attempt to analyze

it is simply my attempt to analyze other people

[helga-von-storm]

"Ми знали се, і в нас не раз душа боліла,

І серце рвалося, і груди жаль стискав;

Та сльози, ані жаль, ні біль пекучий тіла,

Ані прокляття нас не відтягли від діла,

І молота ніхто із рук не випускав.

Отак ми всі йдемо, в одну громаду скуті

Святою думкою , а молоти в руках

Нехай прокляті ми і світом позабуті!

Ми ломимо скалу, рівняєм правді путі,

І щастя всіх прийде по наших аж кістках"

- "Каменярі", Іван Франко

[helga-von-storm]

"Is all that we see or seem

But a dream within a dream?"

[littleoil]

in the river of stars

We wait for each other in endless time

[iamjapanese]

MŌRI Baien（毛利梅園 Japanese 1798-1851）

from 梅園草木花譜夏之部    via

[helga-von-storm]

[helga-von-storm]

Preferences

For career you need to get a promotion. For getting promotion you need to be the person your boss likes. For receiving some goods from your boss you need to make something that will bring him some “extra snack”. It is not about quality of your job. It is not about you. It is about “nature” of your job. It is about preferences of your boss or in other words your boss’ promotion.

[helga-von-storm]

“Dixie&Trixie” Chapter 2. Self-identification

We were named Dixie&Trixie. Though this we knew nothing about our place, about our male, our social roles etc. It was very inconvenient, how should we interract with talk to society without knowing this? In this situation we could pretend for something that we have no rights

[helga-von-storm]

Dixie and Trixie. Chapter 1 “The beginning”

 “A journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step”   Lǎo Zǐ

It was cloaca of our lives. We were thrown out from beautiful shiny life of our Little Boss into this hole of the world. Now we are nameless and homeless...

We were waiting in this wood old box with others for someone who will take us.   “Actually for someone who will take care for us but it is as lucky” - Dixie. We were waiting six long days and finally one of us was taken. Trixie  was first   then me.

Our  potential new Boss weighed us and we were found lightweight and it defined our fates.We were bought.      Our new Boss brought us to her home and were named Dixie and Trixie. From now on processes of self-identification and adaptations were started. 

[helga-von-storm]

Я уснула на поле битвы, В самом центре кровавой бойни, Среди раненных и убитых, Полежать хотелось спокойно. Всё равно нет смысла бороться, Я и так давно уже пала, И уснула, выключив солнце, Потому, что очень устала.

Fleur

My will is so weak. I`m so sad about it. I always can see it in my younger brother. We have the same problem but I can’t respect him because of this. I am always afraid somebody will reveal my true identity.

[helga-von-storm]

Money, money, money...

I saw people who didn`t love their job and still walked. I saw people who were sick and they continued to work. I always wonder how can I reach this level of motivation (do something for earning money in any situation)?  And when I got a job because I really needed money I finally understood. These people just need money and that`s why they are still working.  That`s all! There`s no mystery at all. There`s nothing about motivation. Only about survival. I`m still thinking if we can consider motive of survival as self-motivation?

[mickeyandcompany]

Art by Heather Theurer

[tonidorsay]

That amazing LILO one though, with a secret appearance of nemo…

[helga-von-storm]

It is awesome! 

[helga-von-storm]

“The end of Something”

[helga-von-storm]

http://www.patheos.com/blogs/davewillis/7-truths-to-remember-when-life-feels-broken/

[helga-von-storm]

Call me?

“She always looked at the phone. She always said “I will never forgive myself if I miss the call from Olya“. She missed you.”  - These words about my dear sister touched my heart. I felt warmth hearing them ))

My sister said this when I was in another teen camp. This time was a test for me and the results were not good. Because of this and many other reasons I needed conversations with my sister every day but I couldn`t have them. Why??? Just because I`m lucky :(

[helga-von-storm]

“My groupmates don`t have. abstract thinking. Maybe it is so because they didn`t  solve math problems“ - My sister. “It seems like snobbism, doesn`t it? I understand why she think so but it is contradict her humanistic philosophy. The main point humanism is “human is the highest value”. It means each person is valuable and everyone deserves to be respected and it doesn`t depend on person`s mental level and other stuffs. Sometimes she looks like this (look at picture before). I understand insufficient smart person always wastes your time and bla-bla-bla. But ... when she told things like this I always feel miserable because I start to think: “Is my mental level sufficient?”, “Am I smart enough?”:( Let`s be humanists!” - it is what I wrote here and five minutes later I understood she told that the don`t have abstract thinking. Only this! She didn`t tell that they are stupid or something like that. Agrshhhh. I am so angry. She is right. I always hear more than people say. I always think out. Each person is interpretor and scrambler at the same time. And sometimes it is so hard to inerprete and understand other people in right way

[helga-von-storm]

Many people (including the character in my novel) think you can never love people as much as you can miss them. I think in the end you can–and must–love others more than you could ever miss them. 

[helga-von-storm]

Words, words, words.

William Shakespeare, Hamlet . “All people are constantly joking. Look at this! How many words have lost their meaning!?” - This is my sister`s quote. She told this when we discussed about important words such as “love”, words that express our deep feelings and grave things in our lives.