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✰ cw: 124 gw: 115✰

[hazzaduh]

it’s been four years since i last was on this account… crazy to think i still have issues with my body. i’m so tired of feeling ugly, so giving my old methods a go!! using this as my food diary 💋

[fvrghost]

TW

[darkinfinitte]

My two eating disorders arguing about what should I eat today

[hazzaduh]

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Breakfast- none

Lunch - 230 cals açai bowl

Dinner- (Idk how many cals) turkey and cheese sandwich

lol binged and then purged so we chillen

Super small workout

[tragic-thin-blog]

MEAL PLAN 🍎🍌🥕

Monday:

- green tea

- apple

- banana

- bread butter

- carrot

Tuesday:

- green tea

- apple

- banana

- 2 bread & butter

Wednesday:

- green tea

- carrot & hummus

- apple

- yoghurt ( zero sugar )

Thursday:

- green tea

- apple

- yoghurt ( zero sugar )

- bread & vegemite

Friday:

- green tea

- banana

- carrots & hummus

- 2 bread & butter

- half teaspoon nutella

Saturday:

- green tea

- 2 bread & cheese

- apple

- banana

- half teaspoon nutella

Sunday:

- green tea

- apple

- banana

- yoghurt ( zero sugar )

- bread & butter

[hazzaduh]

consistency is key 🦋

so something clicked for me yesterday. I ate really healthy (400 cals) and it hit me that if I just keep eating like this and try my hardest not to binge or mess up, I will see results. consistency is key. you won’t see results in two days but if you keep going eventually you will. I’m so motivated for this new year. I will be skinny. :)

[tubs-of-toast]

It's 2020

Time to get skinny! RB for luck

[hazzaduh]

Well today I was hungover and ate way too much... eating while I type this loll

Gonna fast until Saturday

[hazzaduh]

Just ate cheese and crackers AND popcorn 🤪 who’s feeling like shit?? This girlll

[hazzaduh]

Lol just ate a bunch of Doritos so I took 2 laxatives. Gonna be a long night

[hazzaduh]

hold on now I lost 3 pounds overnight. laxatives might acc be the move 🥵

I was up all night going to the bathroom tho so I’ll probably only take them every once in a while

[hazzaduh]

I took laxatives and omg the biggest regret of my life 💀

[if-i-was-skinny94]

Reblog if you hate your stomach area.

[hazzaduh]

Really starving myself this week for a boy I’m hooking up with on Friday

🤧

[hazzaduh]

🦋👼🏼

Sometimes I feel like I’m not even anorexic because I’ll go a couple days where I eat food like a normal person

Just me? okay.

[hazzaduh]

🦋👼🏼

What I had to eat today was a salad and some goldfish. Why do I feel guilty whenever my stomach isn’t growling in hunger ????

[hazzaduh]

Boys are absolute fuckimg shit