I am having a hard time letting my senior friends go, tonight was the last choir party with my senior friends. And I actually found myself tearing up because these boys, well now I guess I should say men, have shown me what to look for in a man. What to look for in you. One of these men are like my brother. I am so glad he became the youth intern, because if he left, I am sure I would cry. Then my favorite Honduran (from Honduras), tried to scare me tonight, but I saw his foot before he said "Boo.", I love this guy so much. He like the other guy has shown me what to look for in a guy. And I am thankful God moved him from Honduras and let me meet him back in the 7th grade. He too is a brother, I hope you will meet him one day. Now this last senior boy I only met in March, but he is the sweetest person I ever met. He is black, not to be racist, but that's even how he describes himself too. He is shorter than me, but he has a big heart. And I liked him as soon as I met him. (Not like that goofball.) He has the heart of a senior girl who I pray is his wife. From what I see, he treats her perfectly. And they aren't clingy. He just like the rest are my brothers, and I will miss him terribly. The senior girls, Amber, Chelsea and Rebekah, are the best friends I could ask for. Amber is amazing, she is my mentor. And she loves me like her little tall sister. She is so short. And Chelsea, is like the best person ever. She is so hilarious, much like me. And I have known her forever. Rebekah, the least talkative out of all of them. She is really such a beautiful girl. And she can make lots of people laugh. I am going to miss my 3 sisters. I love them so much. And on this journey with them, they have taught me life lessons about the 'perfect' man. They have taught me how to seek out the things I want in a guy and respect him because he might not be you. Even though I have had 0 boyfriends ever. I like seeking out the stuff. I hope to find you soon. ,Your future wife