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Sometimes I wonder about my decisions.

I wonder were they made correctly, was it the best that I could do, was it the best solution at that moment. I wonder were they made at the right timing, would things be entirely different if I had chosen another action, or would there be not much changes because... things had come to a stage whereby there is only way for progression?

i am unsure of myself. Under the cool exterior is someone who questions herself daily. Then again, if we cease to question ourselves, would we have improved? Would we have the chance to reflect?

4am thoughts and exam stress are torturous. I crave for an escape. But for what? It is not like this is the only/final exam.

Just what have I gotten myself into.