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[hilyyyn]

All these insecurities and doubts are coming back 😔

[hilyyyn]

Rip papang😔 I’m sorry I have visited you all these years. It’s my deepest regret

[hilyyyn]

I’ve always been a depressed person. Idky it catches anyone off guard. It’s not like I can control this switch.

[hilyyyn]

I haven’t been happy for months.

[sxcietyfeels]

Sigh ..

[hilyyyn]

When I first read this a while back, it hit me.

Reading it again when I’m about to hit my one year on T, it hits me even more. no one will truly understand what it means to relive puberty and relearn yourself and especially relearn to love and accept yourself. I still have to battle through this while I am far from loving who I am. I don’t know who I am mentally and emotionally, even physically.

Dating a trans guy, you’ll need a lot of patience. Not telling them you’re on the edge of giving up when they’re pushing you away. because telling them, makes it worst for them to overcome. Even if it’s too much for you to understand them, it’s not time for them to get slapped in the face and realize theyre changing, when they always knew they were.

Another thing is that cis men already don’t discuss their feelings. Transitioning from female to male, and realizing you don’t discuss your feelings anymore or just not being able to express yourself is life changing. It impacts your life more than you think.

[ajamaile]

[shy-lah808]

Home 💚

[hilyyyn]

I knew I should have gotten a place that’s pet friendly. 😪 could be loving a pup rn more than anything.

[pastelparrotlet]

Try stuff. Put plants in your room even if you aren’t the best at caring for them. Attempt that dessert recipe even if it turns out ugly. Listen to that music you’ve been meaning to try for a while. The world is full of infinite sources of goodness and the best thing to do it to try and find as many as possible.

[hilyyyn]

I don’t talk to no one about my feelings. Nope.

[hilyyyn]

My tumblr is whack af. Why do I even still have it. lol. Maybe it’s time to delete this app.

[yuras-deactivated20260304]

[hilyyyn]

CHILLLLLLLL

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[hilyyyn]

But I’m so far from it

[hplyrikz]

“You can tell how dangerous a person is by the way they hold their anger inside themselves quietly.”

— Unknown (via hplyrikz)

[hilyyyn]

Me majority of the time cause I hate everyone

[hplyrikz]

““That’s part of what I like about the book in some ways. It portrays death truthfully. You die in the middle of your life, in the middle of a sentence””

— John Green, The Fault in Our Stars (via hplyrikz)

Clear your mind here

(via hplyrikz)

[hilyyyn]

I wouldn’t mind dying rn.