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ā§ you get me closer to god; a tendou satori fic ā§
ā§ ... school stress makes you do crazy things!! ...like try to summon your guardian angel and summon a demon insteadĀ ā§
ā§ ...Ā first part of my sadist!tendou series hehe
ā§ ... ahh a little bit is inspired by seita, both for the idea of sadist!tendou, but her blog is rly supportive and welcoming has also given me the confidence to write lewds, and I really appreciate that :>
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cw:Ā demon!Tendou, smut, degredation, praise, corruption kink, sadist!tendou, bdsm elements, pet names :>, spit kink, dumbification kind of, there might be something else i cant remember hhfkdjfs
Staring at your open notebook, you rub your eyes tiredly. Itās only one in the afternoon, but your Precalculus class has drained all of your energy. Your professor was absolutely insane, assigning so much homework. Doesnāt he know that college students take more than one class per semester? In your head, youāre already planning out the order in which youāre going to have to do your assignments and when. How late youāre going to have to stay up. All you want to do is take a nap after your last class, but will you even have time for that?
Class is over now, so you pack up your things and leave. At least your next class is much easier. Your Creative Writing professor is super sweet and youād take a bullet for her, probably. Besides, your friend, Mayu, will be there, too. She always makes you feel better. Mayu has a sweet, but a little chaotic personality that usually rejuvenates you on bad days.
And there she is, waiting at one of the seats in the hallway. Once she sees you, she waves you over to the table excitedly. Her laptop and notebooks are out because she had a half-hour break between classes, and you gently push the notebooks aside to sit next to her.
āHey, (y/n) guess what! I finally figured out your issue for Precal!ā Normally Mayu is on some kind of bullshit, but since you were texting her during class earlier, it piqued your interest.
āHmm?ā
āLook!ā Mayu exclaims, pointing at her computer screen. You lean over and it looks like sheās on some sort of forum webpage? It doesnāt look like any popular one that youāve seen before, but you squint, trying to read.
... angel summoning?
āMayu, what the hell?ā As you read the forum page, you become more and more confused. The users spoke about chalk circles and meditation and wine and bread to summon your ancestral guardians, or something like that. Itās a little too much, right now. Your brain is still spinning from class.
Mayu is into some pretty unconventional things, so you arenāt exactlyĀ surprised, but each and every time she suggests some odd thing, youāre still a little...Ā impressedĀ with what she finds. āOkay, listen!ā You look at her, and she just smiles at the way youāre telling her to shut up with your eyes. Itās never worked on her.
āHear me out, (y/n). This is something Iāve actually done before, so I can one hundred thousand per cent guarantee that it works, I promise you.ā A huge part of you wants to roll your eyes at her, but once again, you arenāt exactly surprised that she would have attempted something like this. āI met my guardian angel and sheās the one that helped me get accepted here! She guided me during my application and here I am!ā
You just stare at her. āRight...ā
āI swear on my life!ā She begins to pack up her things, now that class is soon to start, and you shake your head at her. But by now she was finished with the conversation and is prattling about some girl she met in one of her other classes.
Itās so stupid, but the whole class, your mind keep tabs on that forum, just at the edge of consciousness.
ā§ Ā ā¦Ā
Itās 2:13 am and you very much hate your life. Youāre exhausted and stressed. Itās way past your normal bedtime but you just have so much Precal homework to do. You feel like youāre drowning. Maybe itās just because itās late and youāre tired, but you canāt seem to stop thinking about what Mayu suggested. Mayu might be into some pretty odd things, but she most definitely isnāt dumb. If sheās said sheās done it before... maybe summoning an angel really does work?
You shake your head. Thatās stupid. Rubbing your eyes, you get back to your homework. You have thirteen more questions left on this assignment, and then another fifteen question one. Thereās no time to mess around.
So why canāt you get it out of your head?
You last six minutes before texting Mayu.
She tells you to make a sugar circle in your room, with bread and wine in the middle. Itās just you in your tiny studio apartment, and youāre a little too busy to really bake anything that needs sugar, so all you have is a tiny little thing that you use for your coffee. Itās not nearly enough to make a circle with. You use salt instead. Wine isnāt a drink that you typically have on hand either, but you have some leftover vodka that someone had left from a rare party that you had hosted like a year ago. Itās alcohol, so you figure itāll work. The only thing that you actually had from what Mayu texted was bread, but you have a disappointing feeling that sliced bread from the grocery store isnāt quite what she meant either.
But youāre summoning an angel, after all. None of this is really as it seems.
There is a chant that Mayu sent you in what she says is Hebrew. That.. isnāt a language that you speak, so you know for a fact you arenāt going to say it right. You donāt know if it even truly is Hebrew. But once you draw the circle, light the red candle (Mayu said a white candle, but you only had red, so), and set up the alcohol and bread, you begin chanting.
Mayu had told you to go through the chant only once. But, doing so once, nothing happened. Twice, nothing happened. Thrice, with the same result. There was no smoke, no poof of magic, and most importantly, no guardian angel. Nothing.
You sigh, disappointed with yourself. The one time you trust Mayuās ridiculousness, and it ends up like this. How could you be so dumb? Of course, no guardian angel is going to save you from math homework. If they even exist at all, they definitely have much more important things to do than a college studentās work. Sitting back down at your desk, you shoot a quick text to Mayu that it didnāt work.
She says to be patient, that it might come at one of the angel numbers. You donāt know what that is, but youāre tired. At this point, you just want to finish a couple more questions, then head to bed. The rest will be an issue for the future (y/n) to deal with.
But, as much as you wish to sleep, something keeps you up. You retired to your bed half an hour ago, at three. Most of your homework is completed, except for maybe a few questions. Thatās something you can do before class, though. If you manage to fall asleep, that is.
Thereās this itch underneath your skin, tingles with every move you make. Itās been like this for a while. you think. Maybe youāre getting sick. Itās hot, but you donāt feel like you have a fever. No, this is something different. The heat isnāt focused in your head, and you arenāt sweaty. Subconsciously, your thighs are clamped shut, hips softly moving. It feels good. You feel a little high.
The red light of your alarm clock illuminates your face as you stare at the time.
3:33 AM
Oh.
A little bit of you understands, but your mind has become a little hazy, a little foggy like cold November mornings. From the horror movies youāve watched, seeing this specific time blinking red is unsettling.
Almost as if on queue, the floorboards creak in the hallway. Your cunt clenches, and you canāt help it. There are goosebumps on your arms, and the hairs on the back of your neck stand straight. Slowly, you sit up. You normally leave a nightlight plugged into the socket across from your door in the hallway so that you donāt have to turn on a blinding light when you need to use the restroom at night. You can see it through the gap under your door, unless something is blocking it.
You watch the shine of the light disappear.
Thereās someone in front of your door.
Curling your toes, you hold your breath, waiting. At this point, you think, thereās nothing you can do.
Slowly, steadily, you hear the lock on your door click, and watch as the door slowly opens.
Clearly, the summoning had worked.
But this is no angel.
Mottled black and purple horns protrude from the figureās head, just barely illuminated by the dull lamp at your bedside table. His hair is red, and stands up. Thereās a predatory smirk on his face, and your body heats. Heās wearing black ripped jeans and a leather jacket, and the skin on his knees look normal, but his hands are shaded a gradient of black and purple.
This, no questions asked, is a demon.
You frown, corners of your mouth wobbling. Surely, you are going to die, but you canāt help but feel something else. The way the demon looks at you isĀ hungry,Ā and it should not be so arousing. Perhaps he is going to eat your soul. But you think the fear does something for you too.
āAh,ā the demon says, smiling with sharp teeth. āHow cute,āĀ All you can do is stare at him. āHow lucky am I to have someone as innocent as you,ā the demon purrs and steps closer to your bed. āLook at the way youāre trembling, darling,ā he reaches a finger out, and his nails are black and clawed. You can feel the tip of it on your chin, poking at you, and you lift your head with the movement of his finger to look him right in the eyes. You didnāt realize that you were shaking, but you stop now, paralyzed as you look into his eyes. Theyāre ravenous, and dark. No pupils, just blackness, but itās piercing. Thereās no way to really tell where he is looking, but you know that heās staring straight through you.
The demon leans down to get level with you, where you sit up in bed. He grins, and his teeth are so sharp.
Heās going to tear you apart.
āDarling,ā he murmurs, and his forked tongue darts out to lick at a tear you didnāt feel slide down your cheek. āIām going to have so much fun with you,ā
Once again, you tremble at his words. You have no idea what that means, but youāre certain these are your last moments. Taking a deep breath, you speak. āAre you going to eat me?ā You mumble, quietly. The demon laughs loudly at you.
āOh, sweetheart,Ā cute.Ā Of course, Iām going to eat you right up, how could I not?ā He leans down further to lap at your neck, and your thighs clench together. Something about the sensation of his tongue and his proximity to you is so.. intoxicating, yet terrifying at the same time. You donāt know what to feel. Maybe you do want him to eat you.
āAm I going to die?ā He lays you down, amused at your questions. You go pliantly, his tongue leaving you boneless. āNo, not if youāre a good girl. Not if you donāt want to die. Do you want to die? Or do you want to be a good girl?ā You are quiet for a moment, as you decide. A part of you wouldn't mind if you were eaten by him. His presence leaves your head foggy, almost as if you were tipsy on sweet wine. Perhaps you were just tipsy on his scent. He smells like earth and smoke and sulfur, something that makes your nose itch and your head hurt but leaves your thighs clenched together in the same breath.Ā
"No... I suppose I don't want to die," you whisper, as if speaking any louder will whisk him away.Ā
"So you're going to be my good girl, darling?" His right-hand slides over your chest and ghosts over your throat, his feeling of his fingertips lingering. He cups your jaw, thumb pulling at the corner of your mouth, and you only gaze at him, mesmerized. "Well, pretty? Good girls answer when asked a question." You nod, squeezing your eyes shut just for a moment.
"I-" you stutter when his left-hand slips under your sleep shirt, caressing the expanse of your stomach. "I'll be your good girl, um. Demon, sir." The demon laughs genuinely at that, leaning down to pull you in a short yet sultry kiss. He tastes like sweet nectarines, saccharine and syrupy, and you want to taste more.Ā
"You can call me Satori, sweetheart." Satori hums, kissing you once again. as if he knows how much you loved how he tasted. "Do you know what I'm here for? You called me here, after all." You shake your head, bashful that you had botched your summoning so awfully.
"... no, Satori, sir. I had, um, I had meant to summon an angel to help me with my math homework." Satori grins, forked tongue poking out between his teeth. With every word you speak, he looks more and more amused.
"And you got me instead, how ironic. You, my love, have summoned a demon." Of course, you had assumed that, it's quite obvious that Satori is nothing close to an angel. Yet, hearing the words, the confirmation, slithering off of his tongue leaves goosebumps. "I'll give you your deepest and darkest desires, darling," Satori drawls, his hand cold over your rib cage. When you shiver, you aren't sure if it's from the temperature or the touch itself. But you want it. The air around you is heavy with want, dark and leaden, weighing on you.Ā
"Okay," you whisper, because you don't really know what else to say. What else can you say? There is aĀ demonĀ in front of you, on top of you, touching you, kissing you, and he's going to ruin you. There is nothing that you can say. Your body speaks for you, with the way that you tremble beneath Satori, dripping with arousal.
"I know that you want it, pretty. I can smell it on you." Satori leans down, licking a stripe up the side of your neck, inhaling when he gets to the juncture between your jaw and your ear. "I canĀ tasteĀ it." He bites at your earlobe, and it provokes a soft moan from you. "I'll eat you up, sweetheart." He sits up a little, just enough to pull you into a kiss, and this, this one is so... heady. Satori tastes soĀ delicious, you just want to drink him up, and kissing him makes your head so cloudy in the best way you've ever felt. No drug could ever make you feel like this. When he pulls away, Satori leaves one hand on your jaw, and the other on your stomach slides up to cup your breast, squeezing firmly, but gently, and heat pools at your stomach. When you gasp, Satori hooks his thumb into your mouth so you can't close it all the way. Drool spills out of the corner.
"Oh, darling, look at you. So gorgeous, already drooling for me. Do you like how I taste, pretty?" You nod, tears pricking at your eyes, his words so sickly sweet, condescending in the most addicting way possible. "Of course you do. My spit is an aphrodisiac. Don't you feel it, sweetheart? Feel yourself go dumb with every taste?" A strangled sound leaves your throat, so desperate already. Satori laughs, so amused by your pathetic tears. You watch as he gathers spit on his forked tongue, watch as he leans over you and lets the spit from his tongue drip into your mouth. Immediately, the fruity taste explodes across your tongue and you whine at him, thighs clenching together. Your skin feels so hot, feverish and sweaty and you haven't really even done anything yet.Ā
"Look at you," Satori drawls as you moan at his touch. He caresses your cheek so gently compared to his words. "So pathetic, just lying here, letting me touch you. Looking so innocent but you're a little whore, aren't you? You even let me spit in your mouth, how disgusting!" The smooth pads of his fingers leave your cheek, only to connect harshly once again with a loud smack. The moan you let out is desperate, and sounds foreign even to your own ears.
He had slapped you, and youĀ liked it.
Satori stands and roughly drags you to the edge of the bed, and you squeal in surprise. It's a little frightening, how his demeanour has hardened, but you're still wet and throbbing, and heat still flows through your body. You find that you enjoy being manhandled like this. It makes you feel like prey, and perhaps you are.
Gripping your waist, Satori fingers the edges of your pyjama shorts, grinning when you look up at him with teary eyes. The bulge in his pants is huge, and your cunt squeezes with the thought of something so big inside of you. He takes the waistband of your shorts and pulls, not hard enough to rip them, but it hurts a little when he yanks them off, and a part of you hopes that he handles you roughly enough tonight to leave bruises. With this, you feel surprised. You've never really had thoughts like this before.Ā
You feel corrupted.
Once your shorts are off, Satori sighs, one hand splayed over your hipbone and the other softly running up the wet patches on your underwear. "Have you ever been touched here before, darling?"
Ā You squirm in his hold, cunt sensitive already. "Um," you stutter, toes curling when he presses just the tiniest bit harder at your clit. "Kind of, I guess," While you weren't a virgin, you most definitely haven't felt anything like this before. Satori only smiles.
"I don't know about that," he says, moving your panties to the side. He settles lower onto the bed, closer to your abdomen, and kisses lightly at your stomach. "I don't think you've ever been touched like this before, not with the way that you're so responsive. Satori kisses at your hipbone, licks at the crease between your thigh and your cunt. You gasp when he blows cool air over your pussy. "You smell too pure. Sweet. Like cherries." And he inhales, just slightly, but you can hear it and your hole clenches around nothing, heat swelling in your stomach. You don't think you've ever been so wet before.
"I think I want to ruin you,"
Satori's nails are sharp against the flesh of your thighs, and a part of you wants him to make you bleed. Slowly, you can feel the darkness swirl through the haze of your mind, and you find yourself desiring things that you've never thought of before. When Satori uses his nail to poke sharply at the sensitive skin of your clit, you jerk, and it hurts, but it'sĀ good. You don't know what has gotten into you.
"God," you sigh, when he licks up your slit, but Satori shudders at that, a guttural growl leaving his throat. His teeth snap, and he looks up at you with dark eyes. The grip on your thigh has gotten tighter, almost breaking the skin, and your chest is full with arousal.
"Darling," Satori speaks coldly, and you know that you are in trouble. "Do you think it was smart to say such a word around me? Did you forget what I am?" He rises, his fingers still digging into your thigh while the other wraps tightly around your throat. You can still breathe, but it's difficult and there's pressure against your skull. It makes you a little light-headed, and your heart jumps in a pleasurable sort of fear.
"No, Satori, sir, I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking." you struggle to get out, but you do and he smiles, kissing hungrily at the corners of your mouth and your jawline.
"What a good girl you are, sweetheart. Of course, you weren't thinking, how could I forget how dumb I've made you for me? Just drooling and crying because you're so wet. Pathetic." You whimper at his words, diamond tears in your eyes, because he's right. There are no thoughts in your brain besides arousal and want, the desire for Satori to touch and corrupt you. Satori squeezes at your throat, just a little, but enough for your cunt to clench desperately. He leaves you with a light smack to your cheek, settling down between your legs once again. Instead of pushing them to the side, Satori takes your panties off this time, tugging them off roughly. His hands travel up your thighs, fingers digging so deliciously into your soft flesh. You look down only to see Satori looking at you like he wants to devour you.
And maybe you want him to.
"Fuck," he curses, eyes trained hungrily on your glistening cunt. "You look soĀ appetizing,Ā sweetheart. Gonna eat you right up," And Satori licks at your pussy like he's paid to do it, like he's born for it, and nobody's ever eaten you out before, but Satori quickly has you seeing stars with the way he puts pressure on your clit with his tongue. You sob in his hold, thighs quivering with the way that he eats you out. Soon, he takes a hand off of your thigh to slide a finger between your folds, using your wetness to slick it up enough to slide sweetly into your cunt, and it's only one finger but it presses against your walls and you wail beneath him. You've only ever been fingered once, and it wasn't that good, even with two fingers. Yet, even with just one, you're feeling ten times more pleasure than you ever had before, even by yourself. You squeeze around him as he still sucks on your clit, working a second finger inside of you. Even with his mouth busy, you can feel Satori grin against your cunt, so amused and satisfied with your reactions. When he presses his fingers against your sweet spot, you cry out, hands flying down to grip at his hair. Satori groans, and it's so deep and terrifying, but your toes curl and you feel so so close.
"Satori," you gasp, tears trailing down your cheeks. "Satori, please, wanna feel good, 'm close Satori," and he doesn't respond, can't really with his face buried in your cunt, but suddenly, he works a third finger in and you can't hold it anymore, and you gush around his fingers. He laps it right up, moaning into your pussy, and oh, you must taste good, then, if he's cleaning you up so eagerly. When he licks at your bud again, you jerk, still sensitive, crying out sweetly. It hurts, so you push at his head, but he insists on staying right where he is, with you trembling under him. He keeps the pads of his fingers pressed snugly against your sensitive walls while he continues to suck at your clit, and it's so so much, has you shaking and squirming to get away, but Satori lays his arm over your hips to hold you down. You can feel another orgasm building, and its much too soon. You sniffle beneath him, in tears with overstimulation, but there's amusement in his eyes when he looks up at your ruined face and you know he isn't going to stop until you come again.
"Can't, Satori, no more," you beg, hands pulling at his hair. He only grins into your cunt, fingers working you harder. "Please, no, I can't, not again!" You're sobbing and shaking but his fingers keep moving faster and harder, and when he pulls away from your clit to change his angle, you can feel it even more. "Oh, Satori, it's too much!" But he's smiling hungrily, teeth sharp and terrifying.
"But you love it, darling. Love being ruined, don't you? Wouldn't be so wet if you didn't." His fingers press in all the right places, and suddenly you can feel yourself rolling over the edge once more, and you can't hold it in. You squeal as you squirt all over yourself and his arm, trembling with overstimulation, and you can hardly breathe with the impact of your orgasm. Satori really loves it though, and it seems like with each orgasm that he brought you, his eyes got brighter, like he was feeding off of your pleasure, and maybe he was. He's a demon, after all.
"Fuck," you curse, and your legs twitch with every after-wave of arousal, cunt throbbing with the force of your orgasm. Slowly, Satori slides his fingers out of your sopping cunt, and his arm isĀ dripping, something that you never would have thought you would see, and you clench when he looks you in the eyes and licks at the slick trailing down his forearm. You whimper, head falling back, where you're propped up on your elbows, and your inner thighs burn where Satori has forced them open.Ā
"So good for me, princess," Satori says coyly, as he continues to lick up your slick. "Taste so delicious, I really want to eat you up, now. Nobody's ever made you do that before, huh? Made your little cunny squirt?" You whimper and shake your head, hands curled up towards your chest, breathless. "Cute," he comments, and he pets himself over his black jeans. He had never alluded to his own pleasure this entire time, that you almost forgot what tends to happen next, and suddenly you get shy, and a little scared.
"Darling," Satori coos when he notices your change in demeanour. "There's no point in being afraid," he laughs, staring straight into your eyes. "I've already ruined you anyways, might as well just take this." You frown, but he's right. He's already made you come twice, and you still feel hot, your cunt is still throbbing and begging to be filled. There is nothing more that you can do but take Satori's cock.Ā
He's knelt over you, thighs straddling your ribs when he takes his cock out. It's so close to your face, and you go cross-eyed staring at it. Satori is big and thick, and you don't know how he's going to fitĀ anywhere. You've never done more than a handjob before, much less given a blowjob or taken cock in your pussy before. You gaze up at him, worried, but that only serves to make it better for him, you can see the way his eyes get a little more lidded when he looks at you. "Satori, sir," you murmur.
"Yes, sweetheart?" But he already knows what you're going to say. He strokes himself above you, and his precum drips onto your chest, just barely missing where your sleep shirt is scrunched up under your underarms. You whimper, just a quiet little noise, but of course, Satori hears you. He smiles deviously, and takes his cock and rubs it on your breasts, making a mess of you with his precum. "Darling," Satori groans, oh so condescending. "Looks like you've got a little something on you, what a messy girl. Pathetic." You moan at his words, humiliated, but it feels good. With your panties off and your shirt rucked up, you feel so exposed, and you find that you love this feeling of helplessness. Satori strokes his cock again and scoots up your chest just enough so that the tip of his cock rests just at your lips. "Since you're so disgusting, I think you should clean me up. You've made this mess, after all. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you. It's only fair."
Your lips wobble preciously, on the verge of tears as you gaze up at Satori with glistening eyes. "But," you whisper, a gentle frown on your face. "I don't know how to do that, Satori, sir. I've never... never done that before." And Satori, he smiles wider at you, and you can see the way that glee swells within his eyes, andĀ oh,Ā you realise, cunt throbbing,Ā oh.Ā He gets off on this.Ā Satori gets off on the idea that you're innocent. That you're a virgin. He wants to destroy you, corrupt you, ruin you for anyone else. He wants to take something away from you that nobody else can get after. It's his. He,Ā Satori, is the one who ruined you. Somebody else can fuck your tight cunt, can taste you, can feel your lips on them,Ā but he had it first.Ā
But its okay, you think, because you want Satori to ruin you, too.Ā
"Good," he whispers, before his cock is pressing more insistently against your lips. Reluctantly, you open your mouth, and you're a little worried, you don't know how to cover your teeth or take him in or anything, but you know that it'll be okay in the end. Satori will teach you. "Good," he repeats, headier, as he slides just the very tip between your lips, and while maybe you are a little inexperienced, you aren't innocent either, and you know what feels good, so you swirl your tongue tentatively around the head, tongue dipping precariously into the slit. Satori groans above you, and you can feel the muscles on his thighs tense under your palms as he resists the urge to completely sheath himself down your throat. "Fuck," Satori curses, and suddenly, his hands are in your hair, gripping hard, and his eyes are glowing. You cry out in a surprised moan, the hold on your hair bringing diamond tears back to the corners of your eyes. "So fucking good, darling, what a good whore for me," he says, and in the same breath, he's shoving his cock a little bit further into your mouth. You choke, just slightly, but recover quickly, and you try your hardest to focus on keeping your teeth covered and making him feel good, eyes squeezed shut. Just slightly, you press your tongue right under the head, and his cock jerks in your mouth, andĀ god,Ā you think you can feel your pussy leaking.
Your body is warm and tingling, even as you choke so gorgeously on Satori's cock. He's not even in all the way, and you're already gagging, your throat just not used to taking something so big inside. Now, he's just let go, pays no mind to your breath or your jaw, lost in the pleasure of the wet heat of your mouth. Even though it's difficult, you try to work your tongue as he fucks your throat, and you can't really swirl it, at least not now with such a low skill level, but you manage to press it against the underside of his cock, the pressure catching just under the head of his cock every time he pulls out, and he groans, grip on your hair tightening. You feel soĀ usedĀ and normally you would be disgusted by this, but all you can really think about is how you want this always, how you want to be Satori's, his sweet puppy knelt at his side where you belong and, and you have no idea where this is coming from. It feels like you're intoxicated, the only things that run through your head is the way that Satori's cock smells, his touch, how you want him to split you open forever and ever.Ā
"Oh," Satori groans, and suddenly you're brought back to the real world. You had floated away at some point, you aren't quite sure when, but you're finally aware of your surroundings again. "Poor baby, got fucked so dumb she forgot what she was doing, sweet thing." It's now that you realise that your jaw had gone completely slack, lips no longer wrapped tightly around his cock. Your tongue just rests dead in your mouth, and you really had just checked out, thinking about how much you wanted Satori. Let him fuck your sloppy mouth, too dumb to even do anything.Ā
"'M sorry," you gasp when he pulls out. You feel a little bad, but it seems like heĀ likedĀ it. Liked that you couldn't even think and just let him do whatever he wanted. But you don't mind. Satori can do whatever he wants to you whenever he wants. Your saliva drips from his cock onto you breasts, and Satori looks feral on top of you.
"Its okay, darling," Satori coos, taking your breasts in his hands and squeezing, sucking in a breath at the way they glisten with all the spit and precum smeared on your skin. "I already know what you need. I can smell it on you. Your poor cunny is absolutely dripping for my cock, and I know that you want it too, don't you?" You cry out and nod, because youĀ do. You need it so bad.Ā
"Please," you whisper, and you sound so desperate and wrecked that you almost didn't recognise your own voice. "Satori, sir, please. Need it so bad, soĀ bad."Ā You start to cry, then, and your cunt is throbbing and you want to be filled so badly, all of these feelings are so overwhelming. Satori hushes you with his mouth, using his tongue to spread your lips apart. He pulls away and slides off of you to grip your thighs and press them as far as he can towards your chest.Ā
"Okay, darling," Satori drawls, a feral grin showing off his sharp teeth. "Gonna ruin you real good," He moves forward, taking one hand off of your thigh to line himself up with you fluttering cunt. Your thighs shake in anticipation, you've never had anything like this inside of you before, and you're so scared but also incredibly excited. And you can feel it, too, when the head of Satori's cock presses against your hole. Your pussy throbs, and it'sĀ right thereĀ and you canĀ feelĀ it. So so close to having his cock inside of you, you squirm, moving your hips to try and work the head in some more, just a little bit, anything! Satori laughs at your efforts.Ā
Ā Satori coos at you. "That's cute, sweetheart, wanna be filled so badly? Take it then." He pushes himself all the way in.
You cry out, and it fucking burns, but his head hits just above your cervix so mind-numbingly that you don't even care, body seizing in an addictive mixture of pain and pleasure and you can hear yourself gasping, but you can't feel yourself breathe. Satori curses above you, leaning into his thrust to fill himself as deep inside you as possible. It's almost like you can feel him in your stomach, he's so big and pressing soĀ deep, you feel much more full than any vibrator could ever grant you. It's soĀ good, even more so when Satori pulls back out and slams himself inside once again, leaving you to cream delicately all over his cock.
"Fuck," Satori groans, his grip tightening on the flesh of your thighs as you flutter around him. You sob, reaching up to grab at him, needing something, anything to ground you. Taking your left hand in his, Satori presses your arm above your head, and even though your other hand is gripping hard on his shoulder, you feel so helpless. Your second orgasm did absolutely nothing to help with the heat in your stomach and with the way that Satori continues to fuck your tight heat has you bracing yourself for your next orgasm.
"Fuck, Darling," Satori curses again, pulling out to carelessly flip you over onto your stomach. One hand presses between your shoulder blades to keep your upper body flush with the mattress, and the other grabs your hips and settles you on your knees. A part of you must have forgotten what he is, and you were shocked with the way he just lifted you like you were nothing, but his roughness only led to arousal, and you sob as he pounds you into the mattress. "Cute, sweetheart," Satori coos, hand sliding from your back to grip your hair and pull. You moan loudly, and you've never felt a feeling of pain and pleasure like this before, and you think that it's something you may become addicted to. "Love being manhandled like this, huh? Who's gonna think you're innocent now, hmm? Such a dirty girl, now, getting off to being pushed around and bruised. Ruined for anybody else." Satori leans down, then, breath ghosting over the shell of your ear. "This is all mine, isn't it, love?"
"Yeah," you respond, breathless with the way that Satori thrusts into you, "yes, Satori, sir. All yours," It's difficult to speak and your words stutter and slur, between the drool dripping down your chin and how Satori is fucking you mindless, but you hope it gets the point across. You don't know. You can't really think. Satori nips at your earlobe and growls into your ear.
"Good." And then he pulls your hair so hard you have to bring your back flush with his chest, and his other hand wraps deliciously around your throat as he holds you up against him. Before, you could never understand how anyone would like to be treated so roughly during sex, the thought of being choked was terrifying to you, but here you are now, eyes fluttering delicately as you can hardly breathe from the hand on your throat and Satori's hips. It feels so fuckingĀ good, and you don't think anyone else could ever make you feel this way. You feel drunk on Satori's existence, and your cunt squeezes so nicely around him at that.Ā
"Please," you beg, just barely able to get your words out. That feeling is there again, and you know that you're close, but you want Satori to come first. "Please," you repeat, just as broken as before. You try to move your hips yourself, just a little, but Satori only laughs.
"Sweet thing, trying so hard, but you've been pounded too stupid for that, hmm darling? Can't even speak, poor girl." He speaks so highly, but you can tell that he's close too, with the way that his hips stutter, and he sounds a little breathless himself. You only squeeze harder around him, half on purpose and half because the way he speaks to you is so addicting. His groans are deep and they're getting a little feral, and it's so fuckingĀ hot, his nails dig into your skin and it hurts so good, his thrusts become so erratic and he'sĀ louder and growlingĀ and, and-
Warm liquid spurts into your cunt and his cock pulses inside of you and that,Ā that, sends you over the edge, and you cream over his cock once again as he comes inside of you.
Satori lets go of you, gently placing you face down on the bed, and finally, you can breathe again. Your chest is heaving as you lie there, and when he slowly pulls out, you can feel his cum drip out of you. Whining, you squirm at the feeling, mind too hazy to do anything about it. "Sweetheart," Satori murmurs, running his fingers through your hair, shushing you. "I'll run a bath to clean you up. Feeling okay?" You only whine again, toes curling in embarrassment. That was so...Ā youĀ were so... dirty. But Satori only laughs softly at you, nothing close to the degrading laugh you heard earlier.Ā
hihi jus here to say that Iām not gone or anything !! jus busy w school !!! but also Iāve been working on a fic (my first one !!! :> ) and I want to get it out ASAP so with the little time I have to write each day I havenāt been working on any requests BUT donāt worry bc Iām ALMOST done w this fic n once itās posted Iāll be working on requests !!!
pls donāt think Iāve abandoned u all bc I havenāt !!!!
ALSO Iām at 99 followers !!!! š„ŗšš itās also my birthday today so what a wonderful gift to recieve !!!!! I really donāt know what to do for 100 followers or if anyone will be interested in a little event so if u are pls send an ask !!! šš
okay so I finally finished the first fic in my sadist tendou series !!! :> it should be published tomorrow hehe n then I can finally work on requests again !!! it came out to a nice 6.5k so hopefully itāll make up for the time spent ??
anyways I hope I guys enjoy ur food tomorrow hfjdjdj
hihi jus here to say that Iām not gone or anything !! jus busy w school !!! but also Iāve been working on a fic (my first one !!! :> ) and I want to get it out ASAP so with the little time I have to write each day I havenāt been working on any requests BUT donāt worry bc Iām ALMOST done w this fic n once itās posted Iāll be working on requests !!!
pls donāt think Iāve abandoned u all bc I havenāt !!!!
ALSO Iām at 99 followers !!!! š„ŗšš itās also my birthday today so what a wonderful gift to recieve !!!!! I really donāt know what to do for 100 followers or if anyone will be interested in a little event so if u are pls send an ask !!! šš
hihi jus here to say that Iām not gone or anything !! jus busy w school !!! but also Iāve been working on a fic (my first one !!! :> ) and I want to get it out ASAP so with the little time I have to write each day I havenāt been working on any requests BUT donāt worry bc Iām ALMOST done w this fic n once itās posted Iāll be working on requests !!!
pls donāt think Iāve abandoned u all bc I havenāt !!!!
omg ur kyotani boyfie hcs were so cute š„ŗ thank you for not making him the grrr mean hard daddy dom everyone thinks he is bc !!! hes not !!! hes a little baby š„ŗš„ŗ
hfjdjsj hi cutie Iām glad that you liked it !!!! šš
while I can appreciate grr mean hard daddy dom kyoutani I think being seasoned Iām Twitter kpop nsfw writing has made me way more open to much different dynamics n style when it comes to writing HFJFJSHS so when I saw kyoutani n his characterisation I was like . yeah he big feral puppy . like this man ? heās BABY !! he seems so mean n aggressive but itās always these kinds that are soooooo soft and sweet and shy on the inside but still a little rough bc they donāt rly know how to deal w their feelings FUCK I love him ā¹ļøššš
⼠⦠⢠this is something nobody requested and is ENTIRELY self indulgent !! I donāt think Iāve seen this quite yet (and PLEASE if you have come across something like this send the link STAT) and as a mad dog simp I felt it was within my rights to say fuck it and do it myself hehe :>
⼠⦠⢠includes both sfw headcanons above the cut + nsfw headcanons and appropriate tws under the cut !!
ā” ā¦
ⓠ⦠sfw headcanons ā”
ā” i love love love the idea that heās super shy at first šš like heās never really had a crush on anyone before and he most definitely doesnāt know how to talk to them !!! so he sort of a little bit avoids you and you sort of a little bit thinks that he hates you
ā” at first, it kind of doesnāt really matter to you, because, well, heās only just the kid that sits a row down from you in your sociology lectures !! until he isnāt . your sociology professor, one day, decides that since your class is a little to rowdy and childish for a college atmosphere, she would not be letting you pick partners for a group project, but assign them . and guess who you got !!
ā” heās a little bit cold at first, sort of standoffish, and you definitely think that he hates you now, but he doesnāt !! being mean is one of the only things he knows, so thatās what he resorts to when heās uncomfortable, but !! it doesnāt last too long !!! as the semester goes on, kyoutani warms up to you a little bit each day !!
ā” his real personality is actually quite calm, around you at least. Sometimes youāll see him around campus and he seems like the āmad dogā that people say he is, but to you heās just a serious but clueless puppy !! seeing this make you wonder ā why is it only you that heās so calm around ?? Heās so brash and active with everyone else, so what makes you so different ??
ā” it turns out that he just has a big puppy crush on you ā¹ļøš heās still a little bit shy and some times he can still be a little bit mean, but itās unintentional !! after getting to know you a little bit throughout your project together, he finally comes to terms with his crush on you and decides not to be mean anymore and treat you with respect because he likes you and you deserve it !!!
ā” after he asks you out and the two of you become official, heās STILL a shy puppy :((((( youāre his first ever partner, and he doesnāt know how to be a good boyfriend !!!! but he trying his best and you havenāt complained yet !!! š
ā” for someone soā¦. like him, heās actually quite a clingy boyfriend !! he likes to always be touching you somewhere, whether itās holding hands as the two of you walk or resting his head on your lap when you watch movies (he really loves when you scratch his head !!!!) kentarou really values your presence ā itās super cute !!
ā” as for dates, he doesnāt really know what heās doing so for the most part, you plan them !! as you go on dates, you find that he really enjoys ones where youāre outside doing something, like playing sports outside or picnics !!! but he also loves dates where he gets to stay at home with you, too, where you two watch a movie or play games !! kentarou isnāt a super attentive boyfriend, but he tries to be, and if you mention wanting to do something and he remembers, heāll try to set it up as a date all by himself !! sometimes heāll mess up, but you appreciate the effort !!
ā” I feel like kentarou isnāt really the best with words, but he tries !! itās always a little awkward and shy, and almost exclusively happens at night when the two of you are ready for bed, but heāll tell you how much he appreciates you and loves you . he really does prefer actions over words, and will typically try to show his appreciation for you by acts of service, but at night he feels a little more sensitive and soft, and lets his words tumble out ;((((((
ā” speaking of acts of service, kyoutani often feels like he doesnāt do enough for you, so he tries to make up for it by doing everything for you. He will always carry your bags for you and wonāt let you do any heavy lifting whatsoever, and sometimes it can get a little frustrating when itās things that you know you donāt need help with, but if you refuse his help heāll give you his own version of puppy dog eyes and, well, how could you resist !!
ā“ ⦠nsfw headcanons ā”
ⓠ⦠cw: sub x sub, biting ment. , kyoutani is feral lol Ā ā”
⼠⦠⢠this is something nobody requested and is ENTIRELY self indulgent !! I donāt think Iāve seen this quite yet (and PLEASE if you have come across something like this send the link STAT) and as a mad dog simp I felt it was within my rights to say fuck it and do it myself hehe :>
⼠⦠⢠includes both sfw headcanons above the cut + nsfw headcanons and appropriate tws under the cut !!
ā” ā¦
ⓠ⦠sfw headcanons ā”
ā” i love love love the idea that heās super shy at first šš like heās never really had a crush on anyone before and he most definitely doesnāt know how to talk to them !!! so he sort of a little bit avoids you and you sort of a little bit thinks that he hates you
ā” at first, it kind of doesnāt really matter to you, because, well, heās only just the kid that sits a row down from you in your sociology lectures !! until he isnāt . your sociology professor, one day, decides that since your class is a little to rowdy and childish for a college atmosphere, she would not be letting you pick partners for a group project, but assign them . and guess who you got !!
ā” heās a little bit cold at first, sort of standoffish, and you definitely think that he hates you now, but he doesnāt !! being mean is one of the only things he knows, so thatās what he resorts to when heās uncomfortable, but !! it doesnāt last too long !!! as the semester goes on, kyoutani warms up to you a little bit each day !!
ā” his real personality is actually quite calm, around you at least. Sometimes youāll see him around campus and he seems like the āmad dogā that people say he is, but to you heās just a serious but clueless puppy !! seeing this make you wonder ā why is it only you that heās so calm around ?? Heās so brash and active with everyone else, so what makes you so different ??
ā” it turns out that he just has a big puppy crush on you ā¹ļøš heās still a little bit shy and some times he can still be a little bit mean, but itās unintentional !! after getting to know you a little bit throughout your project together, he finally comes to terms with his crush on you and decides not to be mean anymore and treat you with respect because he likes you and you deserve it !!!
ā” after he asks you out and the two of you become official, heās STILL a shy puppy :((((( youāre his first ever partner, and he doesnāt know how to be a good boyfriend !!!! but he trying his best and you havenāt complained yet !!! š
ā” for someone soā¦. like him, heās actually quite a clingy boyfriend !! he likes to always be touching you somewhere, whether itās holding hands as the two of you walk or resting his head on your lap when you watch movies (he really loves when you scratch his head !!!!) kentarou really values your presence ā itās super cute !!
ā” as for dates, he doesnāt really know what heās doing so for the most part, you plan them !! as you go on dates, you find that he really enjoys ones where youāre outside doing something, like playing sports outside or picnics !!! but he also loves dates where he gets to stay at home with you, too, where you two watch a movie or play games !! kentarou isnāt a super attentive boyfriend, but he tries to be, and if you mention wanting to do something and he remembers, heāll try to set it up as a date all by himself !! sometimes heāll mess up, but you appreciate the effort !!
ā” I feel like kentarou isnāt really the best with words, but he tries !! itās always a little awkward and shy, and almost exclusively happens at night when the two of you are ready for bed, but heāll tell you how much he appreciates you and loves you . he really does prefer actions over words, and will typically try to show his appreciation for you by acts of service, but at night he feels a little more sensitive and soft, and lets his words tumble out ;((((((
ā” speaking of acts of service, kyoutani often feels like he doesnāt do enough for you, so he tries to make up for it by doing everything for you. He will always carry your bags for you and wonāt let you do any heavy lifting whatsoever, and sometimes it can get a little frustrating when itās things that you know you donāt need help with, but if you refuse his help heāll give you his own version of puppy dog eyes and, well, how could you resist !!
ā“ ⦠nsfw headcanons ā”
ⓠ⦠cw: sub x sub, biting ment. , kyoutani is feral lol Ā ā”
ā ⦠āĀ Would you do Bokuto headcanons of him celebrating his anniversary with his s/o? ā
⼠⦠⢠not to be personal on side blog but this is a little hmmm exciting to write bc mine n my bfs one year is next month :> rly anticipating it bc its my first one year ever !! but anyway lol i feel like bokuto would be REALLY cute for this hdkgnk
ā ... āĀ Would you do Bokuto headcanons of him celebrating his anniversary with his s/o? ā
⼠⦠⢠not to be personal on side blog but this is a little hmmm exciting to write bc mine n my bfs one year is next month :> rly anticipating it bc its my first one year ever !! but anyway lol i feel like bokuto would be REALLY cute for this hdkgnk
ā” Ā ...
ā” oh god this man would do LITERALLY ANYTHING that you wanted for your anniversary hes so sweet :((( like three months into the relationship hes likeĀ āso ummm. hypothetically what would you wanna do on a one year anniversary. asking for a friendā but he would be soooo obvious about planning it and he really doesnāt realise how obvious heās being so its cute ;-;
ā” you tell him he can have full reign on what to do, that youāll be happy as long as youāre spending time with him n he would make it his Mission to create the perfect date. AND he would be so loud about it.Ā āOh (y/n) the ideas i have for our anniversary .... youāre gonna be blown away!ā things like that !! almost slips up like a FEW times but he manages to save himself. Heās just super excited !!
ā” the kind of date he takes you on ends up being really cliche but like in a sweet romantic way T_T early afternoon he takes you on a picnic in a gorgeous local park, lays out a blanket n has a basket and everything its so sweet :((( he made sandwiches and theyāre a little uglie but he tried n thatās the most important thing !! n he also brought fruit n cute snacks n stuff !! n brought milk n soda for drinks ā„ā„
ā” then after you eat he takes you for a walk around the park with the intention to just hold hands romantically n talk n stuff like in the movies but it really just ends up with the both of you goofing off, running around and messing with the workout equipment on the trails and the little things to entertain kids. But !!! itās actually super fun !! the both of you would have much rather that than just simply walking and talking. you walk by the pond and you two chase the ducks for a little before quickly realising your mistake and having to run from the mother duck hehe
ā” afterwards he takes you to get ice cream !!! Itās from a parlor just across the street from the park n itās really good to cool you down from all the energy you exuded messing about in the park, so even if itās cold during this time it feels good !!! after being so active, the two of you need to rest, so you sit outside the parlor and do your talking there, and now that youāre a little more tired, the conversation hits a little different. Itās mellow, and itās perfect as the sun sets.Ā
ā” once it gets darker outside, he would take you to his apartment, where he would sit you at the dining room table with a glass of wine (or juice, whatever ur comfy with !!) while he quickly prepares dinner, nothing super fancy, just something small that he can whip up really quick because you two already ate a lot with the picnic and ice cream, but itās still good !! he has a nice table cloth laid out and candles and itās super cute :((((Ā
ā”Ā while you sit and eat, you two actually get to just.. talk, like you thought you were going to do on your walk, and it was really nice !! kotarou is so energetic and dramatic so it was sort of relaxing to hold a more calm conversation with him :>> you two talk about anything and everything and he, or the both of you get a little tipsy on the wine but its okay, it adds to the atmosphereĀ
ā”Ā afterĀ youāre done eating he sets you up on his couch and turns on a movie, and you almost laugh because it was a movie you were trying to watch with him for a while, but he always kept finding some sort of excuse not to, and this must have been why ā„ you donāt mind though !! you think it was really cute that he wanted to save it for today hehe. he cuddles you on the couch and itās so warm and content that the two of you end up falling asleep right there, halfway through the movie !! but its okay, because you two had a long day, and finished it happily and contently ā„ā„ā„
Hey! Your mobile request rules things don't seem to be working on mine? It just kinda pulls up the links again
it works okay for me so I dunno why it isnāt for you :((( hereās another link maybe it will help ?? if it doesnāt jus put my url n then /rules !! Sorry about that :(((