Edgy Void Master

💀AuDHD | Borderline | Chronic sicc💀 🖤Im Hellish flame, Im caring soul 🔪Still shackled by darkness but hungry for more 👁️Im your worst nightmare 👁️JOIN ME⬇️ https://linktr.ee/hekkoto ----- “It's not worth doing something unless someone, somewhere, would much rather you weren't doing it.” ― Terry Pratchett 🔪 Hekkoto | ARTIST | EDGY VOID MASTER | Guillotina ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) | Mega Milk Goth Mommy | Weird auntie | Cursed | Child of misfortune lets have some borderline fun~ 🔪Hya my beloved darklings~! 🖤 I’m Hekkoto, damned soul, awful sinner and one who will lead you to temptation~ or just Edgy Void Master I identify as Guillotina from Mewgenics ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) 👁️I’m queer🏳️‍🌈 horror/gore artist from Poland born in ’97. I draw silly comics, demons naughty stuff ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) kinky shit, NSFW and tons of original stuff from my universe Terroether! Im also a lot into creepy cute stuff! Aaaand creepypastas, I still love them! INFJ-T 🖤 👁️ I love everything dark and edgy, I’m huge fan and supernatural things, I’m also into occult. I have a dog named Postal who is the biggest darling but also a silly noodle. I’m into metal, alternative, goth, emo, grunge and scene look. I love video games, anime, manga and comics! I suffer from multiple physical and mental illnesses and disabilities, I’m also autistic + have ADHD; please don’t be too hard on me, I live in my own delulu land hahaha yes I have borderline >XD I saw the Abyss but Im still here, dancing on edge and enjoying the chaos I might’ve died and this is Hell but I guess I got my spot as evil fiend 👁️I create a lot of content - make sure to look on all my socials to not miss anything -> https://linktr.ee/hekkoto Thank you for all the support in building my dark empire 🖤

[hekkoto]

there is nowhere to run~

thankfully rn weather is a bit better and Im not dying cause of heatwave, recently I sleep a ton and my muscles hurts like hell but its fine~ Im having so much fun while drawing and creating ^^

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

Locked up in darkness, no help or comfort, only abuse and terror

damn I missed so much drawing my ocs owo

of course I gonna start with my poor bby Raxer, also dropping some lore I guess :v

Raxer struggles a lot with panic attacks and harming himself, mostly scratching and biting himself; its mostly caused by horrible abuse he suffered since he was a lil baby

When he was a toddler and just recently started walking, during the night he got out of crib and walked outside his parents room, stood next to high stone stairs and then fell out on it and he got very badly injured. In the beginning all doctors wasnt giving him chances of surviving, later when his state was more stable he was diagnosed with severe brain injury. There seemed to be no hope so as last try they gave Raxer to Xantos, his older brother, who is a scientist with hopes he can somehow cure this but also taking Raxer from Yvelyse cause she was very badly affected by this. Xantos was very very angry about this and said he isnt gonna take care of the little child, tho as everybody insisted he took him. Not to help him. He took him as a test subject and when he wasnt trying stuff on him he left him abandoned for a very long time without any care. Only Bonnie was taking care of him and also she started being there more often so just to take care of him, most of Raxer’s early development was thank to her

Also thats how they all found out about his insanely fast and strong recovery and healing abilities which was able to take him from brain injury with only ~10% brain working to still quite delayed and mentally stuck as maybe teen but able to function and often quite independent. Tho traumatic past often stunts it and he is helpless lil child needing a lot of care and supervision.

also Xantos is an asshole who often locks Raxer in his morgue next to his lab, totally alone, in darkness and cold, surrounded with corpses. Yeah no surprise he is very terrified of this and this only makes things worse, which keep awful loop of Raxer’s bad behaviour and then being locked there causes him to be even more erratic and scared

and i just wanna say we have few very hot days again but next week looks promising, this damned weather really limits me and causes me a lot of pain =,= but Im still hopeful and wanna keep doing stuff ^^

[hekkoto]

yo, this post is more like lil update ^^

my health was so damn bad lately ughhhh

also when there is super hot weather Im dying, humid days cause a lot of pain in my joints, lately I often have very low body temp, like 34,5^C which isnt that bad in my case cause I normally have lower body temp but when it gets so low Im having horrible headache and Im mostly sleeping cause I feel so weak x.x

but I hope to be able to use days when Im feeling better, I stay sober and Im starting to smoke less cigs. Im not going to fully commit to any schedule cause it all depends on how I feel

Im alive, my stomach CT scan turned out fine tho I still have a few other things to check. Hopefully nothing serious is developing but cause of all of my illnesses I need to look at it regularly :/

I will be making separate post for it on my Patreon and DA but I made decision that for now I suspend all bonus stuff for paid supporters, I hope to go back to it in September - I need to go back to more regular creating and posting for it to have any sense - I dont mind if you dont wanna paid support me rn cause of this, no hard feelings :> missing Patreon prints gonna be sent anyway, not sure when but they will be eventually. I must sort out everything before I can go back to this

so yeah, if everything will be fine I hope to post more and be more active and after summer [worst season, especially with heatwaves we have this year….] I hope to be back with full power and such~

thank you a lot for everything, all the support, caring if Im doing fine and such ^^ I hope this year will still be a nice turning point in my life but I must have my health and wellbeing as my priority. Im not so damn tired anymore for most of the time - last week was exception but I guess life cant be too good XD

love ya pumpkins <3

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

Is it a coincidence I was born in June? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Im back, that celebrations and weekend on the countryside was fine ^^

I had some issues but the worst is that a lot is caused by this very hot weather ;-; like, over 30^C in the shade??? From positive note - there is river and we went to swim and chill here with my husband ^^

But I guess upcoming week I gonna be up during the night cause I feel like shiiit XD I was waking up in the middle of the night and throwing up and I slept for so damn long today I haaaate such weather x.x plz gimme that promised heavy storm

Im very positive and full of motivation and I hope now stuff will go better and more according to plans ^^ My biggest enemy is this damn sun and hot as hell stagnant air; hopefully I will be able to maneuver through it :v

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

After all… 

Certified weird auntie; 29th bday XD

20th June; its my 29th birthday

Perhaps all pain eventually fades away

Im just one year away from living 10 years longer than I supposed to

Cherish people you love

Love deeply and wild

No fight is too hard if you work as team

No matter if your friend has 2 legs or 4; those are ones to share beautiful time

Do what you love

Listen to music loud

Watch all the nature around you

Heavy storms, cloudy days, the Moon which light night sky

be the Sun when all lights go out

cause at the end you will want say: That was a good ride

and the most important:

Never be scared of being yourself

yo, it was a while - but as long Im alive I will be here again. I dont have any regular schedule cause it all depends on my health. But Im doing fine, and sometimes the most beautiful flowers bloom in the darkness of night (✧ω✧)

I guess its true cause I draw and do a lot of stuff during nights :v

I will rethink strategy and plans soon. See more clear goal and hopefully Im back with my chaos very soon ✌️

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

There is no escape…..

yo, I was really hoping to be doing better but something is wrong x.x I have terrible pain in my upper stomach, hurts like hell, I cant fall asleep it hurts so bad. Got USG, some stuff is wrong but cant really see, got computer tomography today and Im waiting for results. I will just try eat better, sleep more/better and hope for the best :v

rn Im having a laugh about this cause until I know anything I dont wanna worry, this gonna be future me problem :v there is some deeper, personal thingy about it but its ok

anyway, I guess I will try use time when I feel better to do stuff ( ´ ▽ ` )

btw very soon are my 29th bday :3 oh wow, survived so much more I expected LETS GO XD

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

hiiii i dont have a question i just wanted to let you know that i used your artwork for the cover of a playlist on spotify that i put together :) your art is AMAZING and i felt like it was the perfect thing to represent the playlist i made. if you dont want me to use it i can always take it off though :3

thank you, Im glad you like it ^^

[hekkoto]

The abyss is cold and so lonely

Let me steal your warmth

And let our silent laughs

Fill the space in our hearts

OKAY, I THINK ITS DFSDFSDFGSDF FINALLY DONE. I hope to not have have to deal with this idiot ever again

I got fined XD offff you damn birch I hope you will disappear from my sight screw you

Anyway, I guess Im fine, I had some rollercoaster of emotions but thanks to the help of my family I got it all resolved quite well. Mentally Im quite back to basic state; tho I have horrible insomnia right now and very very bad thoughts towards this guy but I can live with this

SO I guess I gonna say this

June gonna be my month uwu

I dont accept it wouldnt happen (✧ω✧)

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

ugh, I think my browser is broken, it likes to show very weird suggestions >.>

Just a quick update; Im ok; the situation Im in is quite stressful but I hope to get it resolved. I dont wanna think too much about it rn, I will try to just chill and relax and do some art stuff ;)

[hekkoto]

CORRUPTED ONES The Twins

best siblings ever uwu

and I can say I have the best brother ever ;-; he called me today to tell me to let him know if that dude is still gonna harass me and even offered to go to the police station with me if I need to. I love my younger brother soo much, its amazing to have people who are there for me and gonna help no matter what happens

My husband is going there with me so I think we're gonna resolve this issue. Im so happy to have him cause Im not really able to deal with everything and my autism and borderline might make things very bad [especially if people around dont know it or are just bad towards people with higher needs]. Im so glad that if there are any issues we are working as team and help each other no matter what <3 I guess its your sign to ask out person you wanna date ;D

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

I hope you burn in hell and weight of your sins will torment you to the end of your days

There is dude with two fcuking aggressive dogs. I tried my best to avoid them, I was changing hours when I walk Postal and places where I go. But he again cames there with one of those fjsdhfiuokeshjrfiwleksjf dogs

Postal bit that dog. Yes, he wasnt on a leash cause I was in a tiny green spot. But he came again, from a place I couldnt see him. I was suspicious of that dude and now Im terrified. He is also damned liar, we had agreement I pay for vet fot this fucccccked dog and he leaves me alone and wont file complain to police. I knew he was suspicious, I knew why I didnt believe him. He also triggered PTSD from a situation where 3 dudes tried to scare me and steal my money. He is the same. Posta; knew we were in danger so he wanted protect me

I feel horrible, I take painkillers and then I'm woken up by a call. From the police. He lied. He actually filed this report to keep tormenting me. Now Im scared to go out. Im going there on Thursday. I see already that both my physical and mental health got vertuy bad. I feel so much pain and I see I wont escape my fate. I tried, I was fighting to be alive. But I see how my health worsened and I feel I wont have so much time anymore. I guess if they wanna do something I gonna take it to court, I wanna see if they will try to see if Im mentally ready for it and they will see they torment weak autistic girl with serious help issues

I will only have peace if he will have to repay for tormenting me to death 

I guess my fate is to stay as restless spirit, I hope I will have chance to haunt him and he will feel my pain

I dont know how long I can stand it. perhaps this is goodbye

Sorry, I wrote it during my mental breakdown so its so damn chaotic and shows my true feelings. I wanna keep this as a scream before a thing happens. Just in case it will happen at time we dont know

[hekkoto]

slimy friend uwu

and soon it gonna look for new home 🖤

% of days where I feel great and Im happy and enjoying my life increased a lot lately ^^

Of course with my borderline I still have violent mood swings but I dont feel as bad as in past

It will be ok

Im feeling fine and Im very motivated ^^ I slept a lot this weekend cause I had to go to doctors and 2 shops on friday and I was soooooo exhausted after this x.x I hope to do a lot tonight ^^

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

CORRUPTED ONES Mary the Mimic

I decided to make some adoptables ^^ Im not sure if to put them for sale with single pictures or have 3 of them in one?

Btw, I will be selling them on my DeviantArt, I cant really try to put them on all socials and be able to keep track etc. especially that I gonna put them as auctions.

My socials arent working that well anyway, I hate that my severe health problems led to this, I have maybe 10% engagement I used to have x.x All I've built was taken away when I was fighting for my life :/ that suuuuckssss asssssss so much! Its very demotivating and now I dont really know what to do anymore… Should I try to wake up an algorithm to see me again or  abandon my accounts and make new ones? 

Sometimes I just wanna disappear cause my chance was ripped from my hands and I wasnt able to stop it cause well, I WAS FCUKING DYING >:/ what is the point of being alive if you have to start from the beginning? I dont wanna abandon my accounts cause they hold so much history, but perhaps this story should end.

Sometimes I just wanna leave without a word and disappear, probably not sharing much who I used to be. New acc and new life? Perhaps it would be better to not prolong this misery

but I dont know if I would still want to be Hekkoto. Perhaps she should’ve died a long time ago.

I dont know. I feel so down and hopeless. No matter what I want to do, what I try it seems like death is just 2 steps behind me. Is it worth trying with a new acc anyway? My health is bad, I dont know if I would be gone for a longer period of time and this would fail anyway?

ugh

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

Denimo concept art | lost 2007 flash game

after 4353654 years I finally finished designing her x.x Im working on some YT video in vibes of ‘’2007 lost flash game’’ and here is our lovely gurl owo

Im working on this for a few years already x.x damn my health, I was thinking and planning this for sooo long already… but I guess cause I have so much stuff for this planned and written down I can finally progress uwu I hope to make and post this asap <3 Im working on both my arts and YT videos and I hope to spoil you with them soon <3

OMG TODAY IS MY 5TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY! ＼(≧▽≦)／

yay, finally lately time is much better so Im full of motivation and hope ^^

have a good day, I feel alive again

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

Before eternal darkness will swallow you…

I had flare up of my chronic illness and my great plans and ambitions were moved further away

but Im fine, I still have a lot of motivation and I can look positive towards the future. It gonna be ok. I think maybe even awesome. I believe in myself and my dreams and I wont be stopped by mere pain and exhaustion

Im slow, way slower than I expected. But its fine, as long I keep moving towards my dreams its fine

btw, have you seen [or heard about] the recent 9days long charity stream by łatwogang? :3 damn, Im so happy that livestream not only was able to collect [phone]PLN and so many people joined it 🖤

I hoped to post stuff during this and such for example to share it more but my illnesses flareup decided it perfect time to take me away from doing anything but I was able to see a lot from it, mostly from some summaries and such and Im always happy to see such amazing things to turn out so amazing! Im so happy that a lot of kiddos with cancer got huge help and have bigger chances to get better 🖤🖤🖤

Its especially amazing for me cause its one of my long term goals, if I will be making nice money from my arts and such I wanna go alot into charity and helping. As someone who deals with awful health issues, especially with a big factor in them going so bad being neglect I wanna do something which will help kiddos who face things I faced. If I could help kids dealing with mental health issues, chronic illnesses, neglect and lack of support for neurodivergent kids I would be the most happy and I consider it a thing that would allow my restless spirit to find peace [one of my big life goals, I dont wanna be evil spirit looking for vengeance anymore >.>]

anyway, my hubby went with his friends kayaking today and will be back tomorrow so I gonna finally do my amazing super productive day~ I have so many things done halfway, I need to catch up on some stuff but I think THIS MAY is my start finally to be such amazing most artistic version of myself 🖤 I still have super often migraines but it gonna be ok ^^

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

Im your wildest dream

but I can become your worst nightmare

yay, Im doing very well in last days ^^ I still need a lot of sleep and rest but I can do stuff ･ﾟ･(｡>ω<｡)･ﾟ･ finally!

I think I will be finally able to create as much I want and be online and talk with my dear darklings (つω`｡) oh thats so happy thoughts!

I hope you like such stupid graphics where I use photomanipulation and do kinda collage like this; I have some weird photos I made and stuff like this rtg of my mouth XD like bro, why do you think I still have my wedding dress ;D

Oh about the wedding! On 8th May I have MY 5TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY! damn, its also our 12th year of being together <3

I guess I will be ‘using’ it in some of my works, cause listen lil fcuks, I have horrifyingly amazing story and you need to hear it XD 

Anyway, there is something I thought about since few years, I wanna make something like animation/animatic to song My Innermost Apocalypse from The Binding of Isaac [Wrath of the Lamb DLC XD]

My other idea is I wanna sing Guillotina from Mewgenics but meanwhile being dressed to look kinda like her [size of stomach I ready already 👍] and kinda ‘dance’ or more like, move like crazy yandere gf? I have half of it done in my head already >XD

That would be especially funny cause I have character who is blue cat, one of my oldest ocs >XD I kinda feel like its not coincidence [it is, but shhh]

anyway as you see Im doing great ^^ love ya my darklings and see ya soooooon~

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

[hekkoto]

really grumpy kitteh

yo, Im doing very well last days ^^ while physically its still not perfect I made huge progress mentally ^^ Im working on few things so I hope to be posting them in upcoming days

Oh, I will finally have glasses with blue filter again! I had my eyes checked yesterday and tomorrow Im going with my mom to pick up nice frames and order this all. Damn Im so glad my mom got discount to get 2nd pair cause I havent funds for new pair and I feel I see negative effects of not having ones with how much I use my computer ^^; I have some minor sight impairment but with my astigmatism I dont see that much difference >XD

I guess I will be sharing more cool info and stuff in upcoming days, I started some 28days challenge and I hope to draw, make videos and post more often now ^^ I also passed 50th day from 100 days of drawing something [even one line], I will be sharing how it looks so far in upcoming YT vid too!!

I was so ded in the beginning of this year but I can finally see Im more alive for real ･ﾟ･(｡>ω<｡)･ﾟ･

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤