I think the reason I get jealous when I see my friends hanging out with other people is because I was really socially awkward as a kid so any friends I did made really didn't enjoy my presence. So when I made a "close" friend I felt this really deep need to hold onto that person because if I didn't they would realize that other people were better then me and leave. So it twisted into a jealousy that hurts my mental health and friendships now that I'm older because I don't trust anyone to stay with me longer then a year because they will find someone better.




















