Lizard's stories and characters blog

they are a mess.

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Eve and Erin deserved a chance to love each other when they were alive, I wonder what they would have been like

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WRITING DOWN INFORMATION FOR THAT ONE SHORT FILM I WANT TO MAKE

PART ONE - the two girls stand together in a pool, looking at each other but avoiding eye contact, awkwardly touching each others’ arms very lightly. A voice speaks in the background talking about what is happening as if recalling a memory. “Do you remember that day at the waterpark, when you realised you were in love with your best friend? Somehow in the chlorine water and hazy warmth made her seem softer and more beautiful than ever before. Somewhere, a star exploded. It might have been in you.” Color scheme: blue, orange, soft pink, yellow. No action. 

PART TWO - one of the girls from the first scene is hiding under a table outside, at some sort of garden party. She is trying to pull off a piece of lace that has been sewn into her wrist. An older woman comes and pulls her out from under the table to her objections, and begins sewing lace into the back of her neck while the girl shouts, but her shouts are faded and drowned out by soft music at the party- all of the people around seem oblivious to what is happening. Color scheme: white, pink, yellow, green. No narration. 

PART THREE: a. the girl from the previous two scenes is laying in bed in the early morning. Suddenly the voice from the first scene speaks again, this time clearly directly two her in the moment, telling her to hide under her blankets until the man on the bicycle passes far by her house. “You can’t let him see you, hide, hide! Don’t uncover your head until he’s long gone, the trench can’t cover you now.” b. time passes after a few moments of obvious fear, and the light changes, it is now later morning and the girl has fallen back asleep.(camera view under blanket with her.) She wakes up again and uncovers her head to find sunlight coming through the window, and her love / best friend from the first scene lying next to her. Color scheme a: black, darkish orange, brown. Color scheme b: brighter orange, yellow. No narration for b

[heloise-eats-dirt]

modern au Rhonwen would shoplift because she’s a bastard but then she would cry about it and give the stuff to someone else 

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Any universe variation of Heloise would shoplift because she is a bastard and that is the end of it

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Any universe variation Aderyn would accidentally shoplift and then try to give the things back because she is baby

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modern au Rhonwen would shoplift because she’s a bastard but then she would cry about it and give the stuff to someone else 

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Any universe variation of Heloise would shoplift because she is a bastard and that is the end of it

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modern au Rhonwen would shoplift because she’s a bastard but then she would cry about it and give the stuff to someone else 

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I just want my characters from The June Children to meet Anna’s caravan squad....Please................... need

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Moe never regained the ability to talk but she learned how to cope with ir and communicate in her own way, and as she grew up she made lots more friends and was very happy even though she still carried the weight of her childhood. She eventually lived in a cabin on a hill in the woods with lots of animal friends and contraptions she made (she took up mechanics and building as a teenager) and Rhonwen visited frequently and invited her lots of places and helped Moe deal with her nervousness around people she didn’t know. Moe decided to write some stuff too as an adult, mostly just bout animals and building stuff but Rhonwen made sure that it was distributed to people who would read it

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Moe is so good bc she’s sweet and kind and smart and snarky and secretive and loving and afraid and clever and she somehow expresses it all so clearly despite not being able to talk at all 

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Okay, introducing my band of nonbinary characters who don't really have a story yet!!!! In no particular order

Basil

they/he

bisexual

16

loves plants and earth and stuff

collects birdhouses!!!!

lives with their dad

short and round. They are freckled and spectacled

Bean

they/them

queer

18

has a boyfriend

autistic

loves the Muppets a lot, has a Kermit puppet they take everywhere

mostly eats saltine crackers

mowawked

Billy

they/them

asexual, unsure of their romantic orientation

15

has a furby named Salamander

loves sewing

collects candles

wears cozy jackets

severe peanut allergy

Enoch

she/they

aromantic, unsure of sexual orientation but not concerned with it

17

a noble and fashionable knight

wants a queerplatonic relationship but mostly friends right now

has a pet bird

draws

loves flowers

I kind of feel bad that Enoch is the only one whose name doesn't start with a b, I hope she doesn't feel left out

I want to make some kind of sweet little story with them as a group of friends, I'm not sure if it should be them meeting online in a nb group maybe?? I think online friends would be a cool story dynamic perhaps

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Aderyn is such a sweet and wonderful character, I feel blessed to be the one who made her. She deserves all the happiness in the world and I will make sure she gets it

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“I don’t think it’s that anything’s wrong, it’s just that you make me so happy, and I don’t know how to deal with it, my heart feels too small for all the big emotions.” Aderyn

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“I want to be angry. I want to be angry but I can’t anymore, I can’t be anything but regretful and afraid. I spent my entire life being angry, it’s been my only defense for the past ten years but it can’t help me anymore. There’s no more anger left in my body. Only hurt. 

“But still the only thing I can see of myself is anger, these angry jagged lines on my neck, the flaming red anger marking the shape of my body. I was built of anger but I’ve run out.” Erin

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If Eve would have had a better life and a later death she would have been a very lovey and fluffy person. Unfortunately life hurt her until the end and she never got a chance to be in love, to live the way she would have wanted, to let herself be soft

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I'm so stupid I just realised that I literally gave Aderyn most of my autistic traits, Aderyn is autistic babey!!

She collects things she loves almost obsessively and keeps them safe and counts them everyday, she's attached to one (1) person and only knows how to socialize with her, she's hyper-empathetic but doesn't know how to appropriately explain her emotions to people, she's sensitive to sensory things (especially sound and lights), people around her see her as childish, she doesn't understand the motives behind people's actions and can't understand subtext, etc etc etc I'm screaming

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My favorite thing about Clarise as a villain is that she's essentially a child playing dress-up pretend, she doesn't know what she's doing, she doesn't even know her end goal- she's just hurt and angry and let it make her cold. She pretends to be calculated but she's impulsive and childish and as her plan unravels everyone can see it.

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I don’t know if Clarise is going to get a small redemption arc and then die, die with no redemption, get a small redemption arc and then disappear without dying, or disappear with no redemption 

[trenderish]

trans graffiti is so sexy

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just try and tell me this isnt the sexiest shit youve ever seen