I have laid in bed all morning just thinking about things. After thinking about everything I finally got up and showered. I have come to terms with myself. I'm tired of being labeled. I realized that gay is just a label and I don't want to be labeled. I don't. Because what if one day I change my mind or I have a new interest and I don't fit into my stereotype. Will I need a new label? Am I going to have to go through labels all my life? So I'm going to be Ryder. And if your label fits into my being so be it. So I don't care what the case might be. I'm going to be Ryder and you be whatever you what to be. Like I understand you have seen pictures of me with other females. Like yeah I kissed girls but that doesn't mean I'm lesbian. Yeah like technical I am one but I don't like being called one. I just want to be me. I'm going to dress however I want to dress and I'm going to love whoever I want to love and in the end I want people to know me as Ryder. I don't want people to know me as one of the lesbians of the town. Or just another gay girl on social media. I don't want a label because then you're stuck under a stereotype and a category and I don't want to be stuck. I want to be free to think, to act, to dress, to love, to look. Free to do whatever I want. I want to be free to be creative. Free to have an open mind. Free to do new things. I don't want to have to question myself. Well is that what a gay girl would do? I don't want to be stuck! I know people may think you're not stuck when your under the stereotype of lesbian. But I don't want to be labeled gay, bi, pan sexual, or lesbian. But in the end does it really matter. I'm going to end this with the only label you need is the label that was given to you at birth. #makingachange #morningthoughts #nolabels