a burglar, you would be my best friend.”

“You know I worry about you.”

“________. I’ve been looking for you.”

“You have my money, don’t you?”

“You have no idea what kind of trouble you’re in here, do you?”

“Look at me in the eyes and tell me the truth.”

“Things got mixed up. I didn’t mean for this to happen.”

“What the hell is wrong with you?!”

“Stop ganging up on me!”

“You’re not my fucking mother!”

“Somebody had better do something around here.”

“I don’t understand you.”

“Why do you do things like these?”

“You just don’t care, do you?”

“I still have feelings for you.”

“Oh, hi ______!”

“People are very strange these days.”

“I can’t figure women out.”

“It seems to me like you’re the expert, _____.”

“If a lot of people loved each other the world would be a better place to live.”

“You don’t feel guilty about this at all?”

“Something awful is gonna happen.”

“Please talk to me, please!”

“You are tearing me apart, _____!”

“I reach in, put the underwear in my pocket…”

“I’m just your friend, and I’m just worried about you.”

“People are people. Sometimes they just can’t see their own faults.”

“Who are you calling a chicken?”

“There’s too many weirdos there.”

“The barbecue chicken was delicious.”

“I just want you to be happy.”

“I don’t think I can forgive myself.”

“You look like a baby-face now.”

“Life is too short.”

“Anyway, how’s your sex life?”

“I brought the stuff.”

“You’re being so manipulative.”

“You have to take as much as you can.”

“Live fast, die young.”

“Men and women abuse each other all the time. There’s nothing wrong with that.”

“You need to listen to me.”

“Leave your stupid comments in your pocket.”

“You don’t understand the psychological impact of what you’re doing here.”

“Don’t touch me, motherfucker.”

“I’m fed up with this world!”

“I don’t have a friend in the world.”

“As far as I’m concerned you can drop off the earth.”

[vhsmeme]

* soft angst starters

‘ stay with me tonight? ’

‘ don’t talk. save your strength. ’

‘ hey, i’ve got you. it’s okay. ’

‘ i’ll be right here. don’t worry. ’

‘ i think we’re done. ’

‘ hold my hand. ’

‘ it’s all been a lie, hasn’t it? ’

‘ we’re out of time. ’

‘ you’ll always be a friend. ’

‘ just hold me. ’

‘ i have to leave you behind. i’m sorry. ’

‘ don’t do that. it’ll only hurt. ’

‘ go on, cry. ’

‘ keep your eyes open. ’

‘ can i hug you? ’

‘ i trusted you. ’

‘ do you remember? ’

‘ i loved you. ’ 

[horrificmemes]

Turning-The-Tables Stalker Sentences

“Do you think it’s funny, following people around like that?” “I’ll abuse you the way you’ve abused my privacy.” “I finally found you.” “If you weren’t going to say ‘hello’ first, I figured I would.” “You didn’t think I could protect myself, did you?” “I used to be scared of you, but that’s all over.” “Don’t tell me you’ve found someone new to follow.” “I am the best obsession you will ever have.” “I won’t let you treat anyone else the way you’ve treated me.” “I’ll do whatever I have to to make sure this never happens again.” “I know all about you, and all about the other people you’ve hurt.” “I could just turn you over to the authorities, but I think taking care of you myself would be even more enjoyable.” “An eye for an eye, right?” “I’ll spare you this time, but if I ever see you near my home again, you’re dead.” “You don’t like it when the tables are turned, do you?” “I’m far more clever than you think.” “Do you like how this feels? Having your privacy and safety taken from you?” “This is just the start of all I could do to you.” “You can’t just try to ruin someone’s life and not expect to pay the price for it.” “Funny how you were so brave at first, but now you’re scared shitless of me.” “Would you still have tried to ruin my life if you knew I could do the same to you?” “If I see you outside of my house ever again, I’m putting a knife through your chest.” “I haven’t seen you around here lately. Am I not good enough for you?” “Oh, it was easy to find your home. And learn all about you and your family, as well.” “Now you know how I felt.” “You know, you don’t cover your tracks too well. It was easy to find out who you were.” “You’re going to sit down and tell me exactly why you’ve been following me everywhere I go.” “I’ve seen you outside of my house every day - now tell me, what the hell do you want?!” “I’ll never let you frighten me again, even if that means getting rid of you for good.” “Go ahead and struggle. You’ll just exhaust yourself quicker.” “I’ve been planning on confronting you for the longest time.” “Amazing how you follow my ever move, but still didn’t see this coming.”

[thefaeryhost]

Edmund Dulac  __  Fairies

[zandraart]

grove

[booksandmorefreely]

Day Court Gowns

[wearepaladin]

Hovala by Olya Bossak

[hatefulembodiment]

tytoxowl:

Soren estaria mentindo se dissesse que não estava ficando mal acostumado, comidas dadas e carinhos eram o que sempre recebia e agora estava esperando inclusive um afago da Rainha que acabara de conhecer, mas logo tirou essa ideia da cabeça e voltou a prestar atenção aos belos arredores.

- Tudo bem, aprendi que os humanos não tem o costume de ouvir corujas falando. – O mundo humano é estranho. 

Os olhos dourados do tyto foram para o mel que lhe foi dado e o bebeu com gratidão, não era facil encontrar esse tipo de alimento de onde vinha e estava mais do que feliz em estar comendo a raridade deliciosa que era.

— Não que seja incomum ver corujas falando, apenas é comum ver o povo belo tomando muitas formas. — Foi um dizer simples, mal precisaria de uma explicação. — Não há limites para as formas que eles tomam. — Entretanto esta foi oferecida juntamente com os tapinhas naquela folha recém-desenhada. — Não quero soar rude, mas o povo daqui possui motivos para não gostar deles. — Um deles sendo sua própria existência parasitária. Entretanto, à cada instante suspeitava que talvez aquele ser fosse mesmo uma fada sob um disfarce, principalmente ao vê-lo entretido com o mel. Anotações surgiam ao lado do esboço, anotações que poderiam ser tachadas se necessário. Só existia dois meios de revelar a natureza daquele ser, se era mesmo um animal qualquer ou se era realmente uma fada, mas traçar-lhe o corpo com ferro ou fogo estava fora do alcance da jovem rainha, o que poderia feri-la de volta, e o outro meio era complicado em demasia.

— Lembra-se sobre o que eu disse dos nomes? Dar seu nome é dar poder sobre você. — Novamente tentou se aproximar da ave, desta vez mais confiante, considerando que o bico parecia ocupado demais para ir diretamente em seus dedos. Por falar em dedos, estes pareciam frios em contato com as penas macias daquela cabeça, muito similares às do pescoço do corvo de seu irmão. — Por ter falado seu nome para mim eu poderia te obrigar à se esquecer de como se voa, porém estava inocente desse perigo quando o contou e por esta única razão é que não farei nada.

[hatefulembodiment]

littlepeachlady:

A frase dita era quase cruel da forma que foi dito sendo que na cabeça da menina deveria ser mais gentil. Era triste ouvir que nenhuma daquelas comidas tão bonitas iria ajudar mesmo que ela quisesse muito, mas o mundo não funcionava assim e ela sabia muito bem disso, os pensamentos entristecidos foram cortados pela mão também pequena que tocava seus cabelos, Alice sorriu para a outra criança e ficou parada em seu lugar.

A criança ficou triste novamente quando os outros se foram, pensava que seria divertido brincar com mais alguém em um lugar novo desconhecido. A moça falava entre mordidas, falava de coisas tristes que a fez pensar que ela e os outros eram solitários e, ao seu ver, maltratados pelos outros.

“As pessoas são más com você?”

Aquela pergunta a pegou de surpresa, quase causou um engasgo junto da rápida paralisia que atingiu aquela criatura doente. O que era ser mau? Algo tão relativo que nem mesmo ela era capaz de compreender, talvez porque não era feita para viver sob esse conceito. Entretanto, Mabel pode não entender, mas conhece o que os homens chamam de maldade. Não entende porque algo de ruim nunca é destinado aos outros, só para eles. Engolindo em seco, respondeu um tanto quanto hesitantemente: — ... Eu não sei. — Não cessou sua comilança pelo simples fato de precisar se manter de pé, pois naquele momento aconteceu de perder sua fome insaciável. — Elas fazem o que é certo para elas. — Algo entalou sua garganta, algo que só conseguiu sentir uma única vez quando “sentiu” alguém ter algo similar. Essa era a sensação? Essa sensação era sua mesmo? — Para elas... Não está errado se livrar das pragas. — Soluçou um pouco, novamente experimentando coisas que só conseguiu ter através dos outros, nunca por si própria. — Só que doeu tanto... — Algo molhou seu rosto, algo que ela conhecia por já ter derrubado aquilo antes, mas não por esse motivo de sentir um aperto no peito. — Eu não as julgo... Mas doeu.

Ainda podia sentir o calor do fogo queimando seus dedos, o arranhar dos pedaços de ferro em sua boca, entretanto era incapaz de dizer tais coisas, descrever aquilo. Só conseguia dizer uma coisa sobre o assunto: — Geralmente nos removem quando somos bebês...

[rpmemes-galore]

Christina Perri —  Lovestrong Album  {Sentence Starters}

“No, I won’t fight.”

“I try to be brave.”

“You’re a fool to believe.”

“I can’t say that I’m satisfied.”

“'Cause all that’s waiting is regret.”

“I only remember feeling so alone.”

“Please don’t stand so close to me.”

“A secret’s safe behind a pretty smile.”

“I’m afraid of what you’ll see right now.”

“I believe that it’s easier for you to let me go.”

“I’m the ghost of a girl that I want to be most.“

“You put your arms around me and I’m home.”

“I’m the shell of a girl that I used to know well.“

“I said that I hadn’t seen you in quite some time.”

“Can you find the time to let your lover love you?“

“What’s with all the late night liquored phone calls?“

“I should just give up in trying to right your wrongs.”

“Proud of me… that’s the only way I want you to be.”

“I’m scared today, more than I told you I was yesterday.”

“You’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul.”

“I wish I wasn’t always cold. I wish I wasn’t always alone.”

“My eyes are so tired… they should sleep, but they won’t.”

“But, I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms.”

“There’s been so many fights that I fought and I never won.”

“I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart.”

“And who said it was cool to be asking me these questions?“

“I wish I wasn’t always wrong. I wish it wasn’t always my fault.”

“I never want to leave you, but I can’t make you bleed if I’m alone.”

“Why did you feel the need to prove that everybody else was right?”

“The world is coming down on me and I can’t find a reason to be loved.”

“How the hell does a broken heart get back together when it’s torn apart?“

“But, you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start.”

[ohnoarno]

“It’s been raining for days.”

“Looks like the rainy season is finally here.”

“Shall I put on a pot of tea?”

“Turn up the heat/put another log on the fire, the rain brought a chill.”

“Close the window, you’ll ruin the flooring!”

“You’re sopping wet.”

“What on earth were you doing out there?”

“Fine, you can come in, but take off your shoes.”

“I don’t need you tracking mud everywhere.”

“The sound of rain is so nice.”

“You’re going out? In this?”

“You can’t go out there, it’s pouring down rain!”

“I like the rain and all, but being stuck inside is so boring.”

“The day would be a lot less boring if you learned how to sit still.”

“I cannot believe we’re stuck in this!”

“Maybe we should find somewhere to take cover until it stops.”

“Does it ever stop raining here?”

“Oh no! The rain ruined our picnic.”

“Want to go for a walk in the rain?”

“Can I have a blanket?”

“Sorry to intrude. This rain came out of nowhere.”

“Look at the sky! The lightning is insane.”

“It’s getting pretty intense out there.”

“A rainy day, warm blankets, a cup of tea, and a book to tie it all together.”

“Let’s go for a walk in the rain.”

“Here, this should warm you up.”

“Come in here before you catch a cold.”

“Ugh, that’s just a silly old wives’ tale.”

“I pity the poor souls caught out in this.”

“Aren’t there any books to read?”

“Rains smells so different in the city.”

“The rain smells better in the countryside.”

“Nothing like the sound of rain to go with a good book.”

“Careful, the tea is still hot.”

-draws on the fogged up windows-

-Flips loudly through book-

-sighs- “It’s so cozy in here.”

[trippyayoman]

mushrooms are cool

[pastelbeforeboys]

[morphlinggg]

Visit Original Link

I watched Pan’s Labyrinth for the first time and now I’m haunted by this song…