& i think i don’t really get it ! i think it’s all just a peculiar game. & soon i’ll wake up and i’ll forget it. and everyone will know me by a different name !
I WANTED TO BE STRONGER !

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& i think i don’t really get it ! i think it’s all just a peculiar game. & soon i’ll wake up and i’ll forget it. and everyone will know me by a different name !
I WANTED TO BE STRONGER !
hey just to say if anyone still remembers me , i’m playing holtz again ! she’s over on my brand new multi @selfsaving if anyone cares !
dear star child, are you listening ? are you wondering ? have you ever felt that earth is not your home ? dear star child, are you looking ? are you loving ?
DO YOU WANT TO FEEL AT HOME AMONG THE STARS ?
B) :*
she finds kissing to be rather … POINTLESS. or, perhaps .. that is what she had once thought. with jillian – with the GHOSTBUSTER, kissing seemed to have a completely different meaning. she could get lost in the embrace of the other - warm & welcoming, a sensation she had failed to feel for centuries. no longer did the brief pressing of lips seem unnecessary. a hand RESTS against the neck of the other, no words needing to be spoken as she leans forward to press pink lips against those that oppose. a gesture that SPEAKS for itself, despite the soft moan that FORCES its way from her occupied pout. fingers dance along the flesh of holtzmann’s neck, trailing up towards her jaw, drawing slow circles that match the slow movement of her lips.
🔪 • @hcltz . WANTS A KISS.
* BCNQUET !
@hcltz
“Forgive me if my enthusiasm doesn’t have me leaping over rooftops.”
(( starter call ! ))
“ well you’re no fun ! come on, what can i do to get you FIRED UP about it, huh ? ”
* BXTHORY !
A KISS ––––– such a trivial thing, so simple & yet so lovely when given by somebody who you possessed a connection with. elizabeth’s smile remains, wide & bright –––– the polar opposite to her usual sourness. jillian is adorable, though not annoyingly so. she’s amusing, she makes the BEAST laugh ; genuine, real. “ woah. “ she mimics mid-chuckle, her own hand reaching out, taking tendril of BLONDE curly hair between two fingers & as the other brushes her cheek, she matches such action, her own palm brushing against warm skin.
as lips return their contact, elizabeth reciprocates - rose bud lips moving slowly to begin with, though the pace quickens as she grows DESPERATE. lips part, pink muscle dancing against the other, flickering slowly - tasting the other woman. slender frame breaks personal space, body pressing against that of the busters’. one arm lowers to loop around waist, the other pressing against BEATING chest, drinking in the notes of each and every pound the WORKING organ makes … ( & then she wonders silently, whether or not holtzmann can detect the lack of movement within HER chest. the dead-pan silence of d e a t h - the reminder that elizabeth is dead, practically a ghost. something she hasn’t told the other woman yet. ) such thought causes her to break the contact, an exhale of breath allowing her to compose herself - hand brushing along the length of her PANTSUIT, brushing out any creases. “ … i - i have to tell you something. “ but how? she isn’t sure. what’s the easiest way of telling a GHOSTBUSTER that she is one of the GHOSTS she’s here to bust?
there’s new urgency in their movements this time ; a SUDDENNESS that makes her heart skip faster & faster ( she’s sure the world would be SPINNING if she dared open her eyes ). finally she drops that FUCKING SPANNER and hands slide to arms ; shoulders ; one to cup the back of a neck. it’s... SURREAL in a totally different way. not in a dissociation, floating, dreaming sort of way, but in the COLD TASTE of lips & teeth & tongue. like liz is made of SPIDERS WEBS and if holtzmann would breathe a little more than gently then the other will just FLOAT AWAY.
and then there’s a breath and they break contact, jillian holtzmann left quite OUT OF BREATH and blinking in somewhat of a daze. the world takes a moment to settle itself back into place around the two of them ( as if she’d sort of FORGOTTEN where they were ) and a few moments pass before she realises liz has spoken. “ tell me... something ? ”
immediately a THOUSAND questions, varying in RIDICULOUSNESS pop into her head. something about the hotel ? the ghosts they’re hunting ? no, it would have to be PRETTY IMPORTANT to tell her now... oh no, maybe it’s something AWFUL. she’s secretly married or pregnant or just experimenting ! or —— she tries to push both questions and dread out of her thoughts for a moment, frown creasing between her brows. “ well, what —— what is it ? ”
* WROUGHTDAWN !
❛ I AM a firm believer in always controlling the higher ground. ❜ holmes is on a wall. he does not look like he intends to climb down any time soon.
SC: @hcltz
“ uh huh ? ” she sends a little smile up to him ( a firm supporter of BEING ON WALLS in general ). “ and what you controlling up there, hmm ? ”
... hey babes !
dear star child, are you listening ? are you wondering ? have you ever felt that earth is not your home ? dear star child, are you looking ? are you loving ?
DO YOU WANT TO FEEL AT HOME AMONG THE STARS ?
* VERYCIVILOFYOU !
“oh, splendid!” in fact, he thinks it’s a brilliant idea ( if he might say so, himself ) and he claps his hands together. he’s off like a child at the beach, skittering over to a particularly eye-catching clump of rocks in the corner of the cavern. now… to pick out J U S T the right one! weighing several in hand, he eventually hums his approval. “there we are,” he declares, and plops the choice stone into her palm. “have at it! i’ll let you do the honours, hm? ah yes, and - I daresay I’d stand back a pace or two, if I were you.” and he grins, entirely eagerly.
“ alright ! ” his enthusiasm is oddly contagious and she finds herself smiling at the prospect of a little EXPLOSION. she gets up from the ground where she’s been settled, uncrossing legs & stretching herself as she does so, shaking out shoulders and arms. the stone is taken as he fetches it and she throws it up and down a couple of times, READYING. “ cool. now, watch out. ” the PACE OR TWO advised are moved away and in the next moment, she throws it hard towards the alarm, which doesn’t hesitate to explode in a dramatic BANG ! the delighted whoop of jillian holtzmann echoes around the space, waving through the cloud of smoke that’s quickly formed. “ did it work ? ”
Δ = playing with their hair . margarethe stop. stop touching holtzmann's hair. s t o p
YOUR MUSE TO MINE.
* @mxdam !
“ hey, GET OFF. ” tolerance level has reached it’s END. her own hands slap away meddling ones and finally holtz STANDS from her seat. there’s no effort to ‘ fix ’ any hair that’s come loose, folding her arms across herself in genuine IRRITATION ( a rare feeling for holtzmann ) opposite margarethe. “ leave it —— leave me alone. i LIKE it how it is, ok ? ”
heeeeeey it was the last day of half term today so now i’m on hols wooooooooo !! i’m gonna be mostly over on katie today, getting her started so come join me on my beautiful time travelling mess !!!
ok so i faffed around trying to figure out circular icons for ages and fucki ng. still Cannot and time has Passed so it’s p late oops sorry. i might be around a bit tomorrow but i’ll primary be on KATIE HERE bc i’ve just got her set up & ready to write on so definitely come follow me over there aaaa !!!!
dear star child, are you listening ? are you wondering ? have you ever felt that earth is not your home ? dear star child, are you looking ? are you loving ?
DO YOU WANT TO FEEL AT HOME AMONG THE STARS ?
Send me the emoticon and my muse will react to your muse:
(or the other way around - tell me!)
✘ = hugging them . Δ = playing with their hair . ❤ = kissing them . ₪ = asking them out for dinner . ☀ = giving them a gift of ___ ( asker’s choice ) . ♘ = stabbing them . ♕ = bowing down before them . ♒ = lying to them . ✿ = buying them flowers . ☾ = being found shirtless . ♢ = reading them a story . ☂ = giving them their jumper to keep warm . ✎ = speaking in a different language . ✏ = teaching them a different language . ▄ = telling them a joke . ♬ = singing to them . ☹ = insulting a loved one . ஐ = slapping them . ✂ = threatening them . ❃ = dancing with them . ▤ = falling asleep on them . ☮ = waking them up after a nightmare . ♣ = discovering them crying . 回 = patching a wound . ✮ = stargazing . ▓ = caught stealing their belongings . ☽ = wandering alone at night . ♡ = complimenting them . ≡ = offering a place to stay overnight .
❝ isn’t that generous? ❞
LABYRINTH.
* @gunkanjiima !
“ it’s not ‘ generous ’. ” she shrugs, not OPPOSED to the description but neither wanting to take credit where it wasn’t due. “ it’s just what i DO. ”
#director of the Parks Department Sass™