Do you think of me at all?

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Do you think of me at all?
I'm so fucking empty. No one will ever help me. I am alone. That has to be okay. I have to be okay with this. I have to grow up. I have to be okay with that. I have to be okay.
My head is feeling numb Help me someone, I think I'm going dumb I only dropped Lucy took shrooms to get juicy Popped bottles, get loose goosey Smoked on greens and now I feel a little goofy, all grown up, and now Max has got his own movie I've been doing drugs too long to remember, that I pour shillings into this like a member, so that I can funnel substances to tear up my body: dismember You think that's bad? Well fuck, this is the shit I only do whenever I'm sad. It's not iron clad and I never said I'm glad This is the way shit is, not a fad. We do drugs all fucking day because they're just so fun. I smoke Crack every day before I buy a gun. Killed fourteen, now I'm on the run. Oh boy, let's blow up the sun. Let's chase the cosmos. Let's shoot up herion then order some tacos. I don't leave any elephants in the room, you want to say some shit? Know it'll be your doom. It's your end. Know that I do not pretend. I'll rip your sockets from behind your eyes. Pull your dick through a pocket and butcher your thighs. Oh shit, did I crack? Did too much H here on my back. And honey, where's the DMT about to take a bump and then watch some TV Get blazed and faded, take it up a level Know right here, junkies never settle If they want tell 'Em who I am: the devil.
I don't have the will to live let alone to love. Reach for the tree bringing down the turtle dove. Drop it on the floor, shattering it ever more. I guess it really is pretentious.
She was great for awhile, she was beautiful in the smile. Dear just head my words, go out into the world strike some chords. You play a beautiful melody, I get now that it's not for me.
I am a caterpillar in my coccon, she is a butterfly dancing with the moon. I am hiding from the things that made me who I am, she is the only one willing to understand. I like her, and I hope she reciprocates, I don't take just any girl out on Star Wars dates.
She wears a five pointed star with the circle all around. Some think she's a devil, but I think she graces the ground.
I'm stuck in between a realm of what I've done and what I've become. I beg for others to understand who I am. But honestly, darling, I don't think they can.
The well of my insides continues to drop in my memory. I hope not to forget where I come from, but it's difficult to bear the weight with scars wide open. I dare not disturb those involved. I continue to ask, "why am I here?"
Growing Heavily Behind (GHB)
Honey make me feel the weight of the reel and it's so innocent. Her blade of steel forces me to kneel and I want to be ignorant So, you ask me bathed in moonlight with your delinquency If I could hem the quilt in your back at the right frequency. Well the needle runs thin as it circles again in the wrong harmony. My wits crumble like tin, just to peer at you again, You were my lobotomy. Ice picks are strong, bash it through the prong and you'll know you're never wrong. Mhm, run your fingers through my hair, but only if you dare The moon is watching me. Catalog your pride, stick out the ride, from yourself you can and will not hide. The moon is coming to me. Rise before dawn, glance in the eyes of the wounded fawn. Feel the breeze steadily grow and you just might see the snow. Listen to her sing about better days The little fawn hopelessly prays but that's not the right spelling. A scarlet herring makes a swift descent from right above the mountains It speaks to you, showing what to do, and where Luna keeps her fountains. Youth is not amongst them, I am truly sorry dearest. What is pressing you to run? Let me tell you: fear is. The moon is inside of me And I'll promise not to let her free. Doubt is in your mind it won't let the brain unwind and here we are at a stalemate. Darling won't you take a leap of curiosity? I believe in you but not in the fate we're bound to. No need to breath, leave behind all animosity. Let's start a new figure what to do the feathers coming too with out much adieu Sincerely so soft spoken. Open the old chest pull out your heart make sure it's not broken. Place it in the scepter you plan to give to thee I'll raise a sepulcher for what used to be. Let me take your hand I'll make you understand how we can make ourselves immortal. Please tell me I'm not too forceful. The moon moves to you Like the sun's super nova Let the Phantom pass through And I'll strike like a cobra.
Fill the uncouth holes of my past with the sweet nectar from your lips. Top off the wounds with your remedy.
I want to ravage you like an animal, treat you like a princess, then eat you like a cannibal.
I swear this is the best shit ever
I.. don’t know how to feel ‘bout this.
Murmur
An enormous gold sun sets and the cold pale moon rises just as we shed our regrets and drop our disguises. Darling tell me, did you know exactly how our encounter would go I think a fool could plainly see the heavens have gifted you me. I want to be ever button you could fathom pressing, I think it's happening again darling, save me. I think that I am regressing. This is how time rebegan: Jump started electric hearted Is she the marble dove? Will she share my love? Anxiety runs deep hand in hand with depression. My intimacy in her keep along with my obsession. I want to tell you all of the words lost in space and time, I'd do anything to makw you rise as the sun to shine, but darling, talk is cheap, I must say, especially mine, Plus, dearest, it would crash and break the rhyme.