let me be clear and transparent, instead of you wanted to avoid being teased, let me just ignored your text so both will slowly change and forgetting each other, I mean look at us we’re messed up, I want this shit to end fast so it won’t affect me, little did you know after all these while whenever you have ghosted me for months, I brought myself down and I’m sick of it, it’s really tired because you're not mine, stupid me doesn't know how to differentiate between someone who's wanted to be a friend and someone who's had planned to settle down, so instead of putting myself in a risky situation in ahead I rather cry out for now than later, please take care of yourself, stay safe, sweetheart.