Matthew Kai Fray

Indie Shadowhunters OC written by Dally. ~Side by to savcdmylife~

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                                        Sometimes,                                  to stay alive                                             you’ve gotta K I L L your                                                          MIND.

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jimondaily:

#whatever you do don’t think about how jace would blame himself

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ericsaltzmcn:

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“You really aren’t used to this whole people looking out for you thing, are you?” He sighed and shook his head, walking off to kitchen so that he could start making him hot chocolate. Eric was a lot of things, but he wasn’t about to offer alcohol to help a messed up kid.

“No.... Not really. I mean I had dad growing up but he has his own thing to worry about.” Kai wasn’t going to take his dad from his pack even though he really needed him at the moment. He didn’t know who’s side to be on, he didn’t fit in with either side. He was a Shadowhunter/Warlock. He didn’t agree with the Clave and always thought of himself as a Downworlder first before a Shadowhunter.  

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                        Oh, darling, it’s true.                                 Beautiful things have                                      dents and scratches too.

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“Did you come to say you’re sorry? Or were you hoping, maybe, I would apologize to you?“

@ericsaltzmcn | Meme 

“I did. I’m sorry I shouldn’t have snapped at you. You werejust trying to help.” Kai mumbled, feeling bad about snappingat him. He was just so stressed with the Sebastian thing and thinking he was a monster like his brother. He had demon bloodin him as well after all and the Warlock marks to prove it. 

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rpmemes-galore:

iZombie — Season 3  {Sentence Starters}

“I shouldn’t be trusted.“

“How the hell are you still alive?“

“Did you see that? In the woods?”

“I’m sorry, you must be freaked out.“

“I’m not getting up until you say ‘yes’.“

“You’re going down there by yourself?“

“You’re the best. You know that, right?“

“Let him go, and I’ll tell you all about it.“

“Stop talking. You had at me at money.“

“You think you can keep this between us?“

“Well, it worked. You’ve made a fool of me.“

“Just a flesh wound.. thirty-five flesh wounds.”

“You know what? I’m real tired of getting shot.“

“They’ve done all they can… It’s our turn now.“

“When I want your advice, I’ll beat it out of you.”

“I’m afraid I can’t trust you with that information.“

“I left you once. I’m not going to leave you again.”

“Hey there, too much to hope this is a booty call?“

“It isn’t obvious? It’s because I’m in love with you!”

“This is nice. Can we make this a weekly thing or..?“

“I wanted to ask you something. What exactly are we?“

“Why do I have a feeling my night’s not getting any better?“

“Technically, I suppose, but that’s not the answer I’m looking for.“

“Is this how it’s going to be now? You refusing to even look at me?“

“There’s no good way to ask this, I’m just going to put it out there…”

“I wanted to take them alive. They wanted to go out like Butch and Sundance.“

“I don’t want to be any story. I just want to go back to when nobody knew who I was.“

“If we’re going to survive, we’re going to have to do a few things that can’t be undone.”

“Did you come to say you’re sorry? Or were you hoping, maybe, I would apologize to you?“

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@blinkofcneye 

“I’m sorry. I didn’t know where else to go.” Kai had an outburst  in the middle of the institute in front of everyone and he had to  get out of there and Magnus was the first person he thought of  on where to go. He didn’t even know if he hurt someone or not when his powers acted up. 

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besserdechnyy:

Thomas walked forward until he was standing right in front of Kai. He wasn’t doing this for Alec, he was doing this for Magnus because he cared about him. He would deny that he cared about Kai until he was blue in the face. “I don’t care, but I care about those who care about you…so you’re going to listen to me.” The other warlock’s mark didn’t bother him, it was watching the heart break around him. 

He poked Kai’s chest with one of his fingers. “Now you either come back with me to Magnus’ apartment, or I knock you out…or worse. It’s up to you, sweetheart. But I won’t let you cause anyone else pain.” Not until he had his humanity back.

Kyle watched the male, tilting his head as he was ordered to listen to the male. He was tempted to just portal the hell out of there but he was sure the male would just follow him. He looked down at the finger poking at his chest. “I’ll come back but I won’t ever go back to the Kyle they know,” He stepped closer to Thomas smirking up at him, “So tell me, what would be better, me disappearing for the rest of their lives or making them watch as I keep being this way?”  He knew the moment Alec spoke to him he would want to let his  humanity back in but he didn’t want to. He had no feelings tying  him down now. 

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besserdechnyy:

Thomas shut the door with the flick of his hand and walked closer to Kai, he wasn’t going to let him get away with this. He cared about him too much. “I can’t quite lecture anyone on their humanity after all the things that I’ve done. I’m here to tell you that you’re whining when you have no right and I’m tired of cleaning up your messes.”

Kai smirked as he seen the little displace of magic, blinking a bit, letting his glamor drop on his face so his marks where on displace. He didn’t feel the need to cover up anything around a fellow warlock. “I never asked you to. Go away, Thomas.” He  could feel the magic sparking at his fingertips but he didn’t make a move to use it on the male. Ever since he let the darkness take hold of his soul he has had more power then he knew what to do with, leading to random outbursts of magic that innocent people have been a victim of. Not that he cared. Besides, he figured the  best way to draw out Valentine was to kill his Circle members.  Asking how Alexander was doing was on the tip of his tongue  but he refused to ask, knowing if he did so he would give away his one weakness in this state. No matter how hard he tried he couldn’t stop caring about the older shadowhunter, even if it was clear he wanted nothing to do with him. 

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@besserdechnyy

Kai tilted his head and stared at Thomas, the warlock that helped him unlock his powers. After he left Alec  in the hands of everyone else, he let the darkness take hold of his soul not wanting to feel anything anymore.  He’s been staying low, killing Circle members as well as regular Shadowhunters and Downworlders that crossed his path and pissed him off. “Well, well, well, look what the cat dragged in. You here to appeal to my humanity?” 

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the-chilly-soldier:

[x] This has probably been done before 

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scvetheworld:

“Yeah…but demon blood doesn’t make you bad. I know…I know that I thought that once. But I met people who changed that, you and Magnus…even Clary.” He sighed, he wasn’t good at this. Alec didn’t know how to comfort people without getting overwhelmed himself.

“You could have been learning how to control it this whole time, how is that helping? And Jace? He didn’t deserve to go through that either. “You don’t have to worry about that, okay? I promise. I won’t leave you alone in this.” He smiled before leaning forward and pressed his lips to Kai’s forehead. He didn’t want to push his boundaries, it was up to Kai now.

“Thank you for accepting me.” Kai mumbled, not wanting Alec to  get overwhelmed himself so he wouldn’t push anything right now. He still thought he was a monster but Magnus and Alec were helping him see that he wasn’t a monster.  “It was helping herself so she didn’t have to face what I was. Jace doesn’t deserve to be treated like he was by our mother.” He smiled a bit and nodded. “Thank you, Alec.” He closed his eyes against the kiss to his forehead before  tiling his head back to brush their lips together, nervous because he had no experience with this sort of thing so he didn’t want Alec to reject him. 

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fcllenson:

“If you say so.” It had only brought him pain in the past, but right now that didn’t matter. It was about being here with Kai and making sure that nothing else happened to him.  When Kai shuffled closer he took a deep breath and closer the difference. “I just want you to be safe.”

Kai’s whole body felt better after Michael healed him, causing  him to smile wider. He swallowed hard with how close they were, heart beating faster inside his chest. He has kissed people sure but never went father then that. “I’m safe with you.” 

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influencedbyfear:

SEND A SYMBOL FOR MY MUSE’S REACTION TO YOURS:

▼ kissing them

♢ stabbing them

♞ shooting them

✖ punching them

➶ slapping them

☠ poisoning them

☎ hugging them

☂ picking them up

✗ bringing them alcohol

✣ bringing them food

☯ coming home late

♀ proposing marriage

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Send “Shh, someone will hear” for our muses to have sex in a semi-public place.

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savcdmylife:

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fcllenson:

“Yeah, I might be a little over-protective.” Michael gave Kai a sheepish grin and shuffled closer, laying his hand over the wound and concentrated on healing him. He wasn’t going anywhere, not yet. “I know…and you’re stronger. But sitting back and doing nothing is never something I’ve been comfortable with.” He squeezed Kai’s hand with his free one and settled back again.

“That’s not a bad thing.” Kai pointed out with a small smile, eyes  closing as the male touched his face. He leaned closer to the angel wanting to be as close to him as he could. “I can handle a little bit of pain but thank you.” He whispered, opening his eyes to look at the male and returning the squeeze of his hand. 

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scvetheworld:

Alec had his friendship with Magnus to thank for this, Izzy for being who she was…and Jace? He needed to thank them all for the fact that he didn’t wind up like his parents. He didn’t want to hate Kai, he didn’t, there was nothing wrong with him, despite stubborn he might have been.

“Your mother is an idiot, she should be supporting you instead of treating you like a freak.” Alec might have been a little bitter towards his own mother, even if she didn’t come and say it out right, she wasn’t happy with him being gay. He bit down on his lower lip before nudging Kai’s own ones with his thumb. Alec wasn’t thinking, he was heart broken by the idea of Kai being sad. “Jace, Izzy, Magnus…we’ve all got your back. And even if I don’t get along with Clary that much, I know she has your back, too.” Alec didn’t hate Clary, he was just being stubborn because he thought she knew him too well, too quickly.

Kai didn’t want anyone to hate him but he knew they would once they found out who he was. So he wanted to stay away as much as he could and gain control. But if his glamour came down when he felt a strong emotion, everyone was going to see him for the monster he was.  “She has two kids with demon blood now. She tried killing Jace because of his. She probably thought locking my side away would stop him from being a monster.” He mumbled, letting the glamour  drop on his teeth so Alec could see his fangs that came with his mark. He opened his mouth when the male nudged his bottom lip with his  thumb, letting him touch if he wanted to. “Thank....Thank you.” He whispered, moving closer to the older shadowhunter. “I don’t know what I would do without you.”