& 𝚆𝙸𝙻𝙻𝒀 .

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[hewill]

         will  be  lookin  like  a  goon  on  all  facets ,  but  ...  still .  still  somehow  handsome .

[hewill]

𝚂𝙾𝚄𝚃𝙷𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙴𝙳​:

                    angelic    but    exhausted    features    faded    the    moment    her    friend’s    smile    wilted.     had    she    said    something    wrong?          was    she    supposed    to    keep    things    light       &       breezy      :     𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘥    𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦    𝘴𝘩𝘦    𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯’𝘵    𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦    𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴?    it    was    nice    to    pretend    for    a    while     though.           to    have    an   adult    conversation.        to    not    be    talking    about    field    trips      &      𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐝    𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐬    𝐨𝐟    𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐭    𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬 ,     of    protecting    her    youngest    sister    from    the    woes    of    being    a    woman,           making   sure    her    youngest    brother    isn’t    taken    away    by    government    hands.          a    snicker    as   fiona    finished    the    contents   of    her    glass ,          the    now    lukewarm    taste    of    bitter    hops    soothing    her weary    soul.          a    tender    but    direct    tap    to    the    polished   bar   counter    alerted    the    bartender    of    her    thirsty    need.

                       ❝     nah,    i’m    not   joking,    will.        ❞        she   reminded    him    softly    with    a    genuine    smile    now    blooming    on   her    features    as    he    rambled on      :        why    did    he    always    know    what    just    to   say    even    though    it    felt    so    sinful    to    think    of    spending    another    minute    out    when    people    potentially    needed    her?        but    he    was    being    a   friend ,      fuck,      a    GOOD    FRIEND.        ❝     𝙗𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙩,    𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚    𝙣𝙤𝙩    𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮.        got    me    thinking    you    like    seeing    me    turn    down    my    family    for    you.         but    i    don’t    mind    it.         could    always    text    V       &        KEV    to    look    in    on    them.        god    knows   i    rely    on    them    too    much    but ……          i    think    they    would    go    over    if    i   asked.       ❞        another   quiet    laugh    as   the    bartender    placed    a    full    glass    in   front    of    her,       fiona    bringing    the    sweaty    glass    towards    her    lips    and    taking    a    huge    gulp.    ❝         even    if    your  wanting       me   here    is   𝚊    𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎    𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 - 𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐,       i    fucking    needed   this.       thanks,    will.          ❞            she    murmured,        brown    eyes    glancing    over    briefly   at    him    as    she    patted    her    free    hand    against    his. 

𝙰𝚂 𝙸𝙵 𝙾𝙽 𝙲𝚄𝙴 ,      𝚂𝙼𝙸𝙻𝙴 𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚄𝚂𝙲𝙸𝚃𝙰𝚃𝙴𝚂 ,      lips merely incapable       of bearing      flat slope      in      long       quietude ,       twitching in the      infection      of presumption ,      not lacking an ounce of truth      ----      he knows      he isn’t sorry ,      and for that ,      gives conviction away      in the matter      of pearly whites      as they gleam ,     despite how he      turns away .     sips on his drink ,      now      like it’s only juice ,     pacifying any protest      before pride      could get him      to argue .      he listens to her ,      really listens ,      and doesn’t let      meddling retorts       get in the way ,      stoops himself modest :      agreeable nod here ,      shrugging shoulders there .      𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙷𝚄𝚃𝚂 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙷𝙴𝙻𝙻 𝚄𝙿      even despite how      he’d rather be selfish ,     have her all here ,      physically      and      mentally .

maybe      it’s nice to sense      that      in the weight       of her palm .     warmth against his knuckles      nearly sends      chill       down his spine ,      sign of affection      that doesn’t come      normal      in his eyes .      however ,      still welcomed ,      coming close      towards his predicaments ,      but knowing      no ill faith      in her intentions .      playful stare       𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝙷𝙴 𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙺𝚂 𝚄𝙿 𝙰𝚃 𝙷𝙴𝚁 ,      posing something      close to a glare ,      consisting      of      would - be malice       if he wasn’t so      fond      of a woman .      to reciprocate ,      he scoots       vulnerable hand       to gain      some sort       of      power ,      modest       just as stance       as it falls       gently        on top of her hand .      squeezes       with just as much      intensity      before he withdraws      --      a bit too quickly .     to play it off ,      small joviality ,      natural in his element       as they waft      in this hostile setting .      ❝     𝙸 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙺 𝚈𝙾𝚄’𝙳 𝙱𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝚄𝙿𝙸𝙳      if you didn’t text kev and v      right now .       i mean ,       you answered      your own       god damn      question ,      fi .     ❞

[hewill]

will’s  vengeful  boston  accent  pounding  inside  my  head : me ,  a  native  new  yorker :

[hewill]

𝚂𝙾𝚄𝚃𝙷𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚈𝙴𝙳​:

                    ❝        IS    THERE    SOME    UNSPOKEN    TIME    LIMIT    ON    GETTING   WASTED?   .    ❞       unkempt   eyebrows    covered    by    equally    frizzy    hair    raised    high    along    with    the    corners    of    her    mouth.          amused    beyond    belief    ,        a    wry    chuckle    escaped    her    throat     &      was    muffled    against    the    rim    of    the    beer    glass.  

                    ❝        fuck,     it’s    not?           hey,    you    can’t    blame    a    girl    for    keeping    a    schedule.        didn’t   i    tell    you    i    only    had   𝙖   𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙩𝙖𝙞𝙣    𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙤𝙬    𝙤𝙛    𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙮   to    get    shit    faced    before    i    would    have    1001    text    messages    from    my    family?       i    don’t    know    how    single    moms    do    it,         i’m    their    sister     &     they’re    still    up    my    ass    about    basic    shit    they    can   𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐮𝐫𝐞    𝐨𝐮𝐭    𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬.     might    be    able    to    stay    out    until    eleven   with    you   if    you’re   lucky.    ❞

𝚅𝙴𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙸𝚃𝚈 𝙳𝚁𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚂 𝙾𝙽 ,       𝙷𝙰𝚂 𝙷𝙸𝙼 𝙽𝙾𝙳       knowingly        in all her undeniable truth ,      amid facts that      have      sprouted        all too unfamiliar      among his youth .      there are things      he almost wishes      he wasn’t aware of      by now ,      drinks        in this moment      to cope between      𝙲𝙴𝚁𝚃𝙰𝙸𝙽 𝚆𝙸𝙽𝙳𝙾𝚆 𝙾𝙵 𝙾𝙿𝙿𝙾𝚁𝚃𝚄𝙽𝙸𝚃𝚈      and       𝙸𝙵 𝚈𝙾𝚄’𝚁𝙴 𝙻𝚄𝙲𝙺𝚈 ,      a vague understanding      until he realizes      just exactly      what she means .      suddenly      stops smiling ,      screeches halt      against levity .      

❝     wait      ----      ❞      gulping back      last quarrel       of bitter ale .      ❝     you’re jokin’ with me    (  ...  )      fi ,      if you get a text      right now       ----      i’m sorry ,      but      you ain’t leavin’ me here .      you’re tellin’ ‘em      fuck off      already    (  ...  )      no sayin’ sorry ,      unless it’s to me .      no      see ya lat’uh ,      or       any      of that bullshit .     ❞

[hewill]

❝     𝙾𝙷 𝚈𝙴𝙰𝙷 ?     ❞      𝙱𝙻𝙰𝚂𝙴́      𝙸𝙽 𝙰𝙻𝙻 𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙴𝙵𝙵𝙾𝚁𝚃𝚂      to muster interest      in what feels like      a vast terrain      of barren gray .      cigarette perched in hand ,      burning tobacco      licks its way up      to the high ceiling      between narrow walls ,      feinding from      his own      that desire      to close in .      however ,      he refuses      to let it happen ,      striving to let     this newfound knowledge      carve its crack ,     sans the disbelief .     ❝     and ,   uh ,      how does that happen ?      how does one      have      --      a pseudobulbar attack ?     ❞

@laughn​

[hewill]

❝      𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆 ,      𝙸𝚃 𝙰𝙸𝙽’𝚃 𝙵𝚄𝙽      if you're      already      off your face      before ten o’clock .    ❞      amusement      has him glancing      over shoulder ,     nearly misjudging      actuality      of time .      ❝     jesus ,     it’s not even nine !     ❞

@southstayed​

[hewill]

𝙰𝚂𝙴𝚂𝙸𝙽𝙰𝚂​:

                just breathe              it was nothing to take seriously.       janes mind works differently than others,       the conversation at hand was processed differently.       she lived in her own world       (  …  )       LANE to be exact.       she avoids people at all costs unless it’s someone that she’s required to give her attention to when it’s WORK related.       otherwise it’s her thinking about no one but herself.       one thing she wasn’t good at was ignoring words of STUPIDITY.       it was easy for her to start a disagreement with someone when she felt they were wrong in many ways,       this was one of many situations.       ❝       so you think you know it all?       sorry kid       (  …  )       unfortunately you don’t.       ❞

...

𝙰 𝙽𝙴𝚁𝚅𝙴 𝚁𝙴𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁𝚂 𝙸𝚃𝚂𝙴𝙻𝙵 ,      𝙰𝙶𝙸𝚃𝙰𝚃𝙴𝙳 ,  𝚄𝙽𝚂𝙴𝚃𝚃𝙻𝙴𝙳 ,       𝚅𝙴𝚇𝙴𝙳      despite his regret ,      redo of      better      cared for      consideration      --      he second guesses      self      without      taking much gander      at anything      besides      her ,      her transparency      as it wears       thinner and thinner .      yet ,  stubbornness      is      relentless      as it influences       defense      mechanism ,       barricading gates .      tries to let      her irritation      roll      off his shoulder      as he shifts      perpendicular ,       head however      still on straight ,      still staring at her ,      holding dignity ,     for it’s not like      he’s       𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝚂𝙾𝙼𝙴 𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙳 𝙾𝙵 𝙲𝙾𝚆𝙰𝚁𝙳 .      even then ,      there isn’t dismay      when he      finally      looks away ,      only wry incredulity      in the way      it sways      between shoulders .      this ain’t nothing he hasn’t heard before .      ❝     not like i got anything      to prove      to you .      we don’t even know one anoth ’a .      ❞

[hewill]

❝     𝙾𝙷  --      𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃      --      𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙺   i’m out   to      hustle you ?      i’m in here      at least      once a week   (  ...  )     ❞      defense     leading with     confidence      that overflows      to overwhelming      levity .      even he can laugh at himself .      ❝      i’m not fuckin’ with you ,      you can ask anybody      --      i pay my dues .     ❞

@wtrss​

[hewill]

     also  no  doubt  will  can  recite  random  excerpts  of  shakespearean  plays  without  having  to  look  back  at  the  text  but  will  says  that’s  some  homo  shit  and  doesn’t  let  anyone  see  any  of  that

[hewill]

      will :  spends his free time reading nonfiction and theoretical books; a historian that knows the u.s. constitution by heart; dissects proverbs for what they really are and twists them to make them more clever; openly uses photographic memory to the best of his ability; a whole math genius       me :       me :  what    a     f   uc kin    dumb  a s s

[devotedecay]

❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 

feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …

[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 

[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .

[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .

[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )

[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .

[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 

[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 

[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 

[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .

[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .

[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .

[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .

[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 

[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 

[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .

[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  

[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .

[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .

[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  

[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 

[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 

[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .

[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .

[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 

[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .

[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .

[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .

[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 

[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .

[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 

[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 

[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .

[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .

[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .

[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 

[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 

[hewill]

        i  think  about  this  scene  A  Lot

[collinear]

math + screen = Good Will Hunting (1997) dir. Gus Van Sant × DP: Jean-Yves Escoffier

[hewill]

𝙱𝙸𝙶𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙸𝚂𝚃𝙴​:

“   not   even   close   .   ”   jack’s   glad   the   other   doesn’t   continue   on   ——   most   ask   too   many   questions   .   .   .   but   not   this   guy   .   thank   god   .   “   boston’s   way   bigger   than   chippewa   falls   .   i   worked   my   way   through   the   town   in   less   than   a   month   .   ” 

...

𝙵𝙰𝙼𝙸𝙻𝙸𝙰𝚁𝙸𝚃𝚈 𝚂𝚃𝚁𝙸𝙺𝙴𝚂 ,      encourages knowing huff ,      directed at no one except himself ,      entries of his own experience .      ❝     yeah ,  well ,      you might have to take a detour soon .      work gets sparse this time of year       --      snowbirds returnin ’ and all .      you’ll be lucky if you can get anythin ’ worth of shit in southie .     ❞

[hewill]

     Disgusted with the fact that will had never even opened up to anyone up until sean

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                      ∵      @hastinge​​​     ⋮      ❛     𝙸𝚃'𝚂 𝙲𝙻𝙴𝙰𝚁𝙻𝚈 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙽𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 .     ❜

𝚂𝚃𝚄𝙱𝙱𝙾𝚁𝙽𝙽𝙴𝚂𝚂 𝚁𝙴𝙵𝙻𝙴𝙲𝚃𝚂 ,      provokes small shock      before irritation can eclipse      ----      for someone who doesn’t      wear their feelings on their sleeve ,      their heart on their shoulder ,      𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃𝙴𝚅𝙴𝚁 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙵𝚄𝙲𝙺 𝙸𝚃 𝙼𝙰𝚈 𝙱𝙴 ,     nonetheless he figures      there should be no price to pay .      no transparency      among him ,      to see  ...      dip of frown in corner of his mouth ,      agitation minces with his misgivings ,      and then ,      forces them to curl upwards      in defense ,      feigning amusement ,       as if such a statement is ridiculous .      of course ,  drop of gaze      --      he looks away ,      shakes his head      ever so slightly     to himself ,      reassuring himself .      ❝     nah  ...      𝙸 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙺 𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝚁𝙴 𝙹𝚄𝚂𝚃 𝙱𝙰𝙳 𝙰𝚃 𝚁𝙴𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙽 ' 𝙿𝙴𝙾𝙿𝙻𝙴 .     ❞