music saves the soul.
Hey guys how are you? Sorry I haven't written in a few days, things have been happening so I've still been feeling pretty low and the only thing that has been getting me through these days is listening to music and certain lyrics that have made me realise that things get better and that you control how you want your thoughts to be and you determine your worth. The songs better days by bruno mars and I'm a warrior by demi lovato are the two that make me feel better because at the end of the day I control my happiness and the thoughts that consume me, lately they have been negative ones thinking that I'm worthless and that's in everything I do and in the relationships that I have. Thinking that I'm not good enough. Trying to change these thoughts and to get myself not to believe them is one of the hardest tasks that I've had to do and facing my demons as to why I'm thinking these thoughts is something that I just don't want to face. Just know that if you're in a similar situation, you're not a lone and that there are people that go through similar situations or thoughts that you may face yourself, though you can control them and whether to believe them but at the end of the day you and I both know that those negative thoughts aren't true they're just there to make us feel like crap and to fill us with doubt. We are all amazing, weird, beautiful and unique creatures and humans and we were designed that way to be different and to stand out. I've only just learnt to remind myself that wanting to be happy means that I have to choose to be happy and be around things that make me feel this, I hope that you all remember that you have to do that to. Surround yourself with what makes you happy and the people that make you feel loved.
