a canister of stars

collection of meaningless ramblings, short stories, messy art, forgotten paths, and listless lovers. this is the very personal writing blog of meg. click here to read poems that I've written. click here to read prose that I've written. click here for my quote art.

[herecomeshiftingtides]

I have a lot of resentment towards you. I went through a really difficult and traumatising time, a time when I really wanted you to be there, and you weren’t there. And you weren’t there by accident, but by choice. You chose to not be there for me, and I can never forget how that felt.

[herecomeshiftingtides]

i don’t know where else to put this, so here it will go. 

my heart is hurting. i called upon the goddess of aphrodite, whom I’ve been working with, for help. she appeared to me in a bright, glowing, warm, golden white light. she asked me what was wrong, and i cried. she wiped away my tears, telling me that it was all right. she would help me, and answer my plea. i don’t know how else to describe it. it was cathartic. she was wonderful and luminescent. 

[boneprinces]

Sun’s Jar Spell Series

Courage and Confidence

Comfort and Courage

Focus

Self Empowerment

Warding

Concentration and Motivation

Wishes and Luck

Peace and Calming

Psychic Enhancement 

Prosperity and Success

Cleansing

Happiness, Joy, and Positivity

Forget and Move On

Spirit Sight

[herecomeshiftingtides]

thank you

[fairyofthefriz]

“A lovely military man selling poppies stopped me today and asked if he could reposition mine - while doing so he told me that women should wear their poppy on their right side; the red represents the blood of all those who gave their lives, the black represents the mourning of those who didn’t have their loved ones return home, and the green leaf represents the grass and crops growing and future prosperity after the war destroyed so much. The leaf should be positioned at 11 o'clock to represent the eleventh hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month, the time that World War One formally ended. He was worried that younger generations wouldn’t understand this and his generation wouldn’t be around for much longer to teach them”

— ANZAC (kittykatex)

[spellshaken-blog]

try not to think of this as a goodbye. the french say au revoir instead, which i think is beautiful because although it loosely translates to goodbye, it really means until we meet again. and it may sound insincere now, but i really do hope we meet again. maybe it’ll be in a different universe, or a different time and place, when you’re not too angry at the world for things it can’t really control, all bruised heart and bloody fists, or when i haven’t chopped off a whopping six inches of my hair just to feel something new (though it really felt like i was cutting off a part of you with it). and i say farewell to you, but i hold your heart in my teeth, and i think: we’ll meet again. i’m sure of it.

AU REVOIR IS NOT THE SAME THING AS GOODBYE, k.t. [ for @emilyaitch ] // want a poem? (via ibuzoo)

[koresoteirass]

Cancer’s are emotional; that’s no fault of theirs but mine, I have more than enough tears for us both.

Scorpio’s fill my heart greater than before, but where I see a cup half full, they see it half empty.

Pisces is my reflection in the tide pool and I wish I could be one with them without causing chaos.

[koresoteirass]

Gemini’s could not be more wrong for me but somehow weasel their way into my love life.

Libra’s are my spiritual soulmates and in another world it would have worked out.

Aquarius’s are fun, but they’re always too disconnected, we exist on different planets.

[koresoteirass]

Taurus’s understand and nurture but I could never return that favor, not the way they want.

Virgo’s would be perfect, should be perfect, but we wished on different shooting stars.

Capricorn’s exist only in the past, but the river of my heart flows forward, not back.

[koresoteirass]

Aries makes me want them more and more, the harder they push the firmer I pull.

Leo’s are for the person I used to be, and I can no longer love them the way she could.

Sagittarius is so bold, beautiful, and strong, I could never break them and won’t dare to try.

[mono-maniac]

[chrispinesays]

I am used to the fact that people view me differently to how I view myself. I’m actually much stranger than most people think. Because I am blonde and blue-eyed and called Chris, people either take me for a snob or an All American Boy who plays football, has a big mouth and tears girls apart. In the meantime, I prefer to sit in a poncho on the porch of my farm, smoking a pipe

Chris Pine, GQ South Africa, September 2017 (via chrispinesays)

[antondee]

Paris. 28.8.14 | Lei http://ift.tt/1A9SHoO

[herecomeshiftingtides]

sometimes i just want to word vomit and tell you everything. why i’m so rotten and broken inside. my biggest fears. what i dream about at night. what i think happens after death. and then i want you to tell me everything, too. what you want for the future. who was your first kiss. your favourite colour. the first time you saw the ocean. i’m so starved and want every single word you have to give. 

[herecomeshiftingtides]

<p>you were nervous. you couldn’t kiss me without shaking. my heart was beating so hard against my chest I thought it would cause earthquakes. we went back to your place, to grab your keys. we sat in your car and you drove us around to the ocean. you opened up to me, and I wanted to know everything.</p><p>“do you kiss everyone this much?” you asked, laughing as I stole another. </p><p>“nope,” I replied earnestly. how could I help myself? </p>

[herecomeshiftingtides]

I FEEL SO WEIRD I FEEL LIKE I'm not me

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