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FINALLY decided to make an intro post, even though i’m not active on tumblr and i don’t talk to people

My name’s ANNA!! i am a MINOR!! however i’m an old minor and i’m not going to drop “adults dni” because i’m less than a year away from being an adult so i will say nsfw blogs and anybody who doesnt want to interact with me….. don’t! also included in dni is anyone who wants to argue with me about politics, and ofc i wont tolerate disrespect towards queer or trans people. not that i’m forbidding anyone from talking, but frankly i dont care, and i’m block-button happy.

my fandoms include:

genshin impact, alien stage, project sekai (i’m very new to it still), stardew valley, strange the dreamer and daughter of smoke and bone, jujutsu kaisen, project hail mary (not rlly a fandom space ig but like…. i’m kinda boring)

also i used to engage in these fandoms but i dont anymore, for various reasons, so there’s a chance i might post about them and i’d be able to talk about the source but not the fans:

steven universe, harry potter, boku no hero academia, haikyuu, dc comics, x men, spiderman/spiderverse, kpdh

what else am i supposed to put in an intro post. i have a loving boyfriend who i think is gay. i wear a women’s size 10 in shoes. i play the flute in high school marching band. sometimes i think i might be trans

#intro post #pinned intro #what do i say

long ahh thoughtpost under the cut, i just needed to get it out of my head.

i just made the mistake of scrolling back down through my blog and deleting every post i made two years ago in reference to, targeting, or directly addressing my ex who is now a stranger. except his account is still on my vr headset. and i still have his license plate memorized. but now we don’t look at each other. funny how loss feels like you’ve been gutted and bled like a butchered animal, yet i dont want to go back. i was so mentally ill. i’m sorry he had to see me that way, and i’m sorry he can’t know me now, but it wasn’t my choice to cut contact and i’m not going to force myself back into his life when that’s the last thing i want. we still have mutual friends. i keep up with his profile on discord and when he updates his bio or display name. i’m sure he doesn’t care about mine, but it’s okay. i like knowing he’s alright. it’s hard to stop loving someone, even when you don’t want them anymore, even when you’ve moved on and you love someone else. maybe i never loved you. maybe i never stopped loving you. maybe i’ll never quite stop loving you. you changed my life. i changed your life. i kept all the notes and valentines cards and birthday gifts. i read them sometimes. you promised you’d never stop loving me. how true was that? the end of our relationship came out of nowhere, didnt it? we’d have episodes where we didnt talk for days, because you were depressive and i assumed it was my fault. or i was depressive and you assumed it was your fault. we never really talked about it though, did we? and it never really felt like we were a real couple. did you know i hated holding your hand? i always felt too nervous. i would have never been able to kiss you, i was barely able to hug you. i can do all that stuff now, to an extent. i’m certainly not perfect yet, but you helped me more than i can say. i dont know if we’ll ever talk again, but i hope you know i want only the best for you. 💚

#real life thoughts #feeling: sad #if you know me irl you didnt see this

bluesmile01

POV: Anyone who has read Strange the Dreamer:

ok…. here goes nothing…. baby’s 1st art on tumblr dot com….

this has been a wip sitting in my gallery for like. months. and i finally got around to finishing it. 33 hours btw

#madrigal dosab #dosab #daughter of smoke and bone #freak she’s so beautiful….#i feel like the background is iffy but i HATE backgrounds

bluesmile01

have you also read the DoSaB trilogy perchance?? and if so do you have any thoughts on whether the characters in DoSaB should meet the characters in StD? i dont want to spoil anything if you havent read them but both are set in the same universe and i LOVE the implications that come with itttt

No sorry I didn’t read it ! But you can tell me how they would react 😁

heartssanna

i’m going to try my best to avoid major spoilers while i explain because i’ve been rotating this idea in my mind for like a year at this point😓 for context DoSaB and StD take place in the same universe, with the world Meliz and the winged seraphim mentioned in both books (DoSaB takes place on Earth and StD is in a different world, but at this point in both series, the characters are traveling between worlds)

The main character of DoSaB is able to create an empty body of different species, including godspawn, using teeth and magic, and then guide a post-mortem soul into it so the soul can be reincarnated!!! At the end of Muse of Nightmares, Minya starts losing her baby teeth, meaning on the Astral there is a small supply of godspawn teeth!! If the characters in DoSaB and the characters in StD ever did meet, Sarai could be reincarnated!!!!!!!

#me when i get wildly over-excited about my favorite books #sorry if i’m bothering you #i really hope this makes sense😭

heartssanna

he’s such a FREAK i just wanna EAT HIM ALIVE

hat-mouse-official

Heyo, poke. Thes post need hat.

*Chef Hat from Stardew Valley*

heartssanna

holy moly the hat mouse…. maam its an honor……

pyupa

fuck my stupid fungus life

rockabillywife

You’re mommy’s bad little jaywalker, aren’t you?go ahead, walk across the street without using a crosswalk. Wouldn’t you like to cross the street when there’s not enough time left on the walking signal? 😈