“You Keep Me Under Your Spell”

16+ Page! Autism + Bipolar Jirai Kei enthusiast

[herrscherofmetal]

A LONG intro

My name is Fawn but my friends also call me by some of my older names. But if you didn’t know me before then please just call me Fawn! 🤍

My blog is 16+ though I know people tend to ignore that anyway but plz just don’t interact with my posts if you’re under that age I don’t wanna see you here

I am diagnosed with autism and bipolar disorder which I take meds for so it isn’t as bad but I still have some bad days so plz be patient if you ever witness that tyty

She/Her

Pansexual

I play League, wuwa, Roblox sometimes, Overwatch, Cyberpunk 2077 and much more but those are my favs at the moment :3 (yes I am a chud)

I also cosplay and do art but I post most of that on my TikTok! (@herrscherofhoney)

If you wanna be moots just ask I usually say yes if it’s obvious you’re not a creepy old dude (listen I’ve been harrassed a few times by old guys so spare me for being careful)

I am a sharing yumeshipper and would love to interact with other yumeshippers!

My yumes are Aemeath from Wuthering Waves and Flins from Genshin Impact!

If you’re non-sharing that’s cool you can just block me.

Also block me if you’re a toxic yume because y’all are weird!!!

One more thing- I LOVE FORMULA 1!!!

My fav drivers are Oscar Piastri and George Russell! (Yes this season is ripping me to shreds!)

I’m open to discussing anything F1 related or watching Sunday race streams together on Discord! Always looking for more friends with similar interests!

I’m losing brain cells but yeah that’s all right now if you ever wanna chat just dm for my Discord I’m always open to chatting with random people

[bunny-fair]

Lion when talking about Sanguinius: My most beloved and adored brother, why should it be me here instead of you? If only I'd been swifter, you could have lived. You were perfect in all ways, charismatic, strong, habdsome, you could sway worlds with words alone.

Lion when talking about Guilliman: Fuckin pencil pusher

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Went shopping today to buy more clothes after my room burned down and they had a pop mart machine with the overwatch blind box things and somehow I ended up getting the two I wanted most omgomgomgomg

And then I forgot I went to buy clothes but hey at least d.va and tracer got me.

I also really wanted kiriko but I decided I’ve already spent enough money on her I don’t need to buy more boxes to try and get her lmaoooo

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There’s no way to prepare for your entire life changing in a few hours. In a matter of minutes my room burned down because of an outlet and all I could do was watch outside as the firemen tore up my room that once held everything I loved. If you ever wanted to know who I was then all you had to do was look into my room as every single thing in there was a piece of me. It was my worst nightmare to lose everything I held dear in there and it somehow happened. I would do anything and go back in time and try to prevent that. Every single thing that game me comfort is gone and I don’t think I’ll ever recover no matter how much I try to replace. I can’t reinvent myself out of nowhere. Nor do I ever want to. But how am I ever supposed to be my old self with nothing to remember it by. Nothing has or will ever hurt this bad I know that. My room was basically another person to me no matter how crazy that sounds. I don’t know what I could ever do to deserve that. I don’t know if god was punishing me for some reason if there is a god. I don’t think anyone deserves this. I feel like I have nowhere safe to be anymore. Even when I can live in my house again I’ll still feel like a stranger living there. My entire life was in there. They say it’s most important that I’m alive but I don’t know if I feel alive when this is my life right now.

If there’s anything I want to say to others after this DO NOT BUY CHEAP CHARGERS!!! Please only use safe chargers no matter how expensive they are. And do not have them plugged in when you’re away. Please listen to these words no matter what you think of me. Such a simple thing can ruin your life the same way it did to mine. I’ve seen the aftermath of what fires do to people and I never imagined it happening to me. But today I understand them a lot more. Your entire life is in your home and when you lose it it’s such a horrid pain to feel.

I have a lot of rebuilding to do in my life and I know I’ll never be the same person ever again. But I hope someday I’ll find a place where I feel safe again. I have a lot of trauma I need to heal from and I am so grateful to everyone that has helped me so far. I honestly don’t know what I would do without these people in my life. As long as I don’t lose them then I haven’t totally lost everything. As my friends and family are the one thing I value beyond everything else.

[friedri-ce]

what if

[giantnerdsnake]

[herrscherofmetal]

Listen I had to do it

(Still not purchasing celestial out of spite for it)

[milidraws]

[jxsmindoodles]

She’s looking for that spark ✨

[scifiseries]

[edgar-allan-possum]

[teaboot]

Is this a bit silly? Yes. But consider: living in the same universe as RoboMonk

[teaboot]

We Are One step Closer

[marisatomayhem]

have we forgotten Zenyatta

[herrscherofmetal]

Shit I’m cracked at this game yo

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I’m too lazy to record another video to share my cosplay so here’s my stupid TikTok with the ugly watermark

Follow me because 3000 of my followers are inactive people from 2020

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Oh my god she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute she’s so cute

I love Juno

[herrscherofmetal]

Dream skin came home in a loot box

[bonncy]

Go forth in freedom, happy 1 year

[herrscherofmetal]

Help I saw a photo of my op in one of those wl motivation videos

And they were on the side that was being made fun of iykwim

But like I hate them so much but at the same time should I like- tell them?

[herrscherofmetal]

My current NTE team just being tall sexy women + mc so I can pretend I’m just getting dominated by all of them all the time