finding myself

[highfrequencymisery]

i told you everything i hate about myself

i hated that i was a transition for everyone

the girl everyone fucked or fixated on

but never loved

you said you were different but you were worse

you made me the person i hate

because i believed you loved the person i am

maybe i just hate myself too much

but it doesn’t stop the pain

when i gave you all the evidence

of why i hate myself

of how other people hurt me

what they did

how they killed my soul

and you said you wanted me anyway

i wanted to believe you

but you lied, didn’t you?

[highfrequencymisery]

what hurts the most is that

we never truly knew each other

yet you gave me comfort somehow

just by talking to me

and i don’t know if

i fell in love with you

but it feels like we broke up

and that hurts like a bitch

[valentina-poem]

“Those who sit in their rooms at night cry themselves to sleep were once children with light in their eyes and hope in their heart.”

— The Poetic Boy

[wishing-for-deathx]

I’m tired of people saying if you can’t love yourself, then you can’t love anyone. But from my experience, the people that love others the most fiercely are the ones who don’t or in more appropriate words are unable to love themeselves. They can’t love themselves but they still have the heart to love others selflessly. Don’t take that away from them, don’t demean their love for others, for it is pure just like other people’s love.

— we can and we do love others

[luckylluminati]

“All the love you have given to the wrong people—it will find its way back to you.”

[wishing-for-deathx]

My entire existence is wrong. I’m way too sensitive. I get too attached. I’m clingy and annoying. All my misery is not because of other people, it’s because of me, because of the way I am. It’s not their problem that I’m all of the above. The problem begins with me and will only end with me

[justapeiceofshit]

[sealush]

[valentina-poem]

[valentina-poem]

[valentina-poem]

[thestoryofaphantom]

I feel so left out. I don’t know why, but I feel as though people don’t actually like me. So I slowly distance myself from people and eventually I have no friends.

[valentina-poem]

[piercethecatz]

[verpasstzuleben]

[screaming--stars]

[wishing-for-deathx]

A lot of times I get this irresistible urge to end my life. The only thing that stops me is getting it wrong.

— someday that’s not going to be enough