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fitz voice i'm not scared of violence anymore fitz voice ten pages later i am more afraid of pain than i am of anything else in the entire world and that fear shapes me completely and entirely

#rote #he’s simply the best character ever created

jeyneofpoole

assassin’s apprentice is crazy fitz is like eight and he’s running around the castle eating dog food and getting drunk his dead gay dad’s alive gay best friend is a functional alcoholic who hates him he has play dates with patience who sits there and says you’re mommy’s special idiot fitz you’re mommy’s special little fucking idiot and then he hangs out with his bastard granduncle (?) who lives in the walls and is doing night assassin school because of a verbal contract fitz made with the king who is also his grandfather that is for some reason legally binding even though fitz was roughly six and hiding under a table at the time and he lives his entire life getting beat to shit by his betters and then having to live in the same castle as them forever and if heeee says anything he’s a trifling little nobody whore. regal tries to murder this fourteen year old and everyone’s like fitz why can’t you just get along with your uncle 🙄 when now he has EPILEPSY and it’s the uncles’ FAULT and he’s staging a COUP and nobody GIVES a shit. and the FOOL is there.

#and he’s the biggest fire truck in the world #rote

explicitlyrics

many on here need to be learning this lesson

surfeit-of-stoats

The truth, a sphere that also contains within it a lie that spins at a different rhythm, like a cog that seems broken, unnecessary, but is vital to the mechanism’s functioning. The challenge is finding the lie within the sphere.

— The Unworthy, Agustina Bazterrica

#words

virgin-martyr

I wonder if God is the hunger behind hunger, and if behind God lurks the hunger for another God.

Agustina Bazterrica, excerpt from The Unworthy

#words #this book is so fucking good

peach-pot

maybe I like talking about the weather okay…… it’s not awkward to me. we’ve both been outside today and the sun and clouds were there too, let’s discuss.

log6

the shallow sea that once covered the Earth would have been beautiful this time of year

mollybeenoel

clytemnestraaa

(1) "Message from the First Dog in Space Received 45 Years Too Late", Dogs in the News, 3 November 2002 / (2) Laika, Wil Wagner / (3) Zak, Anatoly, "Sputnik-2", Russianspaceweb.com / (4) "SOVIET FIRES NEW SATELLITE, CARRYING DOG; HALF-TON SPHERE IS REPORTED 900 MILES UP", NY Times, 3 November 1957 / (5) The Dog/The Body, Sleater-Kinney / (6) Oleg Gazenko, speaking at a Moscow news conference in 1998 / (7) "Message from the First Dog in Space Received 45 Years Too Late", Dogs in the News, 3 November 2002 / (8) Last Words of a Shooting Star, Mitski / (9) "Laika” by Sarah Doyle / (10) "Laika” by Sarah Doyle / (11) "Laika” by Sarah Doyle

#heated rivalry #i’m crying

hunybody

really interesting to me how shane’s arc is mostly him learning to use the safety net of people he thinks he shouldn’t need because of self-sufficiency and ilya’s is him realizing he has a net for the first time and therefore doesn’t need to be entirely self-sufficient for survival. they’re like funhouse mirrors of each other. and after they both have these realizations they crack open. acknowledgement of safety means acknowledgement of danger etc etc

#heated rivalry #much to consider

shanefreak

shane mind explosion moodboard

#heated rivalry

allloversbetray

“There are no new ideas. There are only new ways of making them felt, of examining what our ideas really mean (feel like) on Sunday morning at 7 AM, after brunch, during wild love, making war, giving birth; while we suffer the old longings, battle the old warnings and fears of being silent and impotent and alone, while tasting our new possibilities and strengths.”

— From Poetry Is Not a Luxury (1985) by Audre Lorde

#words

evilvillain123456789

im an abbot and tbh if i dont vibe with one of my monks i call the vatican and tell them he's tempting the other monks to most profane and unnatural couplings and they just take him back and send a new one no questions asked