Natalie’s Journey 🧘🏻‍♀️

Formally “natalie-a-d” prior to acnt being suspension,. This blog is about my transition journey from MTF, Transgender topics, my hopes, my desires, and my journey to become my true feminine self. I ask if U msg me, call me by my name, treat me as a woman, not as a piece of meat, and don’t fuk with my mind or feelings…otherwise we’ll be friends

[kristine-transfem]

Instagram:allureofallison

[natalie-journey]

Well I sort of feel that I’m back to being myself on here on a daily basis and stumbled onto this kind of Introductory post on someone else’s blog and figured I do one myself as an FAQ for anyone on here who chooses to follow me, wants to get to befriend me, and for whichever men want to get to know me more on a personal level.

INTRODUCTION:

My name is Natalie, I’m a transgender woman, currently going through HRT, and transitioning to become my authentic feminine self. The picture included in this blog is of me, I’m just a bit camera shy atm to show my face, but I feel it’s only right to show that I am the actual person behind this blog.

NAME & PRONOUNS: Natalie (she/her)

AGE: 36 (scorpio/Nov)

ABOUT ME: 5'6", 180 Ibs, transgender woman

LOCATION & LANGUAGE: english, USA (EST)

INTERESTS:

photography (scenic), movies: thriller/action/scifi fantasy, romantic, documentaries/shorts, anime (gundam wing/cowboy bebop, reading, cycling 🚴🏻‍♀️

SPORTS/FAVORITE TEAMS:

cycling, bowling, baseball (Yankees), football ⚽️ (Liverpool), hockey (Capitals), basketball (Lakers)

THINGS THAT IM INTO:

intelligence/humor/good conversation, pet names (baby, good girl, babygirl, angel, princess), muscles, facial hair, drunk sex/intox play, hickies/marks, nipple play (soft)/nipple sucking, begging, brat taming, soft doms, biting, light degradation & discipline, public groping

THINGS THAT IM NOT INTO:

Cum in my face/hair/mouth. (I value my hair greatly and don’t need any sort of cum to touch it. My got an awful gag reflex and the taste of cum in my mouth isn’t one I’m willing to accept atm), pet play, manipulation, abuse, inc3st, asphyxiation, extreme pain, permanent damage, and anything threesome related. If im gonna be intimate and sexual with someone, they’re gonna have my absolute attention and my entire body. I find it rude to split attention between 2 men and or with another woman and my man. Im just a selfish person that way that if im gonna get myself into being the most vulnerable, i wanna only worry about one person and two.

SUBMISSION:

I’m ONLY into submitting to a man and not toward a woman. I’m NOT into looking submitting to another woman. If you message me looking for a submissive out of me, I’ll immediately delete your message and block you. Im not into forced submission. I will only submit to someone if they have earned my trust and respect as submission from me ought to be earned not forced.

FOLLOW BACK

If you follow me and i see there’s nothing to your blog, I will not follow back.

MESSAGING ME

If you message me, message me like a normal person by calling me by actual name (Natalie). Leading a message with hello slut, hello submissive, etc will just immediately lead to deleting your message. Talk to me like a normal person respectfully and I’ll talk to you like a normal person respectfully. If after a bit we begin to know each other, then we can relax some things and begin to talk intimately and dirty.

Don’t expect me to right away share other pictures of myself with you, one have to earn my trust and respect to get me to share them with you.

When talking to me, I talk under Vegas Rules, in that whatever we discuss is only known between you and I, and I would presume you do the same with me if we ever get talking dirty or sharing anything personal.

If I don’t necessarily reply back, it’s probably because I have an actual life and job outside of tumblr, so I may forget to reply or don’t have the time. Don’t take it personally, we don’t to each other, and if you truly want to get to talk to me, then you’ll be patient. I’ll msg you when I can at a time that I can put my absolute focus into cause you went out your way to message me, I ought to do the same in return.

TALKING DIRTY

I can talk dirty, I’m quite good at it, and I enjoy it. However if I feel that you’re only talking dirty with me just to get off on me, and begin to start messing with my mind and emotions, I will shut things down right there and block you.

LASTLY:

If you can see me as the woman that I am becoming, that I see myself becoming, treat me as a woman, & respect me as a human being…then we can be friends. I’m a proud trans woman, I’ll support my fellow trans friends to great lengths, and be open to talking to a trans woman that I am.

NATALIE 🫶🏳️‍⚧️

[virtualquakefang]

[natalie-journey]

For London Pride 2027…i will be one as well as it will be my international coming out to the world as my feminine self. Next July can’t come any fn sooner already. 🇬🇧💃🏳️‍⚧️

[beautifully-becoming]

[natalie-journey]

The day can’t come any fn sooner. To truly feel wholesome, a person’s body, mind, and soul need to be communicating with each other using the same language. If even one isn’t communicating properly, one simply can’t truly function properly as all 3 make up the tripod that is us as person. As for someone like me a transgender woman, my mind and soul have been talking the same language for quite some time and now my body has finally started to catch up to where my mind and soul is in their feminization and transition process. I know I need to be patient in my transitioning but to be close to my ideal body right about now would be an absolute delight and rid me of all this dysphoria from my life forever. I can begin to finally live a “normal” life again as my authentic feminine self. My life at the moment isn’t as normal as I want it to be, stuck between being my other self while at work and family and being my true feminine self whenever I’m at home. I’m sure am getting excited but also tiresome with each passing day as I need keep waiting until my body catches up but also be aware that each passing day is one less day left in my life as my other self and one more day closer in becoming my authentic feminine self.

[femworld20]

HRT

[natalie-journey]

Well I’m into my 4th month of HRT (3 months on pills and 1 month on injections) and I’ll say I’ve experienced some of these changes already. Breast Growth has finally begun with a least maybe my first cup size after 4 months. Softening/Decrease Oiliness after a month (I’m so fn glad about that). Decreased Spontaneous Erections & Decreased Libido…unless I’m talking to certain men or I really get myself aroused, it’s much harder to get it hard again with is nice to not have to worry about. Body Fat Distribution…perhaps some more along my waist. Decreased Sperm Production…definitely not as much if I just enjoy myself with nothing inside of me to rile me up like a sissigasm. Facial Hair Growth is now getting more spaced out between necessary shaves and much easier to remove. So not to bad after only 4 months on HRT and who knows how things will a year from now.

[masterxdanx]

[s-fiona]

❤️

[piet-der-kutscher]

....Du....

❣️😘🖤🌹🤍😘❣️

[natalie-journey]

And those kind of people are sadly few in numbers and hard to find. They are the ultimate gold standards of the kind of person I want to have in my life and the kind of man I want to be with. To be with someone who doesn’t just see you as a woman, but as one inside and out, and desires to make you his woman…you can’t wish for anyone better like that. They may not be perfect but if they appreciate and want you for who you both are inside and out, looks beyond your troubled and flawed past, and instead appreciates the kind of person that you currently are..:they are a keeper and the one for you. People like that may take some time to come along and run into in life and so one of my favorite sayings in life is “things come to those who wait”…just long I’ll wait for that man in my life..:as long as it takes.

[delicatecollectivewerewolf]

[natalie-journey]

Damn right I’ve become “boy crazy”. The smell of male cologne just grabs my attention, especially if it’s just the right kind for a particular man and how he carries himself. I need to be careful even whenever I’m presenting as my other self at work because while there are plenty of beautiful female colleagues I work with, I can’t help but not think of the masculine man a part of the crew, what he must be underneath, and what he could do to me in bed as his submissive sissy. I can’t stop thinking about his overpowering hands and arms keeping me in placed and restrained but at the same time providing a sense of comfort and security I’ve never have felt before. And I simply do want a man all to myself to kiss, lick, and feel all over to savor the true presence of a gentleman. Soon I’ll have such a gentleman in my life to where I can devote my absolute time and attention towards him and be his babydoll, his woman, and his bunny.

[cherrymonk-blog-blog]

[nymphoninjas]

fuckyeahfreya:monkeycherry:

seriously who took this photograph? it’s incredible. 

[natalie-journey]

I wanna be taken by a man, I wanna him to ride me into absolute pleasure, i wanna be a pleasure tool for him, I wanna be handled as he guides my body onto his cock with his hands placed aside my waist. I wanna have my arms pulled back while he plows behind me and be completely helpless to do anything about it…and yet all of these desires simply feel just right for me in my mind and soul to experience someday as a woman. I can dream about it all I want and hopefully soon I can actually do something about it physically. With this picture I’m simply looking at my future self as a woman being taken by a man…my dream and feminine destiny awaits.

[sluttysweethearttt]

>.<

[natalie-journey]

“"I'm a hopeless romantic with a dirty mind and high standards. I want to be treated like a lady in public, ravaged in private, and wooed for eternity".

I’m pretty much describing myself…who dares to want to know more about me…?😏

[pantied-in-prettiness]

A gurl can dream…

[natalie-journey]

Tits, vjay, and pearls…what could a woman ever want more than that. 🤍🤍🤍

[infinitelyhisgirl]

∞

[natalie-journey]

Is that the only thing of yours that needs cleaning Daddy ? 😏😋

[naturalsandbig-blog]

#boobs

[natalie-journey]

I’m gonna savor the moment I get to rest my body chest down with no longer worrying about squishing my silicone insert breast but instead squishing my mostly flesh and blood breasts that have grown from within me and now fill my 36DD bras I must now wear daily…I can’t wait to feel and see my permanent lovely ladies.

🍈🥰🍈

[whiskey-bent]

[cassita-g]

Make me feel your hunger ❤️ Make me your prey

[natalie-journey]

Wishing to be a man’s prey and desire like that 👆

[evalollipop-deactivated20231202]

[natalie-journey]

I’m hoping for my first with a man soon so that it further cements my feminine destiny and ride what’s left of my masculinity from inside of me. I want to for a night be utterly my feminine self, make love with a man, become intimate, and have arse be filled with his cum after he has ravaged it and made its own after claiming me. I feel like after this very first moment so many more doors will open allowing me to further embrace my true femininity as my authentic feminine self.

[cumgunsblog-deactivated20231211]

[piet-der-kutscher]

Explosion der Lust......

Für mich persönlich ist der Höhepunkt in dieser Stellung immer noch der intensivste und der der mich mit meiner Gespielin am innigsten verbindet. Genießt den Anblick wenn sie spürt wie ihr sie markiert und sie stolz darauf ist ❤️.

Ich sehne mich nach Dir 😍🥰😘🖤🌹🤍❤️‍🔥❤️🔥

[natalie-journey]

“An explosion of pleasure... For me personally, the climax in this position remains the most intense—the moment that creates the deepest connection with my playmate. Enjoy the sight as she feels you marking her and takes pride in it ❤️. I long for you.”

I long for the day and gentleman whom can make feel as wanted as that, to be as passionate as that, to be as physical as that, and to lignite my soul as its finally meets a soul to which its wants nothing else in the world other than a taste of his. 🥰

[princessashleyy]

my heartbeats so fast

[natalie-journey]

My heart rate during that moment is probably gonna be beating like a race horse at the Kentucky Derby…beating at the anticipation of something I’ve been yearning for so long is finally approaching my back door literally and is about to make its big grand entrance inside of me and sending me into a bliss dimension of pleasure and lust I’m sure will remember forever.

[str8-bottom]

[natalie-journey]

I won’t be fully happy but I’ll keep myself occupied with becoming more feminine with each passing day whether that’s loosing weight, getting into shape with daily bike rides, continual HRT treatments, and daily feminine affirmations. Getting to taste and feel cock inside of me will utter in a new stage in my feminization and transition into my feminine self as I would want more and more to further feminize myself and be more my true feminine self in front of others and in everyday life.

[littlemissfunshineinflorida2]

[natalie-journey]

I wouldn’t just forget my own name, but probably forget how to talk legibility, I’ll probably be mumbling my words, so lost in my mind to say a complete sentence, and I’ll probably be forgetting about all that’s happening around me but simply be focused on here and now of being taken by a man and me drifting more and more into a realm of pure bliss and pleasure. 😵‍💫🤤