Raven's Den

She/Her - 30 - Poly - Slvt - Gothpunk dumb horny trans fox girl brain go brrr 18+ - Minors & Cis Men DNI

[ashes2caches]

kissing the thirty year old trans woman can be a very rewarding task. try it some time!

[hitachi-ocelot]

I’m hungover from a weekend of mushrooms and drinks but I feel cute so have some tummy

[sufjanswidow]

you think you're 'the most fuckable person at the grocery store' and those people aren't thinking about you at all. they're just getting groceries. nothing is about you

[specialmouse-deactivated2025060]

Don't listen to them baby. I'm sucking your cock in my mind. And your pussy

[hitachi-ocelot]

Factually incorrect as I have been someone at the grocery store that has seen folks and thought about how hot they are the entire time I’m there. Keep doing it, it’s a favour to all of us.

[mimiyanna]

The permanent eyebags are cute, right? You think they look cute on me, right?

[hitachi-ocelot]

I don’t know how the fuck to do it anymore.

I do everything I can to make friends and maintain relationships and it seems it’s never enough? Or am I too much?

Seemed easier when I was manic and hypersexual and drinking all the time to cope, everyone seemed to want to spend time with me because I would fuck them. As that wound down and I tried to focus on actually growing more as a person and needed a little less chaos suddenly everyone is gone? No one to go walk around with, no one to go grab a coffee and sit in a park with, was the only part of me worth being around my personality while actively participating in addiction and relying on using my body to keep people around?

Shit fucking sucks..

[hitachi-ocelot]

And my brain being the stupid lump of fuck it is at the same time is constantly sitting here saying “damn what the fuck happened to you that no one wants to fuck you anymore?” Like the fact that I’m trying to actually feed myself instead of just drinking and I’m putting on healthy weight makes me undesirable?

Is struggling with mental health because low barrier therapy is such a struggle to access and I can’t afford to just go to any therapist that could take me an issue? Because holy fuck I’m trying my best to keep it all together but it’s so so hard.

I reach out to people who I’ve known for years and get ignored, which makes it terrifying to reach out to anyone because if people I’ve shared meals with, shared sorrows and joy with, shared intimacy and vulnerability with don’t want anything to do with me then how are these new people going to react?

I get my life is a bit of a mess, struggling with unemployment in the worst job market in my lifetime, trying to find stable and safe housing, but does that make me hard to be around? Does it remind people that life can change for them after one single company downsizing and they could end up like me?

It’s not all bad. Things could be worse. Things HAVE been worse. I’ll make it through this like I’ve made it through every rough patch in my life, tired and bruised and scraped up with blood in my mouth from screaming through the bullshit, I just need a break, some community, and to let out so much shit I’ve had to shoulder for so long..

Thanks for reading my rant, one day I shall return to posting salacious photos for your enjoyment, I just need to find some comfort in myself first I think..

[hitachi-ocelot]

I don’t know how the fuck to do it anymore.

I do everything I can to make friends and maintain relationships and it seems it’s never enough? Or am I too much?

Seemed easier when I was manic and hypersexual and drinking all the time to cope, everyone seemed to want to spend time with me because I would fuck them. As that wound down and I tried to focus on actually growing more as a person and needed a little less chaos suddenly everyone is gone? No one to go walk around with, no one to go grab a coffee and sit in a park with, was the only part of me worth being around my personality while actively participating in addiction and relying on using my body to keep people around?

Shit fucking sucks..

[wintertraumaposting]

"There's no such thing as an atheist in a foxhole."

"Foxgirl pussy is so good it makes you believe in god??"

[hitachi-ocelot]

Yes, it is. No, I’m not biased.

[hitachi-ocelot]

Do you think if you got enough trans catgirls together, you could make them roleplay a warrior cats clan?

Listen, I have been in a few situations with multiple trans catgirls, from my experiences there is only one way that is ending and it’s definitely not as a unified clan fighting against Ashfur

[last-to-the-orgy]

Posted for the beauty and eloquence of this comment:

[sweeetlii]

would you 😳

[thoughtportal]

[ominous-signs]

Official ominous sign (apparently translates to "Sorry", in a sincere way)

[soul-of-a-ghost]

pathetic wet beast on the brink of tears

[ominous-signs]

OH MY GOSH LOOK AT THEM

[feefal]

Swallowed by a black hole

[fiendish-illos]

hey dont cry Autism Creature speculative biology

[rookbeerfloat]

chew uncooked glass noodles like jerky

[hitachi-ocelot]

It’s true, I do hate this

[nixiecat]

I'm glad I'm not the only raw noodle eater

[hitachi-ocelot]

Ok I agree for like spaghetti but raw dangmyoen is so hard on your teeth

[rookbeerfloat]

chew uncooked glass noodles like jerky

[hitachi-ocelot]

It’s true, I do hate this

[rookbeerfloat]

dust is just people crumbs

[hitachi-ocelot]

Hearing this spoken with my own 2 ears gave me 1d8 psychic damage ;-;

[fanghaunt]

just trying to art again