#terroether

[hekkoto]

You've been choosen by God. Do not resist. Apocalypse, one of my newest ocs <3 I originally designed her for my diploma work ^^ aaaand she will be quite important character in my universe! You will see more in few years I guess lolz but stay tuned ;p There is only one exit from this misery. I gonna drown myself in creating arts with hopes it will heal my soul. Im falling apart. Im destroying myself. My past haunts me and my memories came back. Why, why, I dont want to remember. Im in Hell, 0/10, not recommend. I have really awful time. Just when I thought things are getting better everything fell apart again. I see this as some kind of final challenge. Something super hard to break me. Hah, what a shame that I have unbreakable soul. Cause I will be laughing still, at the end~ I have worst time of my life but yeah, I guess I must go through it. If you want to help consider donating to my fundraiser for my meds and needed treatments orrr becoming my Patron, donating to Kofi or just leaving nice comment and like. All da linkz here: https://linktr.ee/hekkoto wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

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Even awful childhood and losing his mother at the age of 12 couldnt break Claw's love to being silly and cute. He hadnt any good perspectives in life and now he makes a little money from being cute femboy, from photos he sells online to escorting Yea, quite big redesign ;p do you remember Claw? One of my first ocs, with quite boring design, beside his mask and claws just black hoodie and pants... welp, now he has a lot different look. What I can say, I saw him as cute femboy since veeeery long time ^^ Would you like me to draw him more often in short comics? I had break cause I was redesigning him but now... I kinda wanna use again my fav duo, Claw and Jeff ;> yo darklings, Im doing quite good! I only suffer cause of weather cause its insanely hot now =,= like, 34^C degress, my body hurts like Hell. I again have issues with walking aaaaaaaaaaa but beside it, Im fine ^^ Im feeling better, I work on arts, I even have Patreon print for July printed already ^^ Im super proud of myself uwu I wanna focus a lot on arts rn, I hope to start streaming on Twitch this week :> cause streaming on YT is kinda pointless cause Im too small channel, but I see a lot of artist draw on Twitch and they have people who watch it so I gonna try it :> anyway, as I said I plan to have huuuuge comeback, I believe if I will just keep working hard on this all it will finally work out ^^ wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

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would you give hug this sad boi? :< he needs it! Aaaand here comes redesign of Reloo ^^ Overall, he is slave in Lucifer castle and he mostly serves in kitchen. He is also not official boyfriend of Raxer <3 they really love each other Fun fact, Reloo used to babysit Raxer when there was nobody who could take care of him. He isnt much older tho, he was kid then too Their relationship was seen as problematic but since Raxer lost his prince title nobody cares anymore. They both are seen as useless trash Im going to walk barefoot on field :> its 4 am, perfect time to go there with Postal and enjoy some time outside~ when I will be back I gonna take shower and then work on some arts and videos. I will need to go to pharmacy for one of my meds but beside this Im fully invested in artistic things ^^ my husband went to his brother for night so Im home alone since few hours and he will be back home after work. I need to have some sleep today cause tomorrow I have examination + one of tests for ADHD, but I think today I gonna kinda cut my sleep in half ;D Im stupid >XD wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate <3

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Im trying to go back to drawing. Aaaand what can be better to start than big titty demoness~ Enjoy this lil lovely art pf my oc Bonnie :> btw uncensored version on my Patreon! so yeah, lil update. Im super sick and in pain. I saw some doctors and got some meds, maybe they will help, gonna see some more in upcoming month. I hoped to be back for real but I dont feel it will happen in upcoming days. Dont worry about me, I will keep you updated <3 Im feeling quite depressed lately but I hope to feel better soon. Sorry if I write weird or senseless, I struggle with thinking I hope to post more regular soon! wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

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Apocalypse, angel of retribution... fear her wrath as she will do everything to get rid of all the evil. Everything. She is ready to sacrifice everyone to bring peace to ruins of Heavens Im not eating sugar, sweets etc since 3 days =,= kill meeeeee Im so exhausted and grumpy. And I sleep a lot. Aaaand then I cant sleep again at night. And its hot. Waaay too hot aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Ok I ended complaining for now ;p I hope to draw something today. I had to move my today's doctor as I feel like shit, so I will try to use this time better than sleeping or watching YT. Lil cleaning but I also wanna draw something. I even started charging my pen for my graphic display :> And we just ended playing South Park Fractureb but Whole on PS$ and that was awesome :D we will need to play DLCs too! Tho honestly right now I would like to buy Stick on Truth and Fractured but Whole for PC, I would love to play it on my PC ;-; sorry I hate consoles, PC MASTERRACEEEEEE ugh tomorrow is day of payment, I guess I will buy Stick on Truth on InstantGaming cause its cheap there heh wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

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Only fear keeps you alive... beware, Alliance of Steel Wings arrived!

Another art for my diploma work ;p enjoy Wrath in his armor ^^ He is leader of Alliance of Steel Wings, organisation which will have big part in my universe content~ They are secret organisation only few know about and their plans might lead to even more destruction~ beware~

Tomorrow [actually today as its past midnight >XD] Im finally going to get my diploma! Omg, I waited for sooo long! I guess I gonna share some later ;3 so happy! Ah, Im also starting to take steroids meds, lets hope it wont mess too much with my head >XD Not gonna lie, I feel like I slowly move to too euphoric mode, perhaps its good cause that might be the way to survive what happens now ;D

I wanna the sims packs. If you would like buy something from my affiliate link for InstantGaming they would give me some % Im little suffering pumpkin, please spoil me >XDDDDDDD no srsly, if you wanna buy games cheaper you can consider using my link https://linktr.ee/hekkoto

I feel kinda out of my mind. Good I barely remember stuff lately >XD

[hekkoto]

The Mother, High Priestess of Crystal Temple! Here comes one of Creators, beings who created universe of Terroether! Damn, Im so excited to finally be able post this! Damn, so soooooooo many months passed >XD yeah, one of my arts for my diploma work!

BIG UPDATE: Yo, Im speedrunning getting job as game tester ;p not gonna lie, Im just amazed that they seem to want me so much that it goes so fast! I hope background check will go right and I will get that job haha It was such nice feeling to see my recruiter to be amazed with my knowledge ;p not gonna lie, I have a lot of experience and knowledge in that field cause I do related stuff since years ahahaha If I get this job that means I will have way less time for art. So yeah, I gonna push it to the side a bit but donut worry, I feel like getting job might increase my productivity + Im person who takes sketchbook everywhere so I guess expect a lot of traditional works? ;D we will see how exactly this will work but yeah, I guess stuff might slow down. I will be still working on my big upcoming projects like my universe and comic set in its world, I started working on some vid game. And many more ;p I will make some changes, probably less uploads or less 'big' arts uploads and more sketchy like ones. But we will see!

Damn, last week brough so many changes to my life o.o its....odd. But I feel more calm now. Less stressed that stuff might fall apart. I archived a lot and Im proud of myself

I wanna thank you a lot for your support <3 especially lately, I wasnt too active cause so much was happening but I still was getting love from you uwu

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤

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Aaaaaand here comes...... YVELYSE~! Demones who saved rest of her people by facing cruel Princess of Flames as last hope to save shadow demons from being erased! Aaaand she is Xantos and Raxer's mom :3 She is wife of Horseman of Apocalypse Death who was impressed by her bravery and made her queen

Aaaand another sleepless night ugh... first I was struggling with feeling -something- is here and I was terrified, I felt some stuff, some weird noises too and then it was like I heard my dog making some quiet sounds so I got up cause I was worried something trying to hurt him. Then I lied in bed waiting for my husband with light turned on, all covered and watching around. When he got back we lied in bed together but I was unable to sleep, I felt better and safe with him next to me but sadly that night was awful, I was waking up all the time and Im so exhausted today. I hate my insomnia so much... I feel like shit, I see my fucked up hormones worsened my health a lot but lack of sleep makes it real hell haha I hate looking on my face lately so much, seeing how bad and sick I look... on good days I just put a lot of makeup and thats okay but when I dont have energy for anything I just avoid mirrors haha

well I need to chill now. Later I gonna work on my Powerpoint slideshow for thesis defence, thankfully after yesterday preparations call I know its rather small thing and should be quite easy to do :> so Im positive

dont worry about me, tomorrow I will have call with doctor so I hope to get some meds to sort out my problems

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto Huge thanks to all of my Patrons and people who donate 🖤