FEAR & DELIGHT !

icicles  don't  soften  when  they  die... ———𝐒𝐎    𝐖𝐇𝐘      𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐃     𝐈    ?

[merutiii]

        DON’T    KNOW  ,   I    DON’T   KNOW    HOW    I    CAN    MOVE    AGAIN    !

   JUST    LIKE    ALL    THE    HIPPY    KIDS    FLOODING    THE    STREET——

            DONT    KNOW   ,     I    DON’T    KNOW    THE    REASON    YOU    SAID

    ‘      TREASURE     WHAT    YOU    HAVE    NOW     ’

             ———THEY’RE     PRETTY     WORDS     BUT     DIDN’T                                                                                          MEAN                                                                                                    A      THING    !

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if   skeptic   were   to   have   a   [blank]core   or   [blank]kin   type   thing ,  what   would   it   be  ?     (   example ,  dollkin   or   dollcore   if   dollcore   is   a   thing   )

[holaitsliza]

And at night, tears replaced anger, making her feel lonelier than she really was.

L.R. excerpt from a book I’ll never write (via holaitsliza)

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btw this is a sideblog ,  but maybe not for long

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[noirnil]

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           PLOTTING    CALL   !      like   this   post   &   i’ll   hop   into   ur   IMs   or   DMs   to   plot    !     please   have   a   muse   in   mind   or   else   i’ll   probably   enforce   my   ocs  .

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do not rb

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◞ .  °  ♡     @hypocritehero said  : ❛❛ It’s okay. I’ve got you. ❜❜ (for JIKI)

         perhaps   running   on   little   legs   on   land      you’re   unfamiliar   with   isn’t   a   smart   idea  .        running   towards   a   destination   you   didn’t   know   existed  .       following   a   little   behind   your   brother   and   a   hero   course   student  ,     distracted   by   a   beautiful   bush   of   vibrant   flowers  ,     and   then   rushing   to   meet   up   with   them  .       a   recipe   for   disaster  .     and   when   Jiki   trips   on   an   uneven   piece   of   sidewalk  ,     a   tiny   gasp   leaves   as   she   faceplants——a   sharp     (     CRRR— ACCK  ! !     )       eliciting   at   the   fall  .       Suuko   does   turn   in   momentary   interest  ,     Izuku   spinning   around   nearly   instantly   in   surprise  .       her   brother   doesn’t   care   for   too   long  ,     turning   his   back   to   her   and   continuing   his   walk   as   if   she   was   the   homeless   begging   for   money   on   the   curb  .       it   seems   Izuku   idles   though  ,     though   Jiki   doesn’t   understand   why  .

        the   ravenette   remains   facing   the   pavement  ,        not   an   ounce   of   pain   but   a   little   dazed   from   the   descend  .        eventually  ,     arms   support   herself   from   the   ground  ,    whipping   her   head   up   suddenly   to   reveal   her   visage  .      it’s   a   repulsive   mess—— pieces   of   her   flesh   trickling   off   like   a   broken   eggshell  ,      blood   cascading   from   a   pale   and   bruised   forehead   downwards   and   getting   her   eye  .        from   the   warmth   and   wet   sensation       (      and   the   red   substance   dripping   from   her   nose   and   chin      )         Jiki   recognizes   she’d   shattered   her   porcelain  .       it’s   then   when   she   realizes   the   green   headed   boy   had   started   to   panic  ,     rushing   over   to   her   in   an   instant  .        Jiki   doesn’t   understand   why   he   was   in   such   a   hurry   to   help   her—— nor   does   she   get   why   he   would   want   to   help   her  .       but   she’s   scooped   before   she   can   ponder   long  ,     Izuku   easily   lifting   her   and   wrapping   a   hand   below   her   leg  ,     the   other   holding   onto   her   head   pressed   onto   the   crook   of   his   neck  .

         reflexively  ,        Jiki   clung   her   legs   and   arms   around   the   older  ,     confused  .       it   was   a   blur   from   that   point  ,     getting   the   taste   of   bronze   on   tongue   as   her   hair   blew   in   her   face   from   the   speed   they   ran  .       or   rather  ,     the   speed   in   which   Izuku   ran  .        the   girl   clutched   his   uniform   top  ,     eyes   squeezing   shut  .        he   must’ve   noticed  ,     for   which   he   spoke   kindly  ,     much   different   words   than   what   he   displayed   visually  .       Jiki   paused   at   the   reassurement—— it   was   so   odd   to   be   told   such   a   thing ...    she   was   always   expected   to   get   herself   together   alone  .       to   not   inconvenience   others   with   her   problems  .       in   which   she   only   holds   tighter  ,     not   bothering   to   tell   him   that   she   didn’t   feel   any   pain   at   all  .

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◞ .  °  ♡     @fcresought​ said  : ❛   something terrible’s about to happen  .   .   . ❜ @ mag

       there’s   a   disappointed   sigh   that   leaves   the   boy’s   lips  ,        golden   gaze   peering   at   the   other   through   the   glare   of   lenses  .      he   knew   shrugging   off   Chiyuki   grazing   his   arm   was   a   dumb   idea  ,     he’s   always   been   his   brother’s   sort   of   magic   ball   for   seeing   the   future  .       ❛        Chi  -  Chi ...        ❜            Mageru   begins  ,     setting   down   the   pencil    ‘  pon   the   dining   table   and   resting   hands   in   lap  ,     shoulders   droop  .     ❛        you   know   you   have   to   use   your   Quirk   sparingly .    but  ,    since   you’ve   already   done   it—— what   did   you   see    ?       ❜

[musingmeme-blog]

random dialogue starters from “doki doki literature club” .  PT. 1  always feel free to change pronouns!  ( TRIGGER WARNING    /   SPOILERS  )

001.   ❛  i guess there’s a little devil inside all of us   ,  huh  ?   ❜

002.   ❛  i imagine a future where i can be with you   .    ❜

003.   ❛  after all you’ve done for us   ,   there isn’t much i can do for you in return   .  ❜

004.   ❛  they don’t teach us in high school that there are other options for us out there .  ❜

005.   ❛  is it love if i set you free  ?  ❜

006.  ❛   this is where we say goodbye  .  ❜

007.   ❛   don’t cut yourself on that edge  !   ❜

008.   ❛   don’t be shy  .   .   .    ❜

009.   ❛   how can i write love into reality  ?  ❜

010.   ❛  i’m going to miss you  .  ❜

011.   ❛   i’ve had really bad depression my whole life   .    ❜

012.   ❛   GET OUT OF MY HEAD  !  ❜

013.   ❛   most days i can’t even find a reason to get out of bed  .  ❜

014.   ❛   do you want me to go home crying   ?  ❜

015.   ❛  all my memories are hazy  .   .   .   ❜

016.   ❛   surreal horror is often successful at changing the way you look at the world  .    ❜

017.   ❛   i didn’t want you to feel left out  .  ❜

018.   ❛   shut your fucking mouth  .  ❜

019.   ❛   something terrible’s about to happen  .   .   . ❜

020.   ❛   please stop playing with my heart  .  ❜

021.   ❛   i don’t want to come back   .  ❜

022.   ❛   have you considered killing yourself   ?   ❜

023.   ❛   i might be a little jealous  .   .   .   ❜

024.   ❛   my dad would beat the shit out of me if he found this   .  ❜

025.   ❛   i was waiting for you .  ❜

026.   ❛  there’s no happiness here after all   .  ❜

027.   ❛  i don’t want them to think we’re a couple or something  . ❜

028.   ❛   i guess you don’t have it in you to be mean   !  ❜

029.   ❛    thanks for keeping your promise  .  ❜

030.   ❛   but a poem is never actually finished  .   .   .  it just stops moving  .  ❜

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◞ .  °  ♡     @flashyquiirks said  : ❛❛ Hey, hey, don’t cry. It’s okay. C’mon, come sit under the blanket with me. ❜❜ // souma 4 jiki ;)) 

         when   has   she   last   shed   a   tear   ?           last   felt   anything   but   a   sense   of   unimportance    ?        so   much   has   changed   since   she   joined   this   new   family  ,    the   League  .     nothing   is   the   same——the   interior   is   completely   different  ,     the   family   members  ,      no   butt - kisser   butlers   or   imposing   maids ...     it’s   a   lot   to   take   in  .      even    going    to    bed    was   different   !        she    had    to    share    one    with    Souma  ,      but   she   wasn’t   sure   she   could   get   any   sleep   tonight  .

        she   sat   at   the   edge   of   the   bed   ,       donning   a   fancy   nightgown   she’d   brought   from   her   previous   home  ,     hugging   her   knees   close   as   her   brain   pondered   and   processed   all   these   things  .       no   one   bossed   her   around   when   necessary ...     there   weren’t   any   rules   or   expectations ...    everyone   was   just——   themselves  .        the   two   women   in   this      ‘   household   ’      were   anything   but   ladylike  .       it   was   so   different  .       Jiki   felt   a   welling   behind   her   eyes  .       her   legs   shift  ,     leaving   her   chest   and   sprawling   out   in   front   of   her  ,     resting   straight   out   on   the   bed  .       her   frilly   socks   were   barely   visible  .       through   the   dark   she   looked   down   at   her   hand  ,     the   palms   and   the   heels   of   them   bandaged   and   bruised  .       she   didn’t   have   to   feel   ashamed   of   these   wounds   she   couldn’t   control  .       a   tear   drips   down   a   rosy   cheek  .       and   another  .       until   she   breathes   a   sob  ,     voice   hoarse   from   refraining   from   speaking   nearly   the   entire   day   now  .       only   a   moment   passes   before   Jiki’s   quietly   wailing  ,      wiping   salty   tears   on   the   collar   of   her   gown  .

         at   the   voice   that   piques   with   concern   ,      the   ravenette   nearly   leaps   out   of   her   socks   from   surprise——   she’d   forgotten   Souma   was   there  .        dull   hues   observe   the   inviting   shift   of   the   sheets  ,     blinking   away   tears   that   built   up   on   lids  .       Jiki   rises   a   little  ,     crawling   to   the   boy   and   settling   on   the   room   made   for   her  .        with   hesitation  ,     she   sinks   under   the   covers  ,     feeling   the   fading   warmth   made   by   Souma   on   the   mattress   and   blankets  .        how   does   she   feel   more   at   home   here   than   she   ever   has   in   her   very   own   bed   back   at   the   mansion     ?         it’s   overwhelming ...     but   her   tears   seem   instantly   dried  ,     her   heart   swelling   with   some   unfamiliar   emotion  .        even   with   an   extensive   vocabulary   such   as   her   own  ,     Jiki   struggles   to   find   the   words   to   describe   this   feeling.         through   the   twilight   pitch   does   she   glance   at   her   roommate  ,     the   sight   of   his   worried   expression   initiating   an   action   she’d   never   go   through   with   without   permission—— rolling   close   to   Souma   and   wrapping   little   arms   around   whatever   she   could   of   his   larger   body  ,    nuzzling   damp   cheeks   into   his   chest  .

[jigglypuffsvevo]

my kink is closing doors so that i am in complete solitude

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“Sleep is for the weak,” i say. my hands are shaking. i can hear colors.   

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Sad and Soft  {Sentence Starters}

❛❛ I took your hoodie and I’m not giving it back. ❜❜

❛❛ Please just… just hold me. ❜❜

❛❛ C’mere. Lean on me. ❜❜

❛❛ You look like you need a hug. Come here. ❜❜

❛❛ I’m never leaving this blanket nest ever again. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you don’t like hugs, but… I could really use one right now… ❜❜

❛❛ Just stay a little longer. Please. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s so cold outside, but you’re so warm… ❜❜

❛❛ I’m sorry. I should have asked first, just… it reminded me of you. ❜❜

❛❛ Let me hold you for a while. ❜❜

❛❛ It’s okay. I’ve got you. ❜❜

❛❛ Everything hurts. Being with you is the only good thing in the world anymore. ❜❜

❛❛ Hey, hey, don’t cry. It’s okay. C’mon, come sit under the blanket with me. ❜❜

❛❛ All I want to do is sit and eat cookies and watch cheesy romcoms right now. But I’d love some company. ❜❜

❛❛ I brought blankets, takeout, and your favourite movie. I know it won’t fix everything, but it might help. ❜❜

❛❛ Please stay with me tonight. I don’t want to be alone. ❜❜

❛❛ I made some tea. Now, do you need to talk? Or should I just put on some music? ❜❜

❛❛ I’m not going to leave. I’ll stay as long as you need me to. ❜❜

❛❛ Your hair’s soft… I just want to pet it until I forget everything but how soft it is… ❜❜

❛❛ Shh, shh. It’s okay. You’re alright. You’re safe now. ❜❜

❛❛ I know you’re hurting right now, and I’m so sorry. Tell me what will help and I’ll do it. ❜❜

❛❛ I just want to see you smile again. ❜❜

❛❛ This is stupid but… could you sing to me? You have such a nice voice, and I think it might help calm me down… you don’t have to, but… ❜❜

❛❛ Lay your head in my lap and try to get some rest. ❜❜