I'm all
Banging brains and
Slamming bones with
Creaking hair and just a bit more of
Jackhammer teeth bundled in
Firecracker nerves and
Traffic eyes.
I'm
screaming nails and
scratching tongues with
Buzzing teeth and
Rattling muscles all tied up
With an exploding thought that's all bark and no bite
But too many decibels can kill you and the right frequency can break glass.
I'm shattering thoughts and
Crashing dreams tied together with
Ripping skin and eaten with
Chewing nightmares.
I'm buzzing, static humming background construction noise you can never quite see but you know where all the
Dust is coming from the jackhammer drills buried into fresh concrete and you'll hear thunder
Far before you see the lightning fade
From my grasp and all I shall be is
A rainless storm with crashes that sound like they're next to you
Shaking up all your bones.
I'm large crowds and markets and speakers and concerts. I'm festivals that are broken to have some fun with your residues
Of what's left of your drums.
I am quiet loud and I am inaudible but I can split your brain apart with just a word.
Dear,
I've told you I'm too loud.
And yet here you are.
I've told you I'm too loud
But this is the first time you've listened
And felt the red from your ears.
Not too loud for me.
You're no longer here.
It's for the better.
I'm too loud to hear myself think, speak, anything.
I'm too loud to be loved by you.
