It's really not your fault you got so fat, is it?
It's natural. Your body craves everything sweet and heavy, some innate drive within you demanding you eat more and more, holding onto those extra calories as soft, buttery fat in case you're not surrounded food in the future.
That primal instinct to gobble up whatever is around you. The way your tongue goes heavy when you see something you just know is going to taste delicious. A biological imperative to consume.
You gained the weight so quickly, it almost felt like you were meant to be bigger, right?
Every inch of you going soft and round as you filled out. A healthy appetite making your clothes a little snug.
You've just been listening to your body all along. Every extra pound felt like one that was supposed to be there all along. The wider, fuller reflection feeling more and more like your real self as you gorged and gained.
You weren't actually getting fat, you were just too thin before. The weight felt right.
But you just couldn't stop eating, could you?
You started pushing past those natural signals.
Still eating when your stomach was achingly full. Ignoring the itching of those stretch marks on your belly and sides. Telling yourself that sizing up one more time would give your wardrobe the leeway you needed.
Until one day you looked at yourself and realized you'd gotten really, properly fat, hadn't you?
Your face, swollen with the overindulgence of extra meals and treats, cheeks and a double chin that push out past the natural frame of your face.
Arousal, the most natural feeling, bubbling up with every new sensation and reminder of your size.
Fat folding and bulging into rolls where your body can't find ways to softly round out any further.
The rubbing of your thighs, feeling with every step that your normal gait has been altered by your weight.
The pressure of your belly in your lap when you sit, trying not to notice as it becomes more comforting and limiting.
It's all started to feel a bit out of control, hasn't it? Like you've eaten yourself just a little too big? The sensation that you're stretched out doesn't just come after a bit meal, you've developed this sensation like you're constantly puffed out with fat.
Maybe you were meant to be fat, but this fat?
I guess for you, getting even bigger is only natural.
