if you can't be unafraid, be afraid and happy

18+ only || emery || they/it || 24 || taken by my wonderful husband kai 04/15/2025 || i love asks about anything! || main fandoms include the raven cycle, welcome to night vale, heated rivalry, and a bunch of other things that'll show up here sometimes || feel free to send asks or tag me in things :3 || writing can be found under #emery.txt or on ao3 @ starry_eyed_knight || header and icon edited by me :)

[haunted-house-heart]

meowdy!

you can can call me emery and my pronouns are they/it <3

i support palestine, blm, no human is illegal, ukraine, land back, trans rights, intersex rights, jewish folks, mogai, basically i believe that all people deserve basic rights and in taking things in good faith.

dni: no bigots. no exclusionists. i check every blog that follows me and if i get a bad vibe i will block. i do not support israel. no terfs/tirfs/swerfs, men haters (yes even if you only hate cis men you asshole), if you subscribe to that tma/tme BULLSHIT, if you don't believe in transandrophobia. just fuck off for real.

🛑 do not interact if you have "men dni" YES INCLUDING ONLY CIS MEN DNI on your blog 🛑

side blog: @littlekittybabies (my cat blog, follow for cat pics!)

ao3: starry_eyed_knight

check out my tags: #emery's art, #emery.txt

also important to know: i tag anything that i feel could trigger epilepsy with "tw flashing" and "tw flashing gif"/"tw flashing video". if i miss something that needs a flash warning, please lmk

here's some stuff about me:

queer butch enby tranny fagdyke

audhd amongst other things

chronically ill/disabled

otherkin/therian - check out my tag "my haunted house heart" for things related to my 'kins!

i officially started hrt on may 14th 2024! check out my transition journal in my tag #tranny update

my main fandoms are:

the raven cycle (my special interest!!!)

welcome to night vale

heated rivalry

death by dying

project hail mary (just movie but i do have the book just haven't gotten to it yet)

the strange case of the starship iris

merlin

hades game

animal crossing nh

percy jackson (read everything pre-toa - have finished magnus chase but none of trials of apollo or anything following them)

stardew valley

dropout/d20

six of crows (books + show)

disco elysium

my other interests are:

ghosts

mothman!!!

moths <3

cats

halloween/fall

music (fall out boy, my chemical romance, subradio, nxdia, chappell roan, hozier, mother mother, cavetown, set it off, the scarlet opera, ryan beatty)

gender

autism

punk things

hello kitty!

my story a little wild, a little fond (please ask me about it!!!)

check the tags of this post for my frequently used tags!

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[holdoncallfailed]

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to deny location sharing and turn off personalized ads and reject all non-essential cookies and not set up siri and face ID

[theswisscheeserag]

You gotta be really publicly passionate about things if you want your friends to text you. Bc people will forget to text you because they’re human. But if you’re really openly the friend who loves identifying ants your friends will think of you when they see ants. And they’ll text you “what ant is this [blurry photo]”. And then they’ll ask you how you’ve been and we should get coffee sometime. But if they don’t know what you love they’ll never know what you like

[theswisscheeserag]

And then when the ant convention is in town they’ll be like dude… we should go to the ant convention. But they would never think to go if they didn’t know u loved ants

[theswisscheeserag]

And sometimes you need to ask them to go to the ant convention. But you Will not get anywhere hiding your passions

[aropride]

hi my name is crumbs and can i PLEASEEE hang out in your bed

[possessable]

i like it when a motherfucker gets killed with their own weapon btw. 5 star trope. everybody in the club be killed at last with their own weapons dealing the fatal blow

[bandalbitch]

what would i Even dm my moots like Hello Internet Friend

[queerbatblr]

(with my laptop right up to my face at 1am)

omggg why dont i feel tired omggg this is so weird lolll i cant sleep whaaat

[kittykamukura]

If you do not have a job then it's your duty to post about the characters Constantly. If you do have a job then it's your duty to imagine the characters in your job and also to neglect your job so you can post about the characters Constantly

[phalaropus-lobatus]

you ever be listening to music and go “wait i like this song” like obviously dude it’s on your playlist

[penandinkprincess]

this

does make me think extremely chewy thoughts about how fucking complicated this has to be for ilya. like obviously things with his father are SO fucking complex and layered and there's so much pain there, but also what emotional potential of being the only person he consistently remembers. even ilya's older brother gets forgotten, but when he's distressed, ilya is the one he calls? he ALWAYS seems to know ilya?????

it adds to the guilt also that he's the only one who can calm his father down or at least handle him when he's like this and yet he's the one on a whole different continent, but also what a twisted wreck of feelings it has to be to be the only one their father consistently remembers. like there HAS to be love in there, doesn't there? if i'm the one he remembers when he forgets everything else? i'm at least THAT important to him? i have to be, don't i? even if everything else is gone, i'm still in there. that HAS to mean something, doesn't it?

but also what fucking guilt to know that alexei almost certainly feels resentment about this as confirmation that ilya is their father's favorite and always has been and always will be. and like from ilya's pov, it didn't save him AT ALL, but also how fucking complex to be the younger sibling and yet be the only one their father consistently remembers.

[flowerbleedme]

touches U in a very weird but non sexual way

[iiryebreadii]

tragic: tumblr user develops new obsession(s) with media that none of their mutuals know or care about

[ender--gaming]

miracle : tumblr user posts about new obsession(s) so much that their mutuals become infected with liking it too

[urie]

the entirety of heated rivalry is shane shaking his head and chuckling going "i cant believe youre making me do this" and ilya going "im really not" and shane stripping his clothes going "this is so wild dude youre so fucked up for making me do this"

[urie]

eventually ilya just goes "ok shane yeah. youre right im making you do it" and shane is like "nooooo 👀"

[mynorthernattitude]

*me to me* let's never do that again big dawg

[aidashakur]

Heavily fuck w the lovey dovey shit… love being someone’s baby

[hollanov-ann]

[drops-of-universe]

don’t play it cool, be passionate and insane

[thedorkdionysia]

i think it would do a lot of people good to remember that Mormons are white supremacists, no nuance, no debate, no arguing how they've gotten "more diverse", their whole belief system is fundamentally rooted in white supremacist ideals

[silent-t0n]

I lost track of how many times the Book of Mormon mentioned the "curse of darkened skin" was put on the descendants of those who displeased God.