I know y’all have been following the posts over the years and my single heart’s desires
This past 13 months of my life has seen the most exponential growth.
I’ve taken control of emotional eating and changed my life by taking care of my body.
I’ve changed my nutrition and it lead to a huge increase in energy and positivity for me.
Part of this growth was a serious about of weight loss - which was incredibly easy. I’m ready to work on maintaining these habits and eating behaviours and incorporate exercise into my lifestyle and daily routines.
All these positive things led me to an increase of confidence and comfortability I haven’t known in years.
I met a cute boy who met some of my needs and filled up the loneliness with laughter. But, if I’m being honest with myself and you... I knew from day one he wasn’t the right person for me. I did the right thing and ended it. I was sad because I liked dating someone ! It was amazing to be valued that way and care about someone! I felt peace about my decision and I’ve maintained confident that it was the right thing to end it.
I wanted to “date” and meet people and find a partner to link my life with! I was so ready for these experiences and meeting new people to see what we could build. I went back on the dating apps and I felt HORRIBLE. I was talking to a few men and I wasn’t connecting with or interested in any of them. I was so frustrated and had a complete break down because they weren’t what I was looking for in a partner and I wanted something to happen. @followthered helped me see what a tremendous amount of pressure I was putting on myself and how I was rushing this process of “dating” and encouraged me to disable the app.
I had about 10 guys in my match queue and left the app for about 23 hours and didn’t message any of the men I was speaking with during that day. At the very last few moments before the matches expire I quickly glanced through all the matches in my queue and felt so drawn to message one in particular. I had a really strong feeling about him.
Within moments of talking I already felt something towards him that I didn’t feel with any of the others I had been speaking to.
I messaged my best friend to ask if she knew him because they went to the same university. The words she used to describe him were “he was highly admired” and you should absolutely meet him.
Less than 18 hours after our first conversation began, we met. (I asked 89000 questions about covid and safety and I decided we could trust each other. He drove across the country and got tested before he left and when he arrived to be safe, refused to get on a plane so he drove here to be safe, won’t go in restaurants, social distancing from all his friends and his brothers to be safe.) He was exactly who I thought he would be. My heart was comfortable and sure and steady. We laughed and talked and shared and held hands.
He wants to live a life like Jesus and is passionate about social justice. He is a law student in Ontario and wants to work in international relations and effect policies that cause injustice. He’s incredibly intelligent and has this vocational calling (like mine in teaching). We have values that align and agree on critisicms about “the church” and we just respect each other.
That night we met and stayed up till 3 am in the park under the stars and when the sprinklers came on we danced in the water and he kissed me. (When did my life become a romantic movie?)
I met his family 3 days later and his mom is my soul mate. I don’t even believe in soul mates but she is my most kindred spirit.
He wanted to meet all my family and friends so that when he had to go back to Ontario I could get wisdom and support about our relationship from the people I trust.
He was supposed to leave the week he met me but He extended his trip by a week to invest in getting to know me.
Behind the scenes he was organizing with his family a way to move to B.C. to date me. His lease was up in October and law school is online due to covid. He arranged to move here to date me in person this year.
He treats me as an equal. He treasures me. He disagrees with me respectfully and listens to me try to make sense of things. He accepts my flaws and wants me to annoy him forever. He loves the sound of my voice and my embrace. He demonstrates leadership and ensures my leadership is followed, too. He is a critical thinker and provides balance to my emotional reactions. He challenges me in the best ways. We are learning so much about each other. And we are committed to making this grow.
I have never felt so steady and sure about something before. This peace is priceless. He’s really special. And I tell him that all the time, that there’s something about him that I’ve never known could exist. His response is that there’s something about US that’s special. He affirms me and speaks life into me. We are both scared but being brave and being vulnerable in this. He’s not afraid to tell me what he thinks and believes and I trust him so much to do the right thing. There’s nothing I would change about him. I accept him fully for who he is and appreciate it all.
Dating at this age is weird because we have both built our lives and are looking for someone who fits in to what we have already established. And I’m confident that I found someone I want to link my life with.
Thankful and content heart here.
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