Hadley To Be Here

Hadley! 28. This blog is chaotic and has no theme other than I reblog any post that makes me feel something

[syring3]

You will get over it because you fucking have to

[kosmogrl]

get in loser we’re gonna try again despite it all

[zelldas]

no other person on this planet was made for you, they were made for themselves. love is all about choices. no one is going to be perfect for you, and i think we need to stop raising everyone on the belief that someone out there, just one other person in the whole world, was “made for you” because it isn’t true. no one is made for you, besides you. other people belong to themselves. if you want to make it work with someone, it’s about hard work, understanding, compassion, communication, and choice

[fursasaida]

adult life is truly just thinking “I NEED TO CLEAN” while dealing with the 17 other things that have a hard deadline

[perlukafarinn]

Canon divergent AU where Shane is a little more paranoid and when Hayden first comments on "Boston Lily", he decides he has to do something to break up the pattern and make it not so noticeable that he's got someone on Boston.

Not seeing Rozanov is not an option, so instead Shane picks out a few other cities to regularly go out by himself in. He'll go for a long walk, maybe sit down somewhere for a drink, and then catch a taxi back to the hotel an appropriate amount of time later. It's honestly pretty nice, unwinding by himself in this way, and now disappearing after games is not a thing specific to Boston! It's just another strange Hollander quirk!

Unfortunately, he fails to account for the guys on the team jumping on the most obvious explanation for all these disappearances, which is that Shane now has a girl in every port.

Word about this starts to spread quick, because it is so out of character for Shane, and pretty soon half the league is under the impression that he's some secret playboy.

Ilya is extremely not chill about this rumor.

[perlukafarinn]

@scunthotter

help 😭😭 ilya's playing 4d chess to keep his man to himself and meanwhile shane's like "it's so nice having ilya with me on my little walks 🥰"

[hellafabhippie]

Heated Rivalry fake dating idea: college sophomore Shane is being hounded by his friends and parents for never going on dates and not being social enough. Tired of being pestered, Shane asks his college teammate and frenemy Ilya to fake date him for a week or two just so his friends know he is trying. Ilya has a reputation for dating someone new every few weeks so Shane figures it won’t be a big deal when they “break up”. Ilya agrees but only if he gets to be the one to end the relationship so his reputation isn’t impacted by nerd Shane dumping him. Shane agrees that’s more than fair. Shane figures Ilya will just let him know in a couple weeks it’s over.

They have been together over a year now.

[hellafabhippie]

First chapter of a fic inspired by this is out on AO3!!! Go support @whitenoisefanfiction and buckle in as we wait for chapter 2!

[hellafabhippie]

Heated Rivalry fake dating idea: college sophomore Shane is being hounded by his friends and parents for never going on dates and not being social enough. Tired of being pestered, Shane asks his college teammate and frenemy Ilya to fake date him for a week or two just so his friends know he is trying. Ilya has a reputation for dating someone new every few weeks so Shane figures it won’t be a big deal when they “break up”. Ilya agrees but only if he gets to be the one to end the relationship so his reputation isn’t impacted by nerd Shane dumping him. Shane agrees that’s more than fair. Shane figures Ilya will just let him know in a couple weeks it’s over.

They have been together over a year now.

[whitenoisefanfiction]

I decided to attempt this prompt. Now looking for a beta reader for a weirdly long-winded fic (Then again, based on all my writing so far, it was always going to be long winded but 18 pages to actually get to the plot? Jeeze!) Unfortunately, my brain has turned on me and is telling me it makes no sense and to delete it because I can't write.

So does anyone wanna beta it?

Or pick a fist fight with my brain? Because I am sick of telling myself to shut the fuck up.

[hellafabhippie]

Who has beta experience and wants to contribute to the cause 🫡

[whitenoisefanfiction]

Another day, another randomly found Tumblr prompt taking over my brain and all my free time.

This time it was a prompt by @hellafabhippie, looking for a HR Fake Dating AU.

So have a snippet of the word vomit I have so far (I have been watching YouTube videos all day about how AI is causing the literacy rates to decline and that has fueled a spit filled writing binge)

No idea if I can keep this current burst of productivity going but we will see.

[hellafabhippie]

Heated Rivalry fake dating idea: college sophomore Shane is being hounded by his friends and parents for never going on dates and not being social enough. Tired of being pestered, Shane asks his college teammate and frenemy Ilya to fake date him for a week or two just so his friends know he is trying. Ilya has a reputation for dating someone new every few weeks so Shane figures it won’t be a big deal when they “break up”. Ilya agrees but only if he gets to be the one to end the relationship so his reputation isn’t impacted by nerd Shane dumping him. Shane agrees that’s more than fair. Shane figures Ilya will just let him know in a couple weeks it’s over.

They have been together over a year now.

[tunisian]

“why are you like that” because im full of love and whimsy and childlike wonder

[junglejim4322]

My delusion that im always right really isn’t helped by the fact I almost always do end up being right

[allsadnshit]

Sometimes I randomly remember how the most important people of my life from like 6-7 years ago are not in my life at all anymore and that's sort of terrifying and also crazy to realize how you actually can survive loss beyond your comprehension and find happiness stronger and more suited for you if you keep going

[allsadnshit]

I feel like one of the biggest life hacks I've found after my twenties is that gravitating towards people who define themselves by what they love and are rather than what they oppose or aren't tends to lead to people who are more generally nice to be around

[susandsnell]

”it’s about queer joy” okay how does it treat women.

[sharigax]

My toxic fandom take is that I think that it's awful how much we can talk to creators and get answers from them word of god style. We should be out here in a godless place rooting for scraps of lore in the media like truffle pigs out in the fields

[sweetcherryblossomswrites]

[cluts]

who cares?? me. so much