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I fell off the train, but donât count me out yet, writing is hard for me right now but Iâm slipping back into it a bit
Lol, Mr Anon, I will totally answer you why I have issues with Die-Hardman.
Not right now, but in a day or two. And as always, be prepared because most people donât agree with my view on some of these characters.
Sincerely,
Me ;]
I forgot to reply to that ask, oops...
Lol, Mr Anon, I will totally answer you why I have issues with Die-Hardman.
Not right now, but in a day or two. And as always, be prepared because most people donât agree with my view on some of these characters.
Sincerely,
Me ;]
Let me preface this with: I will never bash on or hate a ship. Just because I donât understand the enjoyment of a ship, does not mean I think no one should ship them.
Now...
Am I the only one that doesnât understand the Deadman/Sam ship?
The scene involving the shower made me SO uncomfortable, and not because I donât like Deadman, but because Sam himself was so uncomfortable in the scene. He was cornered in a small space, while he aphenphosmphobia was at its worst. I donât get the attraction to them as a ship?
I do acknowledge, however, that Deadman helped Sam in a million ways with his journey and Lou, learning about Cliff, trying to help him uncover the truths Bridges was trying to hide.
He was a true friend to Sam, loyal even. But... I dunno, I just donât feel the chemistry between them as more than friendship? I feel the same way with Fragile and Sam, they are the prime example in my perspective of âfriendship is best shipâ.
They were there for each other; close, with the potential of a platonically intimate friendship. Deadman along with Heartman and Lockne, could have become his close friends, too. (We just never get to see it in-game, if it was to come to pass)
That hug Sam gives Deadman was his thank you for everything Deadman has done for him, including a possible way out from under Bridges, and a slim hope to save Lou.
So... anyone wanna illuminated what makes the ship... shipable? What kind of ship, why?
Enlighten me.
For me..the ship is NOT about the showerscene...or stuff...
Its about their equal love for lou.. and how lou connects those two very lonely men in a family way
I can totally agree that they could have a relationship/friendship based on caring for Lou.
But I mean, I feel that way about all of them, Deadman, Heartman, Mama/Lockne. Even Fragile I feel like could be part of that.
So I guess I just see him the same as the rest of the crew, canonically speaking. Fandom, though, clearly if you love it, then you love it.
Just like me and being seriously in love with the idea that Heartman is best 2nd dad to Lou. Deadman and Lockne are the godparents in my eyes, with the science-y stuff to help Louâs health. And Heartman and Sam are the dads who shower her with affection and learning and stuffs.
And.... fuck diehardman because I stil have mixed feelings on him, and most of them are negative.
Let me preface this with: I will never bash on or hate a ship. Just because I donât understand the enjoyment of a ship, does not mean I think no one should ship them.
Now...
Am I the only one that doesnât understand the Deadman/Sam ship?
The scene involving the shower made me SO uncomfortable, and not because I donât like Deadman, but because Sam himself was so uncomfortable in the scene. He was cornered in a small space, while he aphenphosmphobia was at its worst. I donât get the attraction to them as a ship?
I do acknowledge, however, that Deadman helped Sam in a million ways with his journey and Lou, learning about Cliff, trying to help him uncover the truths Bridges was trying to hide.
He was a true friend to Sam, loyal even. But... I dunno, I just donât feel the chemistry between them as more than friendship? I feel the same way with Fragile and Sam, they are the prime example in my perspective of âfriendship is best shipâ.
They were there for each other; close, with the potential of a platonically intimate friendship. Deadman along with Heartman and Lockne, could have become his close friends, too. (We just never get to see it in-game, if it was to come to pass)
That hug Sam gives Deadman was his thank you for everything Deadman has done for him, including a possible way out from under Bridges, and a slim hope to save Lou.
So... anyone wanna illuminated what makes the ship... shipable? What kind of ship, why?
Enlighten me.
Have any of you seen Edge of Tomorrow? Tom Cruise and weird as hell aliens and time travel-y weirdness? Take the Groundhog Day movie and mash it will a setting kinda sorta like Death Stranding, and that is this movie.
A soldier fighting aliens gets to relive the same day over and over again, the day restarting every time he dies.
Its really good, aaaand the female lead in the movie reminds me soooo much of Fragile.
Sheâs badass, sheâs pretty, sheâs got a wall around a painfully soft heart, and a tragic event in her past.Â
Heartman HeadcanonsâŠđ
Iâll startâŠ
đ Itâs known he likes wine and whiskey, but heâs a lightweight⊠and also a very affectionate drunk.
đ Likes anime because the episodes fit nicely into his 21-minute timeslot.
đ Canât draw/paint/sculpt to save his life but he likes collecting art, he used to visit galleries before the DS incident.Â
đ Birthday is Feburary 14th⊠Valentineâs Day. Cause letâs make his name even more unsubtle yeah why not
aaa hope you donât mind me adding into this!
 đ heâs afraid of heights. which is very ironic cus he lives on top of a mountain, but he doesnât get out of his lab almost at all so he doesnât worry much about it. that is, if he is forced to go back down he is going to cry.
 đ has really bad eating habits? he will sometimes go hours w/o eating cus he just is so inmersed in his work that he completely forgets about it?? he does know how to cook though, but it got kinda tedious to do in 21 min periods. so now he just slaps a can of beans thatâs p much it for the rest of the day.
đ he isnât used to move a lot so heâs incredibly clumsy! he will often trip and/or knock things over accidentally, which isnât all that bad since his house is padded, but will get embarrassed very quickly if someone sees him.
đ heâs also!!! very!! easily flustered!! tell him heâs cute and heâll lose his serious and proper composture in a milisecond
đ Heâs Samâs go-to guy when he has questions about raising Lou.
đ Heâs one of these brainiacs that also has a big nerd-side to him. This means he does not just watch anime, he can also explain all the science behind it. His eyes will light up if you ask him about it, and heâll tell you, in great detail, every theory he has about it.
đ Heâs inherently a good man. He will help you even of youâre not entirely deserving of it. Hell, I think heâll even save Higgsâ life if Higgs asked nicely (or showed up injured).
May I add my two cents:
đ Heâs extremely nearsighted and nearly blind without his glasses.
đ His Lab is the House he used to live with his family (itâs a good explanation for his vast collection of Films/Records/Books from before the DS)
đ Before the Death Stranding he used to be a Professor of Paleontology or Biology.
đ Heâs Multilingual
đ After the events of Death Stranding he decided to give up his Nickname of âHeartmanâ and gives himself a new name.
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I totally accept (most) of these as headcanons for the way I write my sweet man. đ Donât misunderstand, they are all marvelous, but for my rp of him, not all apply for my Heartman.
Letâs add some more.
đ Heartmanâs favorite color is purple, but blue and green are a close second, and he likes maroon and dark sunset orange, too.
đ He stutters when he thinks heâs made someone uncomfortable.
đ He has little shame for anything, but refrains from talking about certain things because he doesnât want to make other people uncomfortable.
I have some asks to answer, and replies to work on.
Rest assured I havenât forgotten, or lost interest, Iâm just so busy I can barely think straight.
Working a job thatâs âessentialâ during the lock downs on stores and what not is a double edged sword.
Sure, I still able to have a steady income, but we are so so exhausted by all the extra work weâre putting into making sure product is available for shoppers who want what they came for.
But... I do wish I could have a few extra days off to rest because I am so beyond tired that the days are blurring together. The only reason I know what day it is is because I have to keep up on the corona news.
Please let this end soon, for everyoneâs sake but also to us who keep on working through the chaos.
Iâm not saying Iâm doing ships, cause thatâs still never gonna happen.
But⊠if Lou WERE to get a partner, they would have to go through 3 men. Sam, Cliff, and Heartman. I know what youâre thinking. Why Heartman of all people? Iâll tell you.
Keep reading
Head canon approved XD I totally would include this with my Heartman.
Itâs Sinday, and my activity has died down a bit because of the nonstop busy chaos of the corona going on, panicked shoppers and all that.
Buuuut I am working on a sinful kinda cute and awkward Sam/Heartman first time sm.ut. First time and with the three minute visit to the beach to kill the mood a bit.
Also send me, Anon or not, some sm.utty things. Questions, comments, anything.
;]
Not meaning to be rude or anything, but I was wondering what makes you see compatibility in Sam and Heartman? I've always seen Sam as too standoffish to reciprocate anything and Heartman being more needy than he could handle.
So hereâs the rub, I sincerely hope you werenât trying to be rude, cause, I dunno, I do still feel like your wording was a bit⊠rude. But that is okay. Its my choice to be a little offended, but Iâm not gonna hold that against you.
Letâs break things down, starting with canon.Â
Canonically, Sam shows little interest in anyone, and onlykind of opens up friendship-wise with Fragile, being playful with her over the cryptobiotes, and allowing her to touch him, willingly, because of story-drive necessity.
Canonically, there IS no romantic relationship for Sam, after the loss of his family. Fragile came a hair closer to being a possible canon ship, and I know there are people who can put up a decent argument for Deadman as a possible canon ship, but. Kojima left everything open ended on purpose. He left it open for each personâs interpretation, just like the story, the ambiguity of it gave everyone a different perspective on what happened. Some people saw Amelie as a manipulative, unfeeling monster (me), and some people thought she genuinely didnât want to end the world. Its opinion, its perspective. Moving on.
Canonically, no, thereâs nothing to truly show thereâs any kind of interest between Sam and Heartman. But that is the point of fandom, to take what we know of canon and extrapolate from it the possibilities of deeper relationships. Itâs true that in canon game story Heartman and Samâs interactions are few, so those no room to see more development of their friendship dynamics.
So, my perspective on the compatibility of these two starts with these things:
They both have suffered the loss of their families.
Neither of them were interested in the âreunite Americaâ bandwagon.Â
Heartman was a father once, he could offer Sam advice on caring for Lou
Sam gave Heartman his first step in moving past his grief and obsession
You used the term âstandoffishâ to describe Sam, and I can agree for the most part, Sam is standoffish, but to everyone he doesnât know. He was like that with Fragile, Deadman, Mama, Lockne. But. He did thaw a little to each of them because for one reason or another, heâd come to care for them. Heartman is the same.
However, Heartman is the only person in-game Sam willingly talked about the loss of his family to. Deadman looked up his records to find that information, and when he brought it up, Sam was terse and didnât want to talk about it.
With Heartman, it was Heartman himself speaking about the loss of his family. Sam relates to his loss, the sentiment that heâs âalready deadâ by saying âI know that feeling. Lost my family in an accident.â Only then, does Heartman mention heâd read about Samâs history. Itâs that interaction and dynamic that gives me the idea that thereâs potential for at the least a deeper friendship than some of the others.Â
Stepping to the next thing, the fact that they share the lack of enthusiasm for âReunited Americaâ also gives them a connection. Heartmanâs only desire to work with Bridges and the UCA is that he has access to the chiral network, and research materials. They keep him set up in a remote lab with equipment he needs for his medical issues, and lets him carry on toward his eventual death as long as heâs providing them with his findings in the meantime. I think that gives Sam reason to relax a bit, around Heartman. And, it was Samâs coming that I think was Heartmanâs first step to moving on from his endless search for his family. I wrote all that out in this post a week or so ago, go give it a read if you like.Â
And as for Heartman being needyâŠ. I mean? He is starved of human contact, god only knows how long heâs been at his remote lab without contact from another living soul. Heâs a bit awkward because of that, and I suspect heâs always been a little strange. Most scientists are in games or other media, pretty sure its a trope, even.
But! Heartman is a grown ass man, he probably knows heâs a bit needy, but also had self-control. Itâs clear that even though he does want to talk to Sam about more than the research, Mamaâs corpse, and whatnot, he doesnât invade Samâs boundaries. Two different times, he tries to shake hands with Sam, and once, he vaguely offers him a hug. My feeling from it was⊠Heâs a scientist, and heâs fascinated by Sam for a number of scientific reasons. Testing his boundaries was just one of the things he could do to analyze him unobtrusively.Â
Once he had a feel for Samâs personal space, he never tries to invade it, just offering thumbs up or down as a gesture of social interaction without the need for physical contact. If Heartman was needy, to an unhealthy degree, he wouldnât respect Samâs boundaries.
And lastly, post-game, Heartman was a father once. And as far as we know, Samâs never actually handled babies or children. He clearly didnât trust returning to the heart of the UCA after violating a directive by the âpresidentâ of the UCA.Â
Heartman worked remotely, away from the rest of the Bridges/UCA people. He had knowledge, he had room to spare, and we also know he would spoof the system to hide conversations from the UCAâs 24/7 surveillance. Why not call on him to help?
As for romantic/sexual shipping, well. We donât actually know what attracts Sam or Heartman to anyone, do we?Â
Hell, that crush you had in high school, do you remember why? Was there a reason? You see that one person, and suddenly thereâs a flutter in your stomach, but why? Did their smile make your heart skip a beat, did the way they wore their clothes make you a little hot under the collar? I love nicely shaped shoulders, and men with wide hips. Why? I have no clue, but itâs what I like. It just is. It was a spark, something inside me said âthis is attractiveâ. Hell, I had a crush on the biggest bitch in my school. I hated her personality, she was a bitch to everyone but her friends(which i was not), and she was a snobby rich kid. Pretty sure she didnât even know I existed, but every goddamned time I saw her, my stomach fluttered, and I couldnât function when she was in my presence, and Iâd blush if I was within 5 feet of her, even though she never even glanced my way. Why? I will never know.
Sooooo. Why not provide that spark, myself? No, it isnât canon, but so what? Neither is Sam/Fragile, or Sam/Deadman. Or Sam/Higgs, which is the popular ship in the fandom so far. Other than the heroxvillain trope, how the hell would we ever see Sam/Higgs together? Hate ships and enemies to lovers ships are out there, though, and they make delicious art. ;]
Ya wanna know an even less likely ship? Higgs/Heartman. Why? Because I can. Deal with it.Â
ANYWAY. Iâm frank, sassy, and sometimes an ass. But, I hope that this gives some insight into why I think Sam and Heartman could work out as a ship.Â
And I keep typing, but thatâs just how I go.
The ship isnât perfect, either. I have shown, and plan to continue to show, moments where there is friction between Sam and Heartman. Sam still has trouble with touch, sometimes. Sam will push Heartman away, and at some points Heartman may feel hurt by that, even though he knows its not his fault.
And Sam does have trouble showing emotion or talking. Heartman will experience frustration with that. Sam broods, and if Heartman canât deal with it, Sam will run off until heâs done brooding.
Also if this was sparked by the silly post about Samantha Spade, I was having fun, i tagged it with my tag for things that are silly, said tag being â ;;shenanigans â. Itâs the first tag I put on the post. Please donât take anything I post with that tag seriously, I like to have fun, and my goofy little hopeless romantic heart was a flutter at the silly idea.
P.S. If you wanna continue to question my view in compatibility between characters, you can keep throwing those question to me. As long as Iâm not getting hate, I wonât be giving hate. If you donât like my answers, I can only politely suggest you find someone else to bother.
If you wanna know me better, I am actually a really nice person, fiercely loyal, and fun to plot and chat with. Come talk to me, I wonât bite, I promise. ;]Â
Oh, and Iâve always loved rare pairs. They need love. <3
I got an interesting Anon a while ago.
And rest assure unnamed friendo, I will answer, and I wonât be an ass about my answer.
But it is coming, when I get home to my laptop.
;)
âSamantha Spadeâ is just Heartmanâs cover story for Sam hiding out at his lab and become his lover.
Cause ... as I mentioned in that one post, Sam was the reason he took the first steps to coming to terms with his familyâs deaths and never being able to find them.
And he said âI call her Samâ I just.... it has to be. Has to. Be still my weak and fluttering heart.
Sweet message from Twitter that made me Smile today
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throwing in a request for anything death stranding!
Granted! Hope youâre in the mood for fluff.
title: paternal instinct. fandom: death stranding. rating: general audiences. word count: approx. 850. characters: heartman, sam porter bridges, louise.
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It was a generous pourâcertainly more than the recommended âtwo fingerâ serving. Heartman tried not to fault himself. It had been a long journey back from the inauguration in Capitol Knot. Swiveling his chair toward the expansive window which beheld the view of his (and he did refer to it as âhisâ) love heart crater, he considered the implications of the past few weeks. Amelie. The Stranding. Samantha Spade.
A shy smile piqued the corner of his mouth at that last one.
âBut the most significant was his decision to suspend the search for his family.Â
âHe hadnât ceased his Beach walks just yet, but he knew that would have to come soon. When he had been away in Capitol Knot, it had been easy to be logical, but now that he had returned to his lab, the mountain lake stared at him as if to ask, âAre you sure?â
A snowball exploded against the glass.
Startled, Heartman set his untouched whiskey on the desk with a concerned, âWhat on earth?âÂ
Another frozen projectile ruptured.
He squinted into the snow. There, a black dot in a world of white, was Sam Porter Bridges. In his arms, he held a small knapsack, cradled with too much care to be anything but the most precious of cargo. Heartman threw himself to the window and began frantically gesturing for Sam to meet him at the front door.
Jogging down the padded corridor, the rhythm of his heart monitor picked up. Without a Bridges cuff to grant entry, Sam would need to be let in by hand. Sam had been missing since the inauguration, though Deadman took the liberty of filling Heartman in on the secret: he had chosen to go offline with his stolen Bridge Baby. Heartman knew it was a sign of trust that Sam had staggered to his stoop, and he would not break that confidence.
As he arrived in the fireplace foyer, his palms thumped then squidged against the glass door. Sam was just trudging up the last flight of steps, looking sweaty and spent. Heartman motioned for them to halt. He then held up five fingers and began counting down on one hand, while with the other he entered hurried code on his wrist computer. It was only after his last finger dropped that he opened the door.
âIâm so sorry,â he blurted, scooping the bundle from Samâs arms, âI had to make sure Bridges thought I was in cardiac arrest.â
âI get it,â Sam panted as he slicked away perspiration from his dirty brow, âWorry about her, will ya?â
Heartman had been bouncing the knapsack without thinking, knowing what lay within. Unzipping it, he found the tearful babe wrapped tightly in thermal blankets. A familiar feeling swelled up. It was hard to believe this little thing had lived most of her life in a pod until recently. He smiled down at Lou, âWell, hello there.â
Her whimpers subsided as she took him in with wide eyes.
âIs everything alright?â Heartman asked Sam as he began to rock Lou once more, âI canât imagine youâd risk a trip to a Bridges facility if the matter wasnât pressing.â
âSheâs running a fever. Not eating,â Sam said as he finally began to catch his breath, âThought youâd know what to do.â
Ah. Severed from the Chiral Network, Sam had no access to child-rearing literature, and since children were rare, parents were too. He had no one from whom to seek advice except the one (former) parent he did know.
Heartman placed the back of his hand against the infantâs soft forehead, âShe is a bit warm, but Iâm sure itâs nothing more than a cold. Iâll run some tests and get her settled.â Registering Samâs stateâteetering with dark eye bags and cold-chapped cheeksâhe pointed toward the spa, âYou rest. Iâve cut sound to the baths, Bridges wonât be able to hear you.â
âBut, Lou-â
âLouise and I will do well enough without you.âÂ
Beneath his ice-encrusted hair and patchy beard, Sam looked wary.
Heartman placed a reassuring hand on his shoulder and was pleased the porter didnât blanch at the touch, âSam, I can assure you: I know what Iâm doing.â
âYeah. Okay,â he nodded, âCall me if she needs anything, though.â
âOf course.â
Seeming as though he might topple over at any moment, Sam lumbered toward the man-made hot springs, casting a concerned glimpse over his shoulder as he went. He left silt and puddles in his wake. Heartman made a mental note to mop those up later.
He glanced down at Lou, âNot a graceful man, your father. But fortunately for us, a good one.â
She cooed, looking far more cheerful than when she had first arrived.
âYouâre not as fussy as my Amelia when she was ill, but I do need for you to be quiet when my three minutes are up. Canât have Bridges picking up infant burbling.â
âRather than make a peep, she opened her mouth into a wide sleepy yawn.
âThatâs better. Now, letâs get you nourished and hydrated.â
Tucking her close his chest, the AED slowed into a steadier beat than it had in years.Â
end.
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(Okey! Do you prefer a reblog style of RP or in PMs? I'll drop in soon regardless, I just wanted to ask c:)
I donât do PM rps here on tumblr but I will rp through answering asks. But I do threads, the reblog type.
If youâd like to rp off of tumblr I DO have a Discord and I will rp there. :3
kay.morgen#0218 is my discord, just let me know who you are.