✖ coward ✖

in a state of grace

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Hi Love

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I have no friends to tell but I have to let someone know. I'm 1 year clean today.

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"Minamahal mo ba ko, harris?”

those were the kind of words that shook my world

relationship was treading rough waters and the boat that we are in is rocking.

they say it takes two to tango, but in this case, i feel that the problem was me.

my inability to make the first move..

my fear to feel hurt once more….

and my constant obsession to compare the present with the past

and seeing you with him was just too much to see

ang sama ko. ang selfish ko.

naghahanap ako ng “spark” sa relationship when in fact it was me who killed the magic in this life I shared with you

ganun pala yun, when you see the one you love with someone else, you’d go bonkers. di ka makahinga and ang bigat sa dibdib.

I never thought in my wildest dreams na magdradrama ako ng ganito.

Well. To be honest. I am happy for the both of you.

Hindi ako selfish na bigla bigla nalang mangaagaw ng may jowa. Alam ko naman hindi mo na ko gusto. Kaya Hindi na kita gagambalahin

That day you asked me "minahal mo ba ako Harris?".

Yes, minahal kita. And it is you I have loved all along.

(i made peace with myself now)

No regrets, all hetero, bye

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I live in a shithole country. Where human rights are broken at the drop of a hat, where democracy is just a fancy word that means nothing, where our economy is in taters and even the most basic things are considered luxuries. I’ve been trying to flee from this place for 6 years.

-H.D.C

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No strings attached, no emotions, just sex.

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You are indeed a lost soul. Take care buddy.

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What I cannot understand is that there are people that will use the "religion " to justify their hatred to the things that they think is a choice!  Muhammad Ghandi once says that "I like your Christ but I don't like you Christians because you are unlike your Christ".

and this always got meeeeee

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Why do small artists always made the best songs?

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Hi Alex,

This is a desperate move. Its been a week since you left this note on my table. I dont know who you are. I’m not even sure if there is even this slightest chance that you’ll see this post (*fingers crossed*). But if you do. Please direct message me. I would love to grab a cup of coffee with you someday.

Love, Harris

(the one with the captain america t-shirt)

📍Starbucks, SM Tarlac. 3pm-5pm 10-29-20

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We all are.

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I hope so.

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???

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,,ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ʇuǝɹǝɟɟıp ɐ ɯoɹɟ ʇı ʇɐ ʞoo1 oʇ pǝǝu noʎ sǝɯıʇǝɯos,,

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Wala eh. Natakot agad tayo. Natakot sa isang bagay na hindi man lang natin sinubukan