I want you to be happy more than anything and it destroys me sometimes that we’re not together because we’re too different and I find myself wishing years down the line you’re a different kind of person and we meet, but I can’t expect that cause what I fell for was you, but it was too much for me to handle. Other days I’m just fine and every one of them I’m happy on my own and moving towards my goals. It’s just those times when I wonder what if this and that which I know would lead to the same result over and over again. Thank you for what we were. It’s my first birthday without you and you’ll never read this but what we’ve given one another and how we’ve grown together will always have a place in my heart.




















