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AHHHHH ALL OF MY WRITING SUCKS AND I REFUSE TO POST MY DRAFTS !!!!!!!!!! i hate this, school is kicking my ass and i can’t stop cringing when i write ajflakdsjfoaleurjslkfajlakj
bruh i forgor how hard writing is but anyway, i’m currently working on a smut fic of emo loser!reader x jock bully!ellie (ft. snakebites) cuz i js got my lip pierced n it gave me some ideas lol
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bruh i forgor how hard writing is but anyway, i’m currently working on a smut fic of emo loser!reader x jock bully!ellie (ft. snakebites) cuz i js got my lip pierced n it gave me some ideas lol
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ᛝ it would take her AGES to ask you out like.. she’d overthink it so much and she would NOT tell anyone about it so you might have to make the first move
ᛝ once in a relationship, she is even more shy around you than before, she’s suddenly over performing less and trying to let you into her little world but it might take her some time
ᛝ she is VERY protective of her things.. like.. annoyingly so.. she lightly scolds you if you carelessly handle one of her figurines and then apologizes immediately after but once you leave, she thoroughly inspects the figure for any marks, scratches, or smudges lol
ᛝ she doesn’t really like ‘normal’ dates, her idea of the perfect date is something small and intimate like getting coffee and going to a record shop or.. you sitting behind her while she plays games..
ᛝ she WILL steal your band tees and when you ask where it is, she will deadass look at you with the straightest face and go “i don’t know” (hint: it’s somewhere under her bed
ᛝ she can be annoyingly jealous but not in the “you’re MINE” alpha kinda way but in a “oh..so what i’m hearing is that you’d rather be with her, i see how it is..” like.. babe, all you did was chat with another girl about the difference between the vinyl vs cassette listening experience but APPARENTLY that is cheating in ellie’s eyes
ᛝ her lips are chapped 90% of the time so you HAVE to remind her to put on chapstick if you don’t wanna be kissing cracked lips
ᛝ she also pics at her nails/cuticles when she’s anxious so for the love of god, get her some cuticle oil
ᛝ she secretly likes all the lacy panties and stuff but if you ever call her panties ‘cute’… her ears will go bright red and she’ll shove a pillow into your face and mumble ‘shut up, you’re so embarrassing’
ᛝ yeah, she’s lowk a tsundere LMAO
ᛝ she does NOT know when to let a bit die so it can get annoying after awhile LOL
ᛝ she teases you constantly, it’s her way of flirting and also her way of communicating her feelings like she could be in the depth of despair and you’ll only know it because she made a joke about it so.. reading between the lines is a MUST
ᛝ she will accidentally ghost you for days on end but it’s just because she is rarely on her phone so you deadass gotta do welfare checks on her because she could spend WEEKS in her room, gaming, reading, doing deep dives on her nerd stuff
ᛝ she does enjoy going on walks and hikes but she’d also get frustrated if you’re a slow walker or if you keep stopping to take photos lol
ᛝ she isn’t a gym rat but she does like to go to the gym a few times a week to let out some steam but she does get VERY annoyed with men at the gym staring at her and for getting their macho-ness everywhere
ᛝ she is a flirt but not on purpose, she is just naturally witty and has a weird sort of charisma about her that marks baristas giggle and classmates doodle her name in the corner of their notebook
ᛝ she loves d&d but she can never find anyone to play with because Jesse and Dina aren’t all that into that stuff so you might have to pity play with her
ᛝ she owns cringey fandom merch lol (think the hellfire tee when it first came out)
ᛝ she hates shopping, if you ask her to come with you, she’ll groan but put her shoes on and drag her feet when following you around, after the first three stores, she’s already asking “can we go now”
ᛝ she gets very frustrated with lingerie.. it’s a nice sentiment but she also gets all huffy and gives up
ᛝ if you’re alternative.. she posts those ‘me and my goth gf’ memes.. im so sorry..
ᛝ she is either VERY early or VERY late
ᛝ if you offer to help cut her hair, she’ll let you but.. she will be very nit picky and you’ll just end up getting frustrated after she holds her breath and says “dont you think thats a little.. short?” for the millionth time
ᛝ she secretly likes nightcore.. she was secretly a gacha kid.. bc fandoms..
ᛝ she loves sleeping with you but she also kicks off the blankets
ᛝ she gets shy when introducing you as her gf
ᛝ she is such a movie snob oh my god like.. do not ask for her imdb
ᛝ she loves arguing with kids on roblox and her avatar is just a plain bacon girl lol
ᛝ but if the kids call her out, she will get mad and she will get banned for a week and she will complain to you like it wasn’t her fault
ᛝ Jesse and Dina are around so much that it feels like you’re dating them too sometimes
ᛝ ellie may say she does not care about what Joel thinks but come on.. she dresses like a mini him and glances at him when you three have dinner together
ᛝ she for sure owns a ‘who ate all the pussy’ shirt and she thinks its the funniest shit ever
ᛝ she will pout when you don’t laugh at her jokes
ᛝ if you two are arguing, she isn’t petty but she does shut down emotionally and physically, she will look at you like a kicked puppy but will not say anything and if you poke at her, she will snap but then feel bad immediately and walk away until you come to her and MAKE her talk it out
ᛝ she will wear her converse until it is literally falling apart, even then she will look at you and say “it’s still good” and furrow her brows like YOU’RE the crazy one for suggesting she get new shoes because the ones on her feet look like they were ran over twelve times, soaked in oil, chewed on by rabid dogs, and taken for a few laps around lake michigan
ᛝ she loves video essays and will bombard your inbox with links to them
ᛝ she has a playlist of every song you said you liked
ᛝ she punches your stuffed animals when you aren’t looking
ᛝ she doesn’t always wipe her shoes.. so you better get rid of any rugs you have
ᛝ once she opens up, you’ll realize how fragile she actually is and you better not mess it up bc she will close up again once she senses any sign of you leaving
ᛝ yeah, she has abandonment and attachment issues
ᛝ she has horrible insomnia
ᛝ old ladies love her because she’s charismatic, knows her way around a toolbox, and will charm their socks off because she likes getting praised LOL
ᛝ she is insufferable after getting complimented, she is suddenly way too cocky and will show it
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a/n: ok im sleepy now n too lazy to link my m.list so gn guys
i’ll slowly be making my way through my requests and i wanna start writing for caught in your web and casual again. please be patient <3
hii sorry if this is a weird request but i’m currently struggling with an eating disorder (anorexia) and i was wondering if you could make something where ellie comforts reader throughout their eating disorder? it’s okay if not and once again i apologize if this request is weird 😭 thank you! ❤️
a/n: i’m very sorry for responding to your request so late. this is such a sensitive topic, i’ve struggled with an ed before as well and it was the lowest point of my teen years, i hope that you find your way out of the dark and to the light (mini tlou ref sorry lol) and i hope that you can find comfort in my writing. <3 I haven’t written in forever so I apologize if it’s horrible, but this was the first request I’ve seen to make me actually wanna write after months and months of writers block and depression, I hope it brought you some comfort.
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Ellie noticed everything about you, she noticed the way your eyelashes would flutter when the sun hit your face just right in the morning, she noticed how you liked exactly one teaspoon of honey in your tea, the way you spun your favourite vinyl after particularly hard days, she saw you, like, really saw you and sometimes that frightened you because it meant, she also saw the parts of yourself you tried to hide from her like how you pushed your food around more than ate, how you drank more water than the average person, how you’d flush red with embarrassment when she’d walk in on you weighing yourself or looking at yourself from different angles in the mirror.
At first, it really frightened you, question after question raced through your brain on a never ending loop.
Would she still want to be with me if she knew? Is this too much for her? She’s already been through so much, she wouldn’t want another burden, right? She probably thinks I’m stupid, huh? Does she know..?
What you didn’t know was that, Ellie had been through the exact same thing… just under different circumstances.
After Joel’s death, it was almost like her appetite was buried with him. At first, she couldn’t tell whether or not that her appetite loss was a result from grief or if it was a form of her ‘punishing’ herself for letting Joel die the way he did, for letting him die without her ever forgiving him, for him dying without ever being able to make up for lost time. Either way, she didn’t feel like eating, she skipped meals under the guise of ‘being tired’ or ‘picking up extra shifts’, Tommy and Maria’s food rotted away in the fridge just like how she had rotted away in her room.. until you showed up.
You were like a warm ray of sunshine in her otherwise grief stricken life, your smile made her feel content, a thing she never thought she’d feel again. After a few months of knowing you, she slowly began to eat again, small at first but then gradually, she was having full meals just so she’d get to run into you at the cafeteria and maybe even eat with you.
She didn’t notice the way you’d push your food around or the way you’d watch people eat more than you yourself did because she was too busy watching you. She loved the way your hair brushed your cheek when you leaned in to tell her some cheesy joke you’d heard Tommy tell Jesse, she loved the way your eye would crinkle a bit when you’d giggle at some stupid joke she made, she especially loved the way you’d sometimes get too shy to look at her in the eye after she teased you.
It wasn’t until one afternoon that she noticed the way you had barely eaten and she only noticed because she had been watching your lovely hands gently hold the fork while the other balled up a napkin into itself. That’s when she began to grow uneasy.
She wasn’t uneasy in the loud, panicked way she’d felt so often in her life.. this time her concern was quiet, gnawing in her chest. The kind that made her fork pause halfway to her mouth as she finally looked away from your hands and really looked at your plate.
Barely touched.
Her stomach twisted, the sight of your plate looked all too familiar.
She didn’t say anything at first, she told herself that she was reading too much into it, after all, everybody did have off days but the excuses felt… flimsy, hollow because she knew that they were just that, excuses, the same excuses she’d made before meeting you. The ones she still sometimes made because old habits die hard.
She cleared her throat and watched the way you cut your foot into smaller and smaller pieces, how you nudged them around like you were trying to convince yourself more than anyone else around you that you were eating. How you took extra long sips of water between bites that never quite made it to those pretty lips that she could never get enough of. How your shoulders tensed when you noticed her eyes lingering on your plate.
For a moment, Ellie was back in her room, sitting alone at the quiet table, stomach empty, head full of noise she couldn’t quiet. She remembered Maria’s worried glances, Tommy pretending not to notice while he grumbled about Abby, Jesse’s worried looks as he’d dump out the rotted, untouched food from her fridge, and the guilt that came with knowing those were rations gone to waste. Then she remembered how badly she’d wanted someone to just see her without forcing her to explain.
Her throat tightened before she faked a laugh at one of Jesse’s cheap jokes.
After the two of you left the dining hall, she cleared her throat once more and softly spoke, “Hey.. you okay? I-I mean, I.. I noticed you didn’t really eat in there.. stomach bug..?”
You startled, eyes flicking from the snow covered ground to her pretty eyes, “Yeah, totally fine, just wasn’t hungry. You know how I hate eating vennison.. poor deers.. you know?” You tried to laugh it off.
Ellie nodded slowly, even managing to crack a forced smile, pretending to accept the answer even though it sat wrong in her chest. She didn’t push, instead, her hand found yours in the dark of the alley on the way to your house, her hand felt warm around your freezing one.
She didn’t say anything else but she squeezed your hand once.
You walked the rest of the way in silence, snow crunching softly beneath your boots. When you reached your porch, you hesitated, fingers tightening around hers like you were afraid to let go.
She noticed that too, of course she did.
“Hey,” she said quietly, stepping back onto the porch,” You.. you can always talk to me, you know that, right? L-like, I know.. I’m a total idiot when it comes to all this emotional crap but.. I really do care about you, you mean.. you mean more to me than you can even begin to imagine, ugh, that sounded so sappy..”
A soft giggle slipped past your lips and managed to nod, “I know.”
She pressed your hand to her cheek for a brief moment, warm breath ghosting your palm, “Good.”
Later that night, when you were curled up beside her under one too many blankets, Ellie traced slow, absent-minded circles on your arm. Her voice was barely above a whisper.
“You ever notice how I’m weird about food sometimes?” she mumbled.
Your chest tightened, you had noticed. You noticed the way she sometimes handed her breakfast to Jesse, how she gave her jerky to Jesse, and how she sometimes skipped dinner and opted to stay in her room.
“I used to think I was just.. that, weird,” she sighed and rolled onto her back, eyes fixed on the ceiling, “I thought I was alone, Joel was gone.. I didn’t see the point in surviving just to survive if it meant the one person..,” she cleared her throat,” if it meant he was gone.. but then you showed up..”
You rolled onto your side and looked up at her, your arm making its way onto her stomach, tracing a faint scar.
She turned to look at you then, to really look at you.
“I know.. I know you’d never come out and say it directly to me.. and I don’t want to sound l-like I’m accusing you of anything.. but just know this, you don’t have to, you don’t have to carry everything alone.. not while I’m here at least.
And for the first time in a long while, you had hope.
After that night, Ellie was more attentive.
She knew that recovery was a process, not a single conversation could fix everything, but she was in it for the long haul, after all an eating disorder wasn’t something she could kill with an arrow and it wasn’t something she could pummel into the ground.
Instead, she’d check on you in subtle ways like making sure you ate your food without pushing you to scarf it all down, making sure you weren’t skipping meals by going with you to each one, and making sure you felt beautiful no matter what the scale said.
She’d also let you know that she was there for you in subtle ways like a hand on your back when you passed by, brushing your hair out of your face, kisses to your hand and forehead, and lingering near you during meals.
You were never a burden to her, you were never stupid to her, you were never too much because she knows where you’re at and she knows that recovery is possible, as hard as it might be, she wants to repay you for bringing her out of her own hell.
Ellie noticed everything about you, the good, the bad, the parts you tried to hide, and she didn’t care about labels or judgments. All that mattered to her was you. All she had ever wanted was to be here, right here, with you because she loved you.
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gonna write emo!ellie with a tongue piercing x emo!reader with nipple piercings lol
i got a few requests regarding ellie x (insert aesthetic)!reader and a few of ellie x (insert illness)!reader, i’ve been researching the disorders and aesthetic bc i really do NOT wanna portray them wrong or anything so please be patient with those lol
i’m still at the restaurant
(obsessed with casual. but if you don’t wanna do it, don’t!!)
LOL i’ll be continuing the series next week, i’d write a chapter this weekend but im going to a concert and have like five assignments due 😭
thanks for being so patient, yall </3
your recent fic was SO freaking good. i’ll never get tired of loser ellie NGHHHH. also i missed seeing you around, glad you’re back and feeling better :3
AGHHH tysm i love reading y’all’s messages/comments/and asks, i love yall sm 😛
would yall be interested in fbi agent!ellie headcanons? i’m currently working towards my ba in psych so i can do a program for clinical psychology n it got me thinking about ellie as an agent :0
i wanna add more stuff to my ellie x (insert aesthetic/subculture) reader like my ellie x goth!reader, ellie x whimsigoth!reader, and ellie x hkiki! reader fics so please dm me stuff you’d like to see :0
(i already got requests for emo/gyaru/and coquette)
my laptop has 3% and i forgor my charger at home omg </3
NEVERMIND I FOUND MY CHARGER IN MY BACKPACK, NEW STORY COMING OUT TODAY PERHAPS
my laptop has 3% and i forgor my charger at home omg </3
why would a man be following me </3
do yall still want me to write for caught in your web and casual? it’s been a long ass time so idk if anyone is still interested in them lol and i dont wanna continue a series that no one is gonna read