[diaryofthoughtsblog]

i miss you. i miss us. i miss being your friend. i miss that weird phase where we were more than friends less than lovers. i miss our dates and pointless disagreements and laughter. i miss the comfortable silence and the phone calls where we talked until we fell asleep. i miss the sneaking around and the shut doors and the quiet laughter that we tried to hide when we did something we knew we weren’t supposed to do. i miss who i was before you, even though i find it impossible to truly want a life where you are not in it. i miss the girl i was before you came back the first time, the second time, the third and forth (though i’m glad you came back). i miss who i was when i didn’t miss you at all, because now it is all that i think about. i miss who i was when i didn’t have to miss you, because you were right there.

i think i just miss you.

[9710144]

[quotefeeling]

“Shout out to everybody who’s trying to get their life together. Working on yourself is the hardest part of life. The rest comes after.”

— Unknown

[oxyisgone]

can u give me a moment i'm being tormented by my chemically imbalanced brain

[missinyouiskillingme]

[thoughtkick]

“Some walks you have to take alone.”

— Suzanne Collins, Mockingjay

[emotionalwords]

[quotefeeling]

“I owe myself the biggest apology for putting up with what I didn’t deserve.”

— Unknown

[missinyouiskillingme]

“One day you’re going to remember me and how much I loved you… then you’re gonna hate yourself for letting me go.”

Aubrey Drake Graham

[medicalsin]

nice personality disorder did your mom give it to you

[little--bean-deactivated2016062]

Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.

[betweenmee]

[thehopefulquotes]

“Lonely isn’t being alone. It’s the feeling that nobody cares.”

— Unknown

[librarycard]

AND THERE'S NO ROOM IN THIS HELL

[disqualified-human-1103]

I can’t imagine a future. It feels as if I’m not meant to be here

[butterflypeaflowertea]

meeting people & growing apart from them & meeting new people & growing apart from them too & meeting other people & eventually growing apart from them as well & on and on and on

[telkqadeya-deactivated20250626]

actually very reassuring knowing any person you “lose” is just a passing person in your life and that’s okay

[xld]

I need a hug or 6 shots of vodka