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“ hey. “ hawkins high queen made her way toward the brunette in the halls, a smile pressed to her face. steve’s GIRLFRIEND who had recently been introduced to the group. holly liked her because she was probably the least loud person in the clique. smart, too. like she could actually invite her over to study.
“ If you’re not too tied up with steve...you should come over sometime. “
adjusting the designer bag on her shoulder. “ we could....study or go shopping. “ looking left to right for a moment before whispering to her. “ I’m getting kind of tired of hanging with tina, anyway. she keeps stealing my clothes. “
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WELCOME TO THE OUTCASTS, THE CREEPS, FREAKS, & WEIRDOS OF HAWKINS HIGH. Jonathan sat alone, in the vast cafeteria, a tray placed in front of him, his posture slouched & wavering his shoulders forward – the laughter has never been anything new, the bullying always commenced when Jonathan’s presence tipped anyone off ( despite being peaceful ). & now he has company at the outcast table, usually only sporting him & occasionally a couple of other outcasts like him.
Brown eyes peer up, having been focused on the tray in front of him, absently nit-picking away at what was left of his food within the lunchtime ( blame the popular kids who abused Jonathan’s patience, stealing even food from him off his tray – there was no peace among the wicked ). ❝ It’s fine, ❞ Jonathan speaks up – & it’s probably the first time he’s ever spoken to anyone who had been of popularity for years. It’s probably one of the few times he even bothers speaking to someone who wasn’t deemed bottom of the popularity chart.
❝ That bad, huh? ❞ He decides to ask, his head turning around to hear the countless giggles & laughter, the commentary not far from the lunch table, the jocks booing & making a big deal out of nothing. Jonathan’s eye winces at the loud booing. He lets out a long sigh, scooting his tray out of the way & letting himself rest his head in curled arms on the table, chin pressed in the center of his arms.
& he feels something his his forearm, his eyes glancing at the wrapped sandwich slid his way. He raises back up, taking it, & shaking his head insistently, sliding it right back. ❝ No thanks. I lost my appetite, ❞ Bullying can do that to someone, after all. Always leaves a bitter taste in his mouth. ❝ Just ignore those assholes. They just want a reaction where they can, ❞ He decides to comment, glancing & gesturing in the direction of the jocks & other popular groups of kids. ❝ They’re all just so dumb. ❞
emotions flooded her, anxiety high until he said that. gaze flickered back up to him, stopping mid-chew to stare. this guy looked familiar. ever since spending time in the hawkins-but-hell, details seemed to be lost. but it was all slowly coming back.
the most important thing she was concerned about right now was to finish the rest of senior year and pass her doctor’s appointments. eating REAL FOOD again since being in that horrible place was one of the best things going for her, currently. everything else was just...awful.
glancing around the lunchroom briefly, a picture of her and the homecoming king earlier this year had been ripped, leaving only him there. holly forced a tired smile, giving a shrug. “...I’ve survived way worse. “ at least they weren’t trying to eat her with their thousands of teeth. this was MUCH MORE bearable.
she slipped the sandwich back into her bag, studying his reaction carefully while tongue slid in the corner of her mouth to pick up the remains of her sandwich crumbs. he didn’t have to be that nice to her. she knew what it was like to be outside of her clique. “ thank you..” brows furrowing a little bit. “ I’m embarrassed that I used to call those savages my FRIENDS. “ tucking her hair behind her ear with a sigh. “ people like you had it figured out all along, huh ? lucky...“ If only she had been so smart.
memories came flooding back, this same student pressing papers up on the walls of the high school about his missing brother. her ‘friends’ taking them down and laughing. JOHNATHAN.
she looked like she’d seen a ghost for a moment, pale features looking even more ghastly while she thought about the connections. his brother had also been there. to that place she’d been. the other girl as well. the one who never made it back. barbara. more people definitely knew about this. but to what extent? who could she talk to this about?
holly swallowed hard, suddenly losing appetite of her own and scooting her chair in. “ johnathan....right ? “ her gaze drifted to the ceiling, bright lights fading into that eerie darkness with the particles floating all around. snapping back, the former queen of hawkins high cleared her throat, extending her hand. “ holly harris. “
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“ yeah I got sixty-seven for the last one, too. “ tapping her pen on the table in her suite of a room. giving a sigh, she stretched her arms upward, giving a groan and poping her neck, fingers wiggling before returning to normal with a sigh.
“ one day we’ll never have to see homework ever again. “ chuckling with a bright smile to steve. “ thanks for coming. “ her dad wanted her to ensure she did the best she could in school. she needed one of her friends to come over that weren’t going to completely FUCK AROUND. steve could at LEAST get homework done.
her mom didn’t even question her going upstairs with a boy to study. she knew she wanted something to happen BADLY. but that’s just what they were doing. STUDYING.
folding the book shut, she got up, looking at her reflection in the mirror and adjusting her hair.
could she say something without steve telling...?
“ tina has been so.....DESPERATE lately. “
holly started, crinkling her nose and giving a little chuckle. “ I’m not after anyone right now and I SWEAR--I even look in any of the guys in our group direction and she suddenly is super possessive of them. “
grabbing her lipstick to swipe more color on her lips, leaning forward in the vanity. “ HOROMONES. “ she said dramatically, shaking her body a little bit and looking back at steve through the reflection.
“ has she tried anything with you ? “
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“ biiiiiiiiiiiiiiilly ! “ a soft voice piped up from behind the pool fence, porcelain hand giving a wave and a smile from behind sunglasses.
an almost finished Popsicle was being munched between her lips before it was nothing more than a stick, tossing it in the bin beside her. kids laughed and bounced while their mothers wrapped them in towels to go home for the day, the blonde making her way toward the lifeguard tower.
“ did you forget we’re hanging out? your sister said you haven’t been home all day. “ she knew it was unintentional. he’d never do that to her.
she tapped on the wood of the chair for him to come down, lifting her sunglasses and putting her hand over her forehead to shield the evening sun in her vision.
brows furrowed, head tilting. “ are you okay ? “ something about his facial expression look a bit troubled.
I spent a month in the hospital after I found my way back home. my mom was hysterical the whole time. asking me where I went and guilting me. she doesn’t believe my story. she thinks I did this for attention or that some man kidnapped me and I’m too traumatized to tell the truth.
I AM traumatized, but what I went through is definitely true. I wish someone believed me.
she wants me to get better ASAP so I can finish senior year. doesn’t she understand that I’m tired? I would rather go back to that hell like place than have to face everyone at school.
ever since I branched out and did more things that I wanted to do or that I LIKE...people treated me differently. I was no longer the most popular girl in school. just because I told people who I thought were my friends that I was into paranormal stuff they chose to disown me. It’s like they were LOOKING for something to hate me for.
It was really stupid, honestly. high school is pointless. the TIERS of people are pointless. I know I was the prom queen and the most popular girl in school since elementary school, but...It doesn’t bother me to be a loser. It’s kind of nice to be my own person. It’s REAL. I feel like this weight has been lifted off my shoulders and that I’m able to live my life freely.
sure my mom is mad at me because I’ve just now figured out she lives vicariously through me...wanting to be this teen superstar prom queen. but I have never been happier.
the rest few months of this year can’t finish fast enough. once I graduate I’ll never have to see any of these people again. they can call me ‘ghost girl’ all they want. I know the truth. I know what’s out there.
- 𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓗𝓪𝓻𝓻𝓲𝓼
DAY 188 IN HAWKINS HELL ( the upsidedown )
her movements had to be so QUIET. being here for this many days she had it down to a T. backpack on her back, an old torn hat was covering her hair, face sunken and under eyes dark while tattered keds slid across the rotted carpet of someone’s home.
light shaky breath fogged, counting her things while looking all around. she couldn’t stay in the same place every day. moving was what kept her ALIVE. constantly. and sparingly using her ghost hunting equipment to ward off those THINGS. she had no name for them. they were horrifying creatures.
bony hands reached for the doorknob, catching her reflection in an old broken mirror on the back of a girl’s bedroom door. she stopped to look at herself. a GHOST of who she once was. pristine and perfect. now hollow, pale, blue lipped and DEAD LOOKING.
free hand lifted to her face to pull at the skin under her eyes, giving a frown from underneath her handkerchief mask. how much longer could she keep this up? she was frail, skinny and constantly starving. finding what she could get. mostly cans of things or stuff that had fallen here somehow.
light filtered in from the window, showing the dust particles thick in the air and the coldness. time to go. door squeaked slightly with the pull, glassy blue eyes scanning the area before heading out.
it always looked the same here. day, night. just a constant grey. sometimes the sky had red lightening. like it was ALIVE. it was terrifying to see--so she tried not to look whenever it happened.
holly was so tired....if she were honest...giving up and just dying here seemed like the much better option. but people had to KNOW. this place, the open rips to get here. what if the entire WORLD fell into this ?
she pulled out a small notebook from her back jean pocket, a small pencil hooked to the rings of it while she scribbled down the date and assumed time.
an unusual color shined in her peripheral vision, lowering her notepad with a squint to turn her head.
a red light coming from the base of a big tree at the end of the neighborhood. where houses sat in a circle, all in the same condition. odd? it looked like a WOUND.
she continued to go forward, getting a closer look at it. yeah, it really was like a wound. it was fleshy and gooey. but why?
stopping dead in her tracks, holly dropped the notebook, the sliver of scenery before her being a much less foggy woods. green and with rain pouring down.
h o m e.
eyes widened and tears welled up in her eyes, fingerless gloves ripping off the handkerchief from her malnourished lips and breaking out into a run. QUICK. QUICK before it would possibly shut. before she was trapped here forever. alone to die.
this was it. THIS. WAS. IT.
teeth gritted and weak body pushing as hard as she could, lungs BURNING and body SCREAMING to stop. but she wouldn’t. hyperventilating, she slammed and shoved against that tree, wiggling and digging into the small slit as quickly as she could. it felt like it was getting smaller and smaller. it was disgusting. grunting with one arm grasping at the flesh like walls, freedom was just one more push away.
body quivered at the sight of the rainy terrain, trying her best to scream out. not speaking much at all for so long had made her throat dry and voice box useless, only thing coming out was hoarse broken noises.
the rain on her skin had signified that she had MADE IT. but holly didn’t stop there, no. she continued to run, backpack bouncing on her back in the rain. running so fast until she reached the road.
thats when her legs gave out. slamming face first onto the asphalt, holly struggled to catch her breath, rolling onto her side and fading.
headlights BLINDED her vision, the teen managing a squint before the red and blue lights danced in her eyes.
lifting herself briefly, she outreached her arm, only managing to get out, “ h...--h.....he---- “
when the cop got out of the car before passing out.
“ HEY. HEY-- “ he shook her, pulling the radio on his jacket frantically.
“ BLONDE HAIR, BLUE EYES? IS THIS HER? THE GIRL-- “
HOLLY ELIZABETH HARRIS. assumed dead and buried five months ago. had been found on the side of the road half dead and hardly alive.
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“ you don’t have to hide your tears from me . ” “ you’re doing great , okay ?? i mean it . ” “ you are so strong . ” “ please don’t ever give up . ” “ i will always believe in you . ” “ why do you always think you have to do everything on your own ?? ” “ it’s okay , i’m here . i’ll always be here . ” “ you’ve always been strong for me . let me return the favor . ” “ just listen to my heartbeat , okay ?? ” “ come on , take a deep breath . it’s gonna be alright . ” “ please , just hold me . ” “ you always meant the world to me . i’m sorry i let you forget that . ” “ i never stopped loving you . ” “ you’ll feel better if you talk about it . i’m here to listen . ” “ you’re so much more than the mistakes you’ve made . ” “ i forgive you . ” “ you are so fucking powerful . ” “ i’m not leaving you here . ” “ i trust you more than anyone else in this universe . ” “ it’s okay to be confused . nobody has all the answers . ” “ i’m so , so sorry . you didn’t deserve that . ” “ healing is not linear , but it’s always moving forward . ” “ you can admit that you’re hurting . it’s okay to not be okay . ” “ hold my hand ?? ” “ you are my home . ” “ no matter what anyone else says , you are so important to me . ” “ don’t worry . i’ll protect you . ” “ shh , it was just a nightmare . you’re safe . ” “ don’t talk about yourself like that . ” “ just say the word . you know i’d do anything for you . ” “ you are loved . ” “ i just need a hug . ” “ i’ll destroy anything that so much as thinks of harming you . ” “ don’t ever let anyone make you feel ashamed of who you are . ” “ you’re not alone . you’re stuck with me forever . sorry . ” “ well , hello sleeping beauty . you fell asleep on me . ” “ if you don’t take your butt back to bed , i will carry you there myself . ” “ i’m sorry to wake you up , but i really need someone to talk to . ” “ i hate seeing you like this … please , let me help . ” “ you are & always will be precious to me . ” “ i can’t believe that asshole said that to you . it’s not true , you know . ” “ you want me to punch him in the face ?? ” “ you deserve every good thing in the world . ” “ you know i always have your back . ” “ you don’t have to worry about anything , as long as i’m around . ” “ stop apologizing , okay ?? i’ve already told you i’ve forgiven you a hundred times now . ” “ don’t beat yourself up over this . be kind to yourself , it’s not your fault . ”
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tray gently tapped onto the mostly empty cafeteria table, the sound of the chair pulling out before she sat down briefly without a word. there was laughter behind her, this table being the only empty one besides johnathan sitting there.
“ before you say anything--I have nowhere else to go. “ she protested, serious expression looking sunken and tired. the once popular and perfect prom queen fallen from grace since her ‘return from the dead’. it was weird, it was off, no one wanted anything to do with her.
“ I won’t bother you. I just want to eat my lunch on a hard surface. “ and not the bathroom stall.
holly had just gotten back from the hospital and returned to school earlier this week and clearly it wasn’t going well. adjusting and all. giving a quiet sigh, holly shoveled her spoon into the mush of whatever this was--also pulling a sandwich and other snacks from her purse. it didn’t bother her too much. she had a lot on her mind and high school was the last of it. everything was frustrating.
a group of varsity boys walked by, two of them placing their hands around their mouth and going ‘ OooooOooOoOOOoooo ‘ with a laugh.
‘ BOO ! ‘ another went, holly not even flinching. it was so stupid. they thought she made this whole thing up for attention. going missing after she told them her new ghost hunting hobby. it was also CRUEL. but they were dumb kids. they had NO IDEA what was out there.
giving a light sniffle, back of her wrist tapped at her lips to dab at any crumbs, briefly noticing he didn’t have much at all on his side of the table. without a word holly slid a sandwich his way, carrying on in silence.
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“ hey. “
a soft voice sounded off behind him, the tall blonde in the silk pink shirt and jean skirt stood just a few steps by him and his car, designer satchel hanging from her shoulder.
“ billy....right ? “ she grinned, remembering how awkward mrs.filtch felt introducing him this morning in english.
a few books were pressed to her chest, thumb toying with the hardback edges while smile softened. her group of friends called to her, surrounding her 380SL Mercedez and jumping in to wait. holly waved back motioning for them to give her a moment, tucking hair behind her ear.
“ you came from california? that’s pretty cool. “ he looked so unhappy about being here. I mean..especially if he moved from CALIFORNIA. surely hawkins had nothing to offer.
“ anyway--I’m holly. that really sucks being the new kid. “ a piece of paper was ripped and hidden in front of the books against her chest, the popular girl quick to hold it out. “ here’s my address and my number. I’m having a party saturday. It’ll be fun. a lot of people show up usually. it’s the mansion up the hill, you can’t miss it. “
“ I mean, if you want to. you won’t be exiled if you don’t want to. “ she laughed, possibly sounding a bit ignorant.
‘ HOLLY HARRIS 16, SECOND VICTIM MISSING FROM HAWKINS, INDIANA. ‘
if any information please call hawkins police department at 219-333-5659
breathing was heavy, blue eyes widened and bright from the flickering headlamp on her head. the air was thick with dust looking particles, the area covered in a fog and shade of blue she’d never seen before. DIFFERENT than twilight.
“ hello ? “ high school student holly harris managed, the EMT device shaking in her grasp. the light blinked red, meaning a permanent source of paranormal activity.
something was not right. wherever she had fallen from her readings--it did not feel like hawkins. was this the spirit world ?
a screech like roar sounded off in the distance, holly jolting across the dead leaf covered forest floor to hide behind a tree.
“ this is---this is holly harris. the presence of paranormal beings--I think ghosts..are very much apparent here. wherever HERE is. “ she managed quickly in a hushed tone into a recording device.
a growl was closer now, her heartbeat in her ears. swallowing hard, knuckles were white with the clench of her fists, eyes DARE not open.
this was the real deal. GHOSTS in hawkins, indiana. just as she had hypothesized. and she would show EVERYONE.
upon opening her eyes, the device now had a small high pitched beep, gurgling wet noises almost ABOVE her. gaze went from the device to the noise, a horrifying creature that opened its face with hundreds of teeth dripped and lunged, holly letting out a blood curdling scream.
falling on her back, a device in her backpack was turned on, the noise alone stunning the creature and sending it away.
hardly processing what had happened, she remained on her back for just a brief moment before getting to her feet, once white keds now dirtied. she RAN. ran out of the forest as fast as she could and back into the field that lead to town. the sky was still the same and the wind picked up, holly stopping short. the wind blew strands of blonde hair around her features, face scrunching up and lips turned downward while tears began to fall.
the red sky howled, pupils following up to look up at it. this was not a ghost world. this was not hawkins. wherever it was, she had to survive. survive and get out. and tell EVERYONE.
she sniffled, holding the audio device back to her lips, whispering softly, “ holly harris. day one. here be MONSTERS not ghosts. “