which could mean nothing @highpansy - Tumblr Blog

“you’re such a ray of sunshine!” thanks! one day i chose to act happy and then i kept choosing it over and over and over and over until the neurological pathways formed like desire paths in the thicket. i dug and clawed my nails into the grooves of my brain and carved out joy. i retouch it every day.

avoreable

I nuked myself by refusing to recover a necronym email

help me find my moots! 🌻

highpansy

Goodbye to high pansy, beloved blog of 16 years ⚰️

rip this account

I can't recover the email it's tied to, and the help desk wants my drivers license. hard pass 🏃‍♂️💨

vulcanette-deactivated20260506

I am completely speechless on this one

annies-scrapbook

there is so much going on here and I love it

beadyeyes

Where's it made? Who brought it here? How much were they paid? Who makes it? Is it made in separate parts and put together? How much were they all paid to do this? Where do they get the materials? Who paid for that? Who brings it there? How much were they paid? Who streamlined the base materials? How much were they paid? Who gathered the base materials? Where? How much were they paid? Is it good for them? Is it good for us? Is it good for the land? Is it necessary? Is it biodegradable? How much does it hurt? Do I need it? Do I even want it?

nyctoheart

these tags are so funnyyyy

birdwarde

Woodcock Bags are now available for preorder!

pangur-and-grim

I wonder if being bullied as a kid has any inoculating factors? like "I can do this now, because I could do this at 4 feet tall" type stuff. or does it just permanently make you into a quivery little prey animal? much to consider.

pangur-and-grim

oh yowch.

justadaddysboy

you can also learn to "deal with all that bad stuff" or at least seem to, and start to habitually shoulder other peoples traumas because if they handle it alone their actions become very dangerous but 90 percent of your reaction to the trauma and negative feelings is to channel it into your level 99 coping mechanism and convince yourself that you "just handle it better" to an extent you do, but it does lead to your own waterways of pain getting cut just a bit deeper and the banks of those rivers eroding. Gotta be careful, but you can't let other people suffer flashflooding. You like those people, love them even, and damn doesn't it feel so good to be useful. To prove how capable you can be?

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