† Vanya †

•do not follow me i will block you immediately• ••NO pronouns do not refer to me••

[hiddenvanya]

you don't know me I'm from another school

[digital-earth-archives]

from now on whenever i like someone i am going to sew them directly to me. okay? <3

[hiddenvanya]

came here to sit with people and get myself normaler but they're yelling. great stuff man

[digital-earth-archives]

all of this is my atonement

[etherylelixyr]

[etherylelixyr]

My Nothing

[hiddenvanya]

being 23 is so awsomesauce i am unwanted everywhere i go, I'm getting rejected for the promotion i applied for, i lost someone's cat and just left, i had to stand taking some jabs this morning based on not just my look but also life choices and general state, i bought a kinder bueno which comes with two buenos and i crushed it while opening it and then proceeded to drop it on the ground, i almost killed myself when i tripped because my face and specifically my eye was going straight for the chair knob, i also currently stink and look awful and feel even worse, my new tattoo is itchy, i have not finished a book in six months, my hair is dry, my skin is dry, there's some kind of allergic reaction going on as well, and finally i think I'm tired of messing up and failing at everything i try to do. i am so overwhelmingly depressed I can't bring myself to talk to a single person. gonna go have a stupid cocktail and smoke on the terrace in my underwear about it. idk it's whatever man

[hiddenvanya]

this cocktail sucks and I can't taste the watermelon in my watermelon cigarettes so everything is just as bitter as i am tonight.

[hiddenvanya]

being 23 is so awsomesauce i am unwanted everywhere i go, I'm getting rejected for the promotion i applied for, i lost someone's cat and just left, i had to stand taking some jabs this morning based on not just my look but also life choices and general state, i bought a kinder bueno which comes with two buenos and i crushed it while opening it and then proceeded to drop it on the ground, i almost killed myself when i tripped because my face and specifically my eye was going straight for the chair knob, i also currently stink and look awful and feel even worse, my new tattoo is itchy, i have not finished a book in six months, my hair is dry, my skin is dry, there's some kind of allergic reaction going on as well, and finally i think I'm tired of messing up and failing at everything i try to do. i am so overwhelmingly depressed I can't bring myself to talk to a single person. gonna go have a stupid cocktail and smoke on the terrace in my underwear about it. idk it's whatever man

[soup-mother]

Sober as fuck at the back of the club going onto Wikipedia and typing "List of birds"

[hiddenvanya]

the cat has not come back yet. he told me it's okay and not my fault and he's not expecting him to return because he's exceptionally stupid for a cat. so i guess there's that idk. idk. i still hope he'll return :(

[icarusfallsblog]

theres something Wrong with me but im going to ignore it forever until i die

[nyancrimew]

i love, therefore i bite

[konoko]

[hiddenvanya]

I'll just wait for him. then with daybreak I'll start looking around for him if he's not here by then

[hiddenvanya]

i came here yesterday. my one job was to take care of the cat. i came home and the net on the window has a suspiciously cat sized hole torn in it. i can't find the cat. no flashlight in the house. my battery is empty and even if it wasn't the flashlight on my phone is bad. what the hell am i supposed to do. i should've known my day's been too good. this can't be a good day. in no universe and in no timeline has this even been a good day. next year i need to shut myself in a room and not go anywhere at all and talk to anyone at all. if i did I'd probably leave the room after midnight to find everyone dead. everyone just gone. something. I don't know. how do you tell a person you let their cat escape? three construction sites next to this house. three. he could hurt himself. he's stupid. and they only just got rid of his fleas from his last outing. but that was was brief and during the day. I can't find him now man. I can't do anything about this. it's the middle of the night. what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuck. I'm going to kill myself where is the cat

[sh00terbutlame]

I feel so disconnected from people and society that I often feel as if I’m not even human I’m some other thing just made to look like one

[humiliationvictim]

This is my favorite artwork I ever seen ❤️😍