HSP

[highlysensitivemind]

As an HSP birthday parties are horrible. Even though it's not your birthday. It's loud, there are too many people. Too much noise everywhere and everyone is talking at the same time. For me it's the best if there's a animal to connect with so I can recharge during busy evenings with family members.

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Depression

Depression is a war.

A battle agianst yourself.

Every thought is a bullet.

Every movement is a punch. Every word is a stab in the heart.

Depression is a thief.

It steals everything you once had.

Everything left behind is the things that keep you trapped.

Depression is a murder.

It killed the person I used to be.

I look in the mirror.

And I see this thing.

Depression is a zombie.

You're alive but you're dead.

You are unaware of what's happening.

You're the walking dead.

Depression is a nightmare.

You wake up into a hell.

You're afraid of living

Everything seems impossible to bear.

Depression is an ocean.

A sea of emotions.

Your drowning everyday.

However you're never saved. There is no escape.

Depression is a bottomless pit.

Never ending pain.

Never ending struggles.

There is no light.

depression is a war.

A constant battle within yourself.

I think I might surrender for I had enough.

Depression is a war.

You either win.

Or you die trying.

And im afraid to say I'm losing.

[cloudymochi]

REBLOG IF IT’S OKAY FOR PEOPLE TO SLIP INTO YOUR MESSAGES TO TALK ABOUT THE PROBLEMS THAT THEY ARE FACING AND THAT YOU’RE WILLING TO HELP AND SUPPORT THEM AS MUCH AS YOU CAN

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reblogged because im here for yall

[cherri-bird]

if anyone ever needs, I am willing, I will answer whenever I can!!!

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I’m always her for people, if they need to talk

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[highlysensitivemind]

The feeling that everything annoys you, drains you and is painful for you. I have it since a few months now. Every emotion is stabbing my heart. Every change in light hurts my eyes. Every little thing can create a massiv overstimulation. It feels like I can't let go of all the stimuli and yet I'm not restless nor panicking, it's just a matter of time. I'm afraid of that moment to be honest. I don't know, when the stimulation overload hits. I don't know how hard neither how long it will take. I just know, that it will, and I'm so not ready for it. I feel happy and sad, satisfied and unfulfilled at the same time.

This is how I feel in this pandemic. The whole world is in pain and I feel it. If feel the pressure, the pain, the fear, the hate...

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This is a scene from one of my all-time favourite movies, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012), starring Logan Lerman, Emma Watson and Ezra Miller.

I seriously recommend to watch it, because it’s one of the most moving and emotional movies I’ve ever seen. I am personally very attached to this particular scene, because I deeply feel myself being portrayed by the character of Charlie (Logan Lerman), as I believe he too is an HSP (Highly Sensitive Person).

There are a lot of articles about HSPs, but I will just sum it up by saying that HSPs feel emotions and physical pain a lot more than normal people. One thing which is very peculiar for HSP, is not only the ability to feel and process their own pain more deeply than others, but also the ability of feeling and absorbing other people’s emotions. This is both a gift and a curse. But a lot of the time I find it is a curse, as it makes you feel like you’re carrying the weight of the world, and of your pain and others’ pain, on your own shoulders.

Charlie is right: there’s so much pain, and we don’t know how not to notice it. It never stops.

And it is always difficult because most of the time people don’t understand you and feel as if you’re being exaggerated, while in reality, it is not. It’s a personality type, and a very peculiar one.

Shout out to The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful movie. And book.

[dahliahsp]

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