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I’ve been slowly removing things having to do with my ex out of my life and sometimes I feel guilty after I delete pictures or throw away stuff. Like wow this is really it huh? :(

it may not be the end of the world, but it is the end of a world i thought i was going to have

#thisishard #sadgirl #letsstartover #end of the world #im struggling #i dont want to be here

I work at a PT clinic and as a was hooking up a patient to e-stem I asked her how her day was and what she had done. She told me that she went to her writing group this morning so I of course I asked her what they wrote about. They write about their life experiences and then share them with each other. For example she said they wrote about a time when there was “turbulance” in their life. Another example is their first love, first heart break, etc. I asked her what they did with it and she said that they keep it and once they pass it will go to their kid(s). A person in her group passed away last month and she said that at the funeral they made sure to tell the kids to find her notebook. I just thought it was really neat how their kids or grandkids will be able to read all those stories they’ve written down.

fuckyeahjapanandkorea

roseoilz

wow i cant wait to have my own apartment n come running down the hallway to my door in my heels after a long day at work and opening my door and hearing the sound of my keys hitting the counter and looking at what mail arrived that day and then going to the bathroom and taking care of myself and applying lotions to my entire body n applying face masks and listening to the way you look tonight by frank sinatra on vinyl n dancing around slowly while wearing nothing but my cute lace bra & undies n a dark red silky lace robe that i havent even wrapped around my body yet and makin myself a snack. i cant wait to get to that.