Selene

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My personal headcanon is that Rin understands love as being cared for, receiving attention based on his needs, being protected, and, why not, being spoiled.

Most people learn what love is during childhood—how it feels, what it looks like, how it's expressed, and how to receive it. How to love and be loved. For Rin, his first model of love was Sae; it was being the little brother.

That doesn't mean Rin is looking for an older brother, but rather that this is the way he understands love. It's much easier for him to recognize that someone loves him if they know his favorite food, pay attention to his moods, learn his boundaries, and stand up for him, even when it's not necessary. Rin would identify those things as love far more easily than a romantic confession, because they're familiar, and his mind interprets them as safe.

The same would apply to Sae, but in reverse. The way he shows affection mirrors how he used to treat Rin—not exactly the same, because his partner isn't his little brother, but the foundation is similar.

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English isn't my first language, and I'm using a translator. So I apologize in advance if something doesn't come across clearly or if there are any grammatical mistakes. These are just my thoughts:

I don't think Sae really knows Rin anymore, at least not the person he is now. They haven't seen or spoken to each other in years, and people change a lot during that time, especially teenagers. Because of that, I think that, deep down, Sae still sees the little boy he used to take care of and protect.

He can probably read Rin's body language and the little habits he's kept since childhood, maybe even parts of his mindset and the way he sees the world. But beyond that, it feels a bit unrealistic to me that he would know him perfectly after years of having no contact. I like to think that Sae still sees his little brother and occasionally has small moments of surprise—whether it's the way Rin talks, dresses, eats, or even his simple preferences.

Of course, this goes both ways. They've both changed and grown, yet they're still searching for the sibling they remember.

Sae doesn't truly know the current Rin, even if he believes he does. And I think Rin understands that better than anyone, because the older brother he remembers would never have deliberately hurt him like that.

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A little family walk

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"Look at what you did to his cute hair! Why did you cut it?"

"He told me it grew so much that it was bothering him, so it was the first thing I thought of."

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There are easier ways to impress someone, but Akashi is trying

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My revenge is absolute

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I want to eat your onion gratin soup / tofu soup every day. A proposal and a couple of rings

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Akashi loves it

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Don't worry, I can only look at you

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thanks for being here with me

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Building a nest together, each doing their best

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Akashi's courtship methods don't work