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I am an autistic goth trans lesbian girl! I have way too many hobbies

[pastelclownkitty]

MY OVARIES!!!!!!

[foralteregos]

Our*

[pastelclownkitty]

THEYRE COMMUNIZING MY FUCKING OVARIES!!!!!!!!

[foralteregos]

Our*

[pastelclownkitty]

GET YOUR HANDS OFF MY FUCKING OVARIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[foralteregos]

Our*

[pastelclownkitty]

I DO NOT CONSENT TO YOU COMMUNIZING MY FUCKING OVARIES!!!!!!

[foralteregos]

Our*

[pastelclownkitty]

yeah no i dont care if i have 121 followers youre not doing that to me

[i-give-you-a-fish]

You get a Common Clownfish

Amphiprion ocellaris

[pastelclownkitty]

you know what. i may be getting jumped by tumblrians but at least i have my clownfish. its me and you against the world buddy

[levil0vesyou]

Our clownfish

[pastelclownkitty]

I CANT HAVE ANYTHING IN THIS FUCKIBG WORLD

[hervor]

We cant

[strawberry-macchiato]

I mustn’t run away

[hervor]

Which wizard did i piss off to cast testicular torsion on me.

[hervor]

Whenever I am enjoying something that a He(edgy I know) liked, I seem to take a moment to remember what i have lost, a tad of mourning with my monster, a splash of grief with my reading.

I think it helps me handle that He’s gone, to enjoy what he did, and remember him, so He is never lost.

[wizardarchetypes]

i have th e crud

[wizardarchetypes]

my lymph nodes 😞

[wizardarchetypes]

i fear these sniffles may be terminal

[timetravelingmilkshake]

I will never recover from the fact that the most common way people record the religious opposition to blood transfusions at my work is via the allergies tab. You look at a patient's allergies. It says "red blood cells" or "blood products" or, sometimes, just "blood." You think to yourself, "now. That can't be true." You mouse over the words and it helpfully pulls up the comment attached, which just says, "Jehovah's Witness."

[hervor]

I love that there is a special place to put those things and its Not In The Allergy Tab. In fact in training, we go over this specific example, and where we should put and find it.

[boringkate]

NileRed voice: In the end, I guess I was successful at turning a boy into a girl. The quality wasn't the best. I mean she kept claiming to be a puppy. But it was still a lot better than I expected and I'm really happy with how it turned out.

[baldmisato1]

on twitter, i wrote a thread about asuka+rei as constitutive parts of a greater whole—a whole that, i think, fears+resents+rejects itself. rei is the first; asuka is the second. they are visual opposites: rei is blue; asuka is red. and their temperaments, at least at first, are similarly opposite: cold/hot, quiet/loud. they represent the collective vs the individual, the self sufficient vs self sacrificing.

but their visual/thematic opposition is insufficient analysis. @qmisato​ makes this same point​. she (rightfully) observes that treating these two as irreconcilable or mutually exclusive characters comes at the expense of understanding the structural work they do for nge’s narrative+themes. i agree, and would further argue that asuka+rei are externalizations of an estranged interiority that they hide from themselves+others. when asuka “meets” rei and rei “meets” asuka, they confront their negated Self (alterity?), acting out the very tension that instrumentality allegedly resolves. 

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[hervor]

How do you know someone is gone? Simple, when they leave. When they stop replying and chats run cold, when days turn to weeks and when their birthday passes and you text them “HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” Cause gods you haven’t talk to them in far to long and you love them to much to fathom them leaving.

Only to learn that that gulf between the two of you wasn’t natural drifting of two tectonic plates, two friends, no that was one kind soul leaving, whether it was them leaving your life, or this world.

#grief #its almost been a year and fuck #edgy edge lord cries on tumblr

[bramblesand]

People, especially games, get eldritch madness wrong a lot and it’s really such a shame.

An ant doesn’t start babbling when they see a circuit board. They find it strange, to them it is a landscape of strange angles and humming monoliths. They may be scared, but that is not madness.

Madness comes when the ant, for a moment, can see as a human does.

It understands those markings are words, symbols with meaning, like a pheromone but infinitely more complex. It can travel unimaginable distances, to lands unlike anything it has seen before. It knows of mirth, embarrassment, love, concepts unimaginable before this moment, and then…

It’s an ant again.

Echoes of things it cannot comprehend swirl around its mind. It cannot make use of this knowledge, but it still remembers. How is it supposed to return to its life? The more the ant saw the harder it is for it to forget. It needs to see it again, understand again. It will do anything to show others, to show itself, nothing else in this tiny world matters.

This is madness.

[bogleech]

Thank you for this good PSA because I’m still seeing sincere, published, professional writers doing “ahhhhh oh no this monster was SO UGLY i’m mentally ill now!”

[brunhiddensmusings]

forms of eldritch horror include but are not limited to - nobody will ever believe you, you must live alone with this knowledge - you will never feel safe again, and you realize you were never safe before - everything that was familiar is now strange and abhorrent to the point anything that now seems normal should be held in utmost suspicion - having this new knowledge has opened doors that will continually reveal new equally cursed knowledge without end - death and madness are no longer escapes

[darkersoul]

I’ve always felt that the idea of madness or sanity in an eldritch horror sense were misnomers. If anything, I feel a better term is a change of perspective. There is nothing inherent in seeing a greater being that “drives you insane”, it’s that this being doesn’t fit into your previous worldview at all and you have to wrestle that. Every character can and should react differently, changing in ways that “make sense” for them. It’s either a change in worldview or attempting to fit the greater being into your preexisting one. Both will have negative results, but will be interesting as hell to explore.

[bramblesand]

You know what? Unironically, I think this is the best comment I’ve seen on this post.

[particularly-stupid-angel]

[hervor]

How do does one depict hopelessness if the reader already knows the character escapes the situation?

How does one show the gravitas of a situation and the desperation that the character feel, and make the readers feel it even with that emersion breaking knowledge of them living at the end, of knowing what they are like after.

[celestetcetera]

Most shows need to end at some point, and in many instances they benefit from ending sooner rather than later. This is not the case with doctor who. To me, half the entertainment value of dw comes from trying to write new content for a show that’s been around 60+ years. I need it to ferment; I need to see what doctor who will look like in another couple of decades. I need it to go on forever. I hope future generations will have to experience centuries, maybe even millennia-old doctor who. I hope they have lore so incomprehensible it takes a lifetime to even begin to understand

[circular-time]

i started watching in August 1983. it's delightfully preposterous, if i stop and think about some of my favorite Doctors, stories and characters, who both can and can't be in the same universs.

I mean, Enemy of the World was set in what, 2018?

Imagine Leela and Graham crossing paths. The funny thing is, you can. Graham would be like, "Is this lady for real?" Leela would praise him as a man who fought death and lived.

And Mel and the Seventh Doctor and Donna and Ten dodging each other around Pompeii as the volcano went off.

It's silly, it's incongruous, it fits together about as well as all the things hanging on a teenager's wall, and yet somehow it all goes together.

That's mythology for you.

[thelesbianthespianposts]

imagine: you get your memories back after years of amnesia to find out your whole species is dead and earth doesn’t exist anymore. that the only thing left of your culture is your weird ex and his busted honda civic that barely even works that he stole from the government when he was 13. And he’s been taking members of an alien species for trips in his honda civic and they’re all like “woah it’s so cool” and you get upset because it’s NOT COOL it’s a honda civic, the turn signals don’t even work “wow it can go up hills” yeah OF COURSE IT CAN GO UP HILLS EVERY CAR COULD DO THAT. but they’ve never seen a car before so everything it does is the coolest thing ever. And your ex’s only tool is a fucking screwdriver which is somehow also cool to this dumbass alien species even though it’s a fucking screwdriver so you just look like an idiot screaming about how none of this is even cool it’s actually really shitty but your whole planet is gone so you can’t even prove it but also you’ve had a constant drumming sounding in your head since you were 10 slowly driving you insane. I would become evil too.

[bestworstcase]

inhales ok

THIS is a mega folder containing literally everything rwby-related that is available right now on roosterteeth (+v9). rwby, fairytales, world of remnant, the grimm campaign, ice queendom (sub and dub), vtubing, all the behind-the-scenes stuff. everything.

plus soundtracks for every volume + IQ, and drm-free epubs.

i will add any additional rwby content released during the wind down period as it becomes available. V1-8 have an english subtitle track embedded in the files, V9 does not because it came from CR. IQ dub has english subtitles. and for the sake of completeness i pulled all the non-english subs available on CR for V1-9 as well, those are in there as loose .ass files for the time being.

whenever possible, buy physical media. learn how to strip drm out of digital content that you own and make it a habit to do so.

archive responsibly 👍

[short-wooloo]

We probably should also make sure that we back up the digital copies of the Mangas and comics too

[bestworstcase]

i’ve got the official manga anthology in there; if anyone’s got kindle editions of the comics or anything else it’s pretty easy to strip drm and convert to generic formats using calibre. lots of tutorials online but the basic setup is:

install kindle version 1.17 for pc, turn off auto-updates, sign into your amazon account and download the books you want

install latest version of calibre

download latest stable release of noDRM, and add the plugin to calibre

import books to convert into calibre (they’ll be in your documents folder under My Kindle Content)

and then you can just convert; noDRM works automatically in the background. for comics you’ll get best results converting azw3 to zip, then rename the extension to cbz, then convert from cbz to epub. adjust settings under comic input when converting from cbz as needed, may take a bit of experimenting.

[stephocrates]

corporate ppl are always like “i hate email comms they cause so many delays” but those people are fools. i crave communication delays. i hit send on an email and then immediately shoot a prayer up to the heavens that the response may take 2-3 days. let’s slow everything down just a bit thank you.