Feelings

22f//Canada//GAD//OCPD//Depression//Chronic Pain NYD//ED thoughts//Suicidal

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[disabledprincesses]

*doesnt cope*

Wow im so disabled

*copes*

Wow im such a liar

[anxietyproblem]

[anxietyproblem]

[piglet-reincarnate]

Trigger warning: brief nondescriptive mentions of abuse.

I experienced something new last night and was wondering if this is dissociation. In the last few weeks, especially after talking to someone I'm close with who's a survivor of childhood sexual abuse, I've realized that I likely have memories I'm not remembering. I remember a handful of small instances of cocsa and one small event with a grown up family friend. But because of other symptoms I have it seems like there's stuff I'm not remembering.

Last night I was already not feeling good. My chronic pain was acting up and I was struggling with some suicidal intrusive thoughts. We were laying in bed and all of a sudden I thought of something (which I no longer remember what it was. I have this thing where I can temporarily make myself forget what I'm upset about to help me calm down but this time I didn't remember it later) and my anxiety spiked and I started feeling uncomfortable and restless. I felt dizzy and light headed and when I looked at my arm it didn't feel attached to me. Overall I felt really uncomfortable in my body and anxious....

Feel free to ask any clarifying questions and I'll try and answer. Thank you again for helping me when I know what I'm going through is nothing compared to a lot of people 💕

[lifewithra]

[sodamnaesthetic]

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I hope all DID/OSDD systems are having a good day

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I hope all schizophrenic people are having a beautiful day

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I hope all people with BPD know how much I platonially love them

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I hope all people with depression are having a lovely day

[the-vampires-manor-deactivated2]

I hope all the people with anxiety and bipolar disorder are having a wonderful week!

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

So do I!

[crownquill]

I hope all people with Antisocial Personality Disorder (APD) have an awesome Thursday!

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

Yeah!

[frnkieroismydaddy]

I hope psychotic and sociopathic people are having a good day

[2-point-5]

i hope people with tourrettes are having a good day?

[junopluto]

I hope people with Tourette’s are having the BEST day :)

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

I do too!!!

[thatgaydemigodnerd]

I hope people with dyslexia and dyscalculia are having a fantastic day

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

So do I!!!

[havocspiral]

i hope people with dyspraxia are having a great day also!

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

I also hope that!

[sweet-little-nerd-writer]

I hope that people with Auditory Processing Disorders or Trichotillomania  are having the best day ever possible!

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

I do too also thank you I have trich that gives me the happy chemicals

[graduallywatermellon]

I hope people with speech problems, who slur words, stutter, or anything else, are vibing on this fine day.

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

I do too!

[yeah-asbestos]

ALL OF THESE! :)) I love y’all(platonically ofc)

[tired-ray]

I hope Australia and ADHD people are having a good day

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

I love my favourite continent

[tired-ray]

I meant Autistic but my autocorrect is mean

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

I could tell don't worry lol

[v1le-punk]

I hope people with SPD are having a great day

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

So do I!

[fanderoftheland]

I hope all people with any undiagnosed issues have a good day!

(Did I add this because I may have something that's undiagnosed and I don't want people to feel left out? Yes, yes I did)

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

Same here!

[taxicabinmemphis]

I hope people with OCD are having a good day!

[sorceryonwings]

Thank you. I hope you all have a good day. And I’d like to add...

I HOPE PEOPLE WITH PTSD AND C-PTSD, WITH MISOPHONIA, AND TRAUMA AND ABUSE SURVIVORS HAVE THE BEST DAY AND THEIR BEST LIFE. 😘🤗

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

Yesssss!!!!!

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

More educated on misophonia and have realised "oh shit that me" so thank you

[gone-dw-abt-it-deactivated20260]

I hope everyone who has trouble processing stuff weather it be a type of sense or are just slow to process things have a good day!!

[rainbowsposts]

Wishing all my sexual assault survivors the best day possible.

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

Same here!

[sky-squido]

i wish all y’all with anxiety, my pals with depression, the schizophrenia gang, OCD folks, my ADHD-ers, amazing humans with PTSD and even just those with difficult pasts, friends on the autism spectrum, all you wonderful systems, you spectacular folks with personality and borderline personality disorders, lovelies with dyslexia, dyscalculia, and dyspraxia, my gamers with tourettes, folks with auditory processing disorder and any manner of speech impediment, my pals with SPD, all other flavors of neurodivergence, the undiagnosed but still struggling gang, all you stunning people out there with chronic illness or disabilities, and folks who just need a good long nap the happiest of holidays and i hope you have a wonderful year ahead of you. i’m rooting for you! and remember: your struggles are real, you’re doing an amazing job, and i am so very proud of you.

[grayson-22]

This made me cry so,

I hope everyone with Alexithymia have a wonderful day 💚💚💚 (don't know if that was added yet)

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

I do too!!!

[haha-mishagobrrrr]

I hope people with BPD are having a great day!

[that-bitch-is-so-sad-deactivate]

I wish people with speech impediments and Anorexia a wonderful day! :D <3

[haha-mishagobrrrr]

I WISH MY PALS WITH SCHIZOPHRENIA A WONDERFUL DAY! I WISH MY BUDDIES WITH ODC A BEAUTIFUL DAY! AND MY BUDDIES WITH AGORAPHOBIA A STRESS FREE DAY!

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i wish my fellow ADD-ers a wonderful day, and my peeps with gender dysphoria a rad day <3

[haha-mishagobrrrr]

I WISH PEOPLE WITH BULIMIA A BEAUTIFUL DAY!

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

I wish the same to all mentioned above!!!!!

[bloodyjay-0666]

I wish the beautiful people with chronic pain or disabilities or gender dysphoria have the best day they can have!! 💖

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

Same here!

[happy-wittle-dino]

I wish any struggling with or from any Eating disorder has a super day 💝

[sanders-sides-uncorrect-quotes]

So do I!

[ask-adeline-rey-hux-deactivated]

I hope bullying survivors are having a great day

I hope everyone is having a great day

[piglet-reincarnate]

I hope people struggling with, Obsessive Compulsive Personal Disorder and/or are passively or actively suicidal, have a fantastic day

[whatshouldwecallchronicillness]

When it’s my third horrible pain day in a row...

[anxietyproblem]

[whitepeopletwitter]

[studentlifeproblems]

[anxietyproblem]

[dark-soul9]

"are u okay" can we change the topic before i cry

[studentlifeproblems]

[sarahconnorjr]

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[image is the meme of two identical spidermen pointing to each other. the first is captioned “Not eating because of nausea” and the second is captioned “Nausea because of not eating”]