Totally Fucked.

Heikki Oberon, 25, former actor. Now a farmer in Hilltop. Homosexual and trans. Not Groffsauce. Do not interact with or follow if not part of Survive Somehow.

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ancthcrmcnster:

“it’s okay, heikki.” bellamy sighed quietly. “you found me, and at least you have answers about mom and flora. they’re in a better place now.” he looked down, his heart aching at the thought of his sister, of her smile and how it lit up rooms she walked into and how that smile had disappeared in the weeks after losing their mother. “i don’t know if they are or not. but i hope they are too. that sounds like a thing kay would do. always thinking of others. that’s… a lot like how mom went. she got between flora and a walker. flora blamed herself for losing mom.”

“I’m glad I found you. At least I know I have one sibling that’s alive, and that gives me hope for Simon at least.” His heart ached as he longed to see the rest of his family and Anakin again. There was always so much left to say and do, even now that the end was here. “He was so much like Mama, wasn’t he? I could even go for him roasting me or hearing him joke that I was adopted if it meant he was back for one day.”

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ancthcrmcnster:

“yeah, i get that.” hero laughed softly as she shrugged her shoulders, holding open the bag so that heikki could toss the dead plant. “so, papa goat overcome whatever was making him throw up last week?”

“He did, yeah. It turns out that he was eating things he shouldn’t be eating. I’d feed him, and let him graze, but he was still getting into things.” Heikki answered as he threw the plant into the bag. “He’s so stubborn. Like Papa.”

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wildezragray:

Ezra looked up when he heard someone call out to him. He had just been roaming around Hilltop when he stumbled upon the animal enclosure, and it was exactly what he wanted. “Hey. I noticed that Papa Goat has a little limp. Would you mind if I took a look real quick?”

“I was noticing that too. Maybe that’s why he’s been more aggressive than usual.” Heikki sighed. “I don’t mind, but only if I can distract him while you take a look, so he doesn’t bite you.” He moved into the pen and slowly approached Papa Goat, stroking his fur. “It’s okay, Papa Goat. We’re not going to hurt you.” He spoke quietly to the animal.

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anakinheli:

“Se olet sinä!” He yelped as he hugged him tight, squeezing his eyes shut as he tried not to cry. “Olen niin onnellinen, että löysin sinut.“ He whimpered out. 

“Olen iloinen, että löysit minut. Olin niin huolissani! Rakastan sinua niin paljon.” He hesitated for a moment before deciding to lean in and kiss the older male.

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justsvrvivesomehow:

she approached the goat with the pink collar, a smile etched onto her face.

Heikki watched with a big grin as Mama Goat approached the other and licked her hand. “She likes you.”

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justsvrvivesomehow:

“Mama Goat. Alright, I’m going to find Mama Goat and get me some love.” She said with a joking grin.

“Mama Goat is the black and white one with the pink collar.” Heikki pointed Mama Goat out to the other. “Right there.”

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ancthcrmcnster:

Bellamy sighed, looking down for a moment as he listened to his brother speak. “I was here with mom and Flora when it started. I… I tried to protect them. I’m sorry.” He spoke quietly, tears forming in his eyes as the mention of their mother and sister was brought up, bringing up emotions he’d tried to hard to repress and ignore. “Mom was bit about a year in. She.. ended it while we were all sleeping. We didn’t even know she was bit until we found her body and saw the bite mark. Flora was a mess after that. She couldn’t cope.”

“Bel, I’m sorry. I tried to find everyone, really. The only ones I did find were Hero and Konsta, and that’s how I ended up here. I was on the way to see Annie before all this happened. I hope he’s alive.” Heikki let out a shaky sigh. He could feel tears starting to roll down his cheeks as he looked at his older brother. “I wish I could have said goodbye to Mama and Flora. I really hope that Papa and Simon are alive. I know Konsta isn’t. I had to put him down after he got between a walker and Hero.”

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stayingstrcng:

She found the gesture sweet, but only smiled in response. Talking about his family could lead to discussion about hers, and she was never in the mood for that. Instead she reached into the enclosure and pet the one closest to her. “They are quite adorable.”

“Aren’t they? I was raised on a livestock farm. We had all kinds of animals, but the goats were my favorite; so I knew I had to be a goat farmer. I feel such a connection with them.” 

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justsvrvivesomehow:

“the white one,” evie nodded as she looked around at the goats, “noted. which ones are the friendlier ones then?”

“All of them are friendly except Papa Goat are friendly. Mama Goat is the friendliest of them, though. She’ll cuddle you for hours if you give her a piece of hay.”

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ancthcrmcnster:

Hero laughed, shrugging her shoulders. “Which one?” She asked, her brows furrowing before she laughed again anyway, finding the plant that had teeth marks on it. “This one’s dead anyway, so it’s alright. Next time keep the livestock away from the garden. Anyway, we cut off the dead part, and if we’re early enough, the plant might keep growing in that spot.”

“I’ve trying. You know how stubborn goats can get. They’re like me when I get an idea in my head.” He spoke listfully, letting his accent thicken. Heikki removed the dead plant with a laugh. He missed the farm in Finland and how simple life was compared to the hell he lived now.

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stayingstrcng:

She looked at the goat in question with a small, but amused smile. “I wasn’t planning on touching any of them. Just having a look.” Animals made good company when she didn’t want to be alone, but still wanted some space from the others. “Have you named them all?”

“I don’t mind if you wanted to, though. They’re pretty soft.” Heikki grinned. “I did, actually. There’s Mama and Papa Goat, then Simon, Flora, Bellamy, and Konsta. I named them after my family.” He explained.

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anakinheli:

Anakin turned to look as his eyes widened when he saw the man’s face. “H…Heikki? Now, you can’t be, hes…He’s dead! His jaw dropped for a moment as he studied the man. “A..Are you Heikki?”

“Boof! Se on minä.” Heikki started to tear up as he heard a familiar voice that seemed to match one of the faces he knew best. He quickly wrapped his arms around the other. “ Se on niin hyvä nähdä sinut.”

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“Hey.” Heikki spotted someone heading toward the goat enclosure. “You’re more than welcome to pet the others, but stay away from the white one. That’s Papa Goat, and he bites.”

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fccus:

           the guard rubbed his tired, puffy eyes - a small yawn escaping his mouth as he did so. it felt like this was the first time he could take an eased breath in a while. he was silent, just taking in the calm surroundings - the rare sounds of birds chirping breaking the still air. it had been a long week. an increase in looming walkers near the kingdom threatening to form into a horde and close in on the former school had made for no rest for samyong. he had been on the edge of his seat the entire time, weapons at his side to prepare for anything. but the threat passed and he was just left to his thoughts - which also wasn’t a good thing.. an imposing question formed in his mind, and he immediately felt compelled to spill his wonder to person near him.  ❛      so, how do you think this is all gonna end?   ❜

Heikki looked at the other male and rubbed his chin a bit. “Honestly, I think that everything is going to end by fire.” He answered in a solemn voice. “That might be the only way we can make sure the virus is eradicated.”

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justsvrvivesomehow:

enid didn’t mean to do it. she didn’t mean to smash the window. but she was so angry. so tired. so sick of everything that was going on in her life lately. she was happy with maggie, of course. happy to have a family. but the fear that at any moment, negan could take it all away from her all over again. it just got too much. enid looked down at her bloodied hand and let out a shaky sigh.

Heikki knew the unmistakable sound of shattering glass when he heard it from the kitchen. He grabbed an axe and started looking for the sound, when he caught glimpse of a girl outside. “H-hey.” He put down the axe and put down the window. “Hey, kid. Did you do this? Most importantly, are you okay?”

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ancthcrmcnster:

A small laugh came from the girl’s lips as she tried to show the other person how to garden. “You realize you’re holding the shovel the wrong way, right?” She asked, giggling as she dug up some dead plants, making sure to get all the roots. “Be careful  not to dig up any of the other plants. Those are still good. We’ll probably need to cut off a bit of some of them to try to grow new plants of that type. I dunno if that even makes much sense.” Hero shrugged her shoulders as she tossed the plant she’d dug up.

“I-I meant to do this.” Heikki smirked as he turned the shovel in the right direction. “Don’t be mad, but I think I caught Mama Goat eating one of these.” He mentioned, digging up one of the dead plants--roots and all. “Don’t dig up the other plants, but cut off a bit of them. No, I got it. The only thing I know other than Broadway is farming.” A grin.

[moritzly]

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