Kittycait

Caitlin | 22 | Technical Architect | Trans | Make-up | West Midlands, UK

[theperspicacioustiger]

Oh heck, it's me! Featuring my new tongue piercing as my 6th! I'm lowkey getting addicted to piercings... 👀

Come and chat with me or ask me questions, I'm hardly ever on here now but I wanna catch up! How have you all been?

[tinderventure]

I’m waiting.

[theperspicacioustiger]

Hey look Ma I made it to Tumblr too!

This joke went way too far 😂

[theperspicacioustiger]

A pre-work selfie from last week in London.

I've come so far in life since starting transition, I was once a depressed, anxious, teen who was always at odds with the world and had dwindling hopes for the future.

But since transitioning, I have flourished, I'm more confident, way happier, I feel comforrable in myself and I even feel attractive a lot of the time too now! I have grown as a person, and flew through the ranks in my career to where there isn't any higher to climb in my current company. I've just bought my first home with my wonderful boyfriend, have SRS later this year, I've only been on E for 17 months but I pass most of the time and so does my voice which was the most worrying thing for me.

Remember to stop and look back at how far you've come in life. If you're struggling at the moment, it definitely gets better, I'm so glad I stuck around for the ride and didn't let one of those dark nights steal my future from me.

I still have a long road ahead of me, but I'm ready to embrace it with open arms and I can't wait to see what the future has in store.

[theperspicacioustiger]

Im glad your dad doesnt support your transition and basically calls you an it.

Awkwardly he's extremely supportive of me now and is always happy to do anything he can to support me and is super proud of me 😘

[theperspicacioustiger]

I've not been on here for quite a while, and I wanted to let everyone know that I'm doing great. My transition is going smoothly, will have GRS next year, and hopefully FFS too.

If you're having a hard time at the minute with life or your transition, remember, it get better, it gets easier.

[theperspicacioustiger]

Out in Nottingham

Hey everyone, I've got a couple hours to kill in Nottingham City Centre, and want someone to meet up with so I'm not a total loner 😭😭

So if you're in Nottingham, not a creep, and want to meet up, send me a message!

[theperspicacioustiger]

Shopping in Birmingham today with the bestie, anyone want to buy us lunch? 😂💕♀♀

[theperspicacioustiger]

Fortnite squad?

Here there, do you have discord? Do you have a PC? Do you play Fortnite on that PC?

If so, would you like to join my friend and I for a few matches* today?

* We are like, rly bad tho so yano, it's just fun, not try harding!

[gimme-blood]

[theperspicacioustiger]

You’re soooooooooo pretty! I hope you achieve whatever it is you’re trying for in life. Bye now.

Aww thank you Anon!Honestly, all I want in life is to feel happy, accepted, and complete.💕💜💕

[theperspicacioustiger]

Now taking applications for girl friends who want to come buy makeup, get nails done, and complain about life with me. 💋💅♀

[theperspicacioustiger]

I'm never doing enough.

I hate plateauing, especially in my transition, but I always feel like I am.

I always feel like I'm not doing enough in my transition to get me to the point I need to achieve, and it's excruciating because I don't know what else I can do, everything seems to be out of my handss at the moment?

I'm on HRT, I've had voice training and practice often, I'm out to everyone, I've changed my name and updated all my records, I'm starting electrolysis on May 14th, I'm growing my hair out, I'm getting fit again, I practice with makeup, I'm out at work, and I'm saving for FFS.

It still doesn't feel like I'm doing enough, it never feels like I'm doing enough, but what else can I do?

I hate waiting.

[tropadasqueens-deactivated20191]

[classsybeauty]

💋💄Classsybeauty💄💋

[kittykat8311]

Trippy

[mostlyfangirling]

Random thought, but what I think I most want to be in the world, is the parent my children’s friends can come to when they think they have nowhere else to turn. I want to be able to show them the love and attention they’re not getting at home. I want my house to be the safe place any kid can run to when he/she feels threatened. I want to be the kind of person who helped me when I was a teenager and was lost and alone in this world…

[kayrah87-deactivated20230810]

Not that I really mind, but why is everyone’s first question “so, have you got a date for surgery yet?” lol. Like my life work will be complete on that day. Quite amusing.

[theperspicacioustiger]

Omg I know right? Whenever I meet people for the first time or people I've not seen for a while, their first question is "So are you going the whole way?" Swiftly followed by asking for the date of it?

It's a super weird and personal thing to talk about and I don't get why people feel it's omay to just straight out ask?

[wei--wuxian]

Transgender Moods™

“i need [surgery/hormones/whatever] RIGHT GODDAMN NOW”

“o fuck i’m not ready for [surgery/hormones/whatever] it’s too scary”

Dysphoria™

Dysphoria²™, also known as Despair

But What If I’m Faking It

“time to relabel my sexuality again”

bonus level: “wait, am I straight?!?”

deep depression

But What If I’m Faking It, Round Two: Electric Boogaloo

that real good feel when you finally figure out a name/pronoun/decision and it feels right

immediately followed by: Doubt™

spending all your money on new clothes

the gradual increase in your wellbeing that you don’t even notice until you look back to where you were three years ago and just think wow

looking in the mirror and finally, finally seeing someone that looks like you.

[takoluka39]

Fuck. Yes. All of this.

[theperspicacioustiger]

I'm trying to be a good, supportive daughter in his time of need and just like, he says that? I mean, come on 😂