How can we go back to being friends when we just shared a bed?
﹙Timeskip! not proofread, fem! reader, mentions of alcohol/drug use, 18+ content﹚
He woke up, feeling ungodly tired, throwing a hand on his face. What on earth did he do last night?
Pressing back against his elbows, he tried to sit up, pausing when he felt the pressure on his stomach. You, sleeping peacefully on his ribcage.
He leaned back on his mattress, trying to create whatever timeline could have brought you to sleeping on him—he wasn't stupid; he knew what the two of you must have done.
But he felt stupid for risking one of his closest friendships for a few moments of flesh.
He covered his face with his hands, groaning into his palms as he felt you stirring on his ribcage. How were the two of you supposed to ignore sleeping together? Were you going to throw your clothes on and run away? He was expecting it.
"Kozu?" He heard you yawn out as the pressure on his stomach subsided; peeking between his fingers, he saw you sitting up, clutching a balled shirt to your chest.
His shirt he saw you throw over your shoulders, quickly covering yourself as his hands slowly fell from his face. "... Hi. You're awake." He whispered simply as you nodded
"Uhm, yeah. I'm up. Are you ok?" Your voice echoed tenderly to his ears as he nodded. "That's good. Hey, I—your boxers are on the floor. If you want, I can grab them."
He just nodded frantically, covering his face with his hands again.
He didn't know why he was being so weird; he wasn't a virgin or something—maybe because everything was a blur and he wasn't even fully sure what he imagined or what happened.
He felt your body lean over his before fabric landed on his chest; moving one hand, he lifted them up, feeling more mortified.
Spider-Man boxers—he sleeps with his friend wearing Spider-Man boxers from his teen years. Are you kidding me?
"Kozu, are you ok?" You murmured, laying your head against the pillow next to his as he turned his to look at you, mascara lightly smeared under your eyes, with lipstick on his shoulder.
"I—I have a clue of what we did last night, but...what exactly did we do?" He whispered, his thumb trying to wipe the gray smears under one of your eyes.
"Well, we shared a blunt, got philosophical for a little bit, made out in your gaming chair for a while, and then crawled into bed together." You explained, gently reaching to wipe the remnants of your lipstick. "It was good. The weed helped—don't get me wrong, Kozu. You were good. I've just never seen you so... comfortable."
"So, we're ok?" Kenma whispered softly, delicately wiping away the last bit of the streaky mascara.
"Of course, we are, Kozu." You nodded, leaning forward to press a soft kiss on his shoulder. "I had fun... didn't you?"
Kenma paused, barely a second, as his fingers moved to tangle in your hair. "I did... I just don't want things to be weird now."
"They don't have to be." You assured him, as his fingers fell from your hair, slowly standing from the bed.
He pulled on his Spider-Man boxers before running his fingers through his hair. "I just don't want to ruin our friendship, y/n... I really care about you."
"Kozu, we wouldn't have done that if we didn't care about each other—but the friendship was ruined the moment you went in me." You admitted, staring at his wall as he got changed, only glancing back when his weight shifted the mattress again.
"I know. I'm sorry." He whispered, avoiding looking at you as your hand ventured out to his, grasping it gently.
"I'm not." You whispered back, shifting closer to him. "Kozu last night... last night made me feel alive."
He blinked, not once, not twice, but three times before finally glancing at her. "It feels more like a really good dream than reality."
"I think that's the weed." You murmured. giving his hand one soft squeeze. "But it was good, Kozu..." You paused, pulling his hand to your mouth, pressing a soft kiss to his skin. "Life-alteringly good."
His hand flexed against yours, a flush spreading over his face as you whispered the last three words, his free hand coming forward to tilt your chin up—pausing for a moment—before leaning down to plant an experimental kiss upon your lips.
He felt you gasp into the kiss, dropping his hand. He was about to pull back before he felt your hands on his rib cage, pulling him closer. A breathy "Kozu" fell from your lips as you finally broke the kiss.
When something as simple as a kiss can feel that much like heaven—there is no 'back to friends.'
A small yawn fell from your lips as you woke up, a hand roaming through your hair, scratching your scalp tenderly. Opening your eyes with a small squint, you took note that you'd fallen asleep in your friend's bed.
"Suga?" You mumbled, stretching out a little, moving your arm to lie next to your face, landing right on someone's flesh. "Oh." You retracted your arm back to over the blanket.
You tried to roll over, off of him—but his arm was slung tightly over your waist—like it belonged there. "Stay." He whispered, his hand softly rubbing against your bare skin.
Your eyes finally opened properly. Glancing up to see his blissed-out expression, comfortably splayed out on his pillows, one hand snug on your waist, the other playing with your hair.
You took a short glance around his room; you'd been there enough times to have a general idea of what it always looked like.
Dresser organized, keys on top & a framed photo from his high school volleyball team. His chair, nestled comfortably in a corner beside his bookshelf, a laundry basket beside the door, propped open with a pair of boxers half hanging out.
His desk was the only thing different, though. Where he normally kept it organized, the papers seemed to be all shoved away, and his desk chair was knocked over.
What truly caught your attention? Was the red pair of panties hanging off the lamp... yours.
With one quick motion, you lifted the blanket while he was still clothed from the waist down. Everything besides your bra was gone, somewhere on his floor or over his lamp.
Slamming the blanket back down, you hissed quietly. "Suga?" "Hmm?" He whispered, tilting his head up, seeing the freaked-out expression on your lips. "What's wrong?" He pulled his hand from your hair, pulling you to sit on his lap.
A yelp fell from your lips as you grabbed one of his smaller pillows, pressing it against your pelvis as he followed your hands. "Suga." You squeaked, shifting uncomfortably.
"It's ok, hey, it's ok." He assured, pulling his blanket loose and over your shoulders to cover your flesh.
"Jesus." You muttered, pinching the blanket closed around your waist, letting the pillow fall off him—ignoring that the blanket slipped down your shoulders. "What did we do last night?"
His hands found your waist, softly rubbing circles through the soft blanket as he sat up a little, leaning his back against the headboard. "You came over, we shared a couple of glasses of wine, stumbled back to my room."
"Oh god." You mumbled, pressing your palms against your face, before he pulled one away, slowly intertwining his fingers with yours, keeping his gaze on your face, avoiding looking down as the blanket slipped down again.
"I'm not done." He whispered, his thumb brushing tenderly on your hand as the other hand pressed on your waist, slowly easing you to lie down on him. "We didn't do everything. Don't worry."
As your face pressed against his collarbones, he pulled the blanket back over you slowly, nuzzling it up to your shoulders, before letting go of your hand and wrapping both arms around you.
"What did we do then?" You whispered into his skin as he tilted his head to lean against yours.
"We started kissing. I shoved everything on my desk aside to make room for you, then I kissed down your body, nice and slow. As you tore off your clothes." He murmured, eyes sweeping over your body through the blanket, each curve making him shudder softly
"I tore them off?" You groaned as he chuckled softly, nodding a little as he squeezed you softly.
"You did, and then. I slid down in front of you because who am I if not a gentleman?" He teased, eyes flicking to his lamp, the cherry red fabric bringing a soft flush to his cheeks. "I kissed up your thighs, real slow, just to annoy you, and then, pulled those off, just as slow." He pointed at the lace fabric as you buried your head in his neck.
"Sorry, sorry. I'll be good." He reassured you, rubbing your back. "Basically, I had a delicious meal, and you tried tearing my shirt off before dozing off on my shoulder—tuckered you out more than I meant to."
"Do you regret it?" The words were barely whispered from your throat before he pried you off him, staring up with his eyes squinting.
"I'm addicted. Don't ask me dumb questions." He admitted, leaning up to press a kiss to the hollow of your throat. "So damn addicted."
"So... we're ok? Still friends?" You whispered, tilting your head back to give him better access, his mouth moving to softly suck on your pulse point. "We're perfect, anything you want to be." He murmured into your skin. "Friends, lovers, anything."
"Friends, lovers, anything?" You repeated, Suga feeling the slight tremble of your legs against his hips. One of his hands moves to the space between your shoulder blades, the other moving to your waist to hold you steady.
"If we're taking a vote, I'd like to cast mine to the lovers' box." He teased, pulling his mouth back from your neck, pulling the blanket off of you, drinking in the sight. "You look so pretty like this."
"Don't be corny." You sighed, thwacking his forehead softly, smiling down at him for a moment. "My vote's going there too."
You stirred softly, arms tightening softly around something on your stomach. Last night—shit—sitting up confirmed your suspicions. Last night you had slept with your best friend, and you were still cuddling.
"Noya." You grumbled, prying at him slightly. "Noya move."
"No." He hissed, squeezing you tighter as he buried his nose in your neck more, noticing the small purple marks he'd left the night before.
"Noya, you're squishing my tit. Move over." You whined, pressing more against the mattress, trying to relieve the pressure on your chest as he kissed over the hickies on your neck, slipping off of you, propping himself sideways, taking in your body
"You let me do what I wanted last night." He huffed, one arm slinking over your waist as you pushed yourself up, kissing the side of his jaw.
"Oh... shut up." You hushed, turning sideways and leaning against his chest, feeling him shift before he pressed a kiss to the top of your head.
"You know better than to expect that." He mumbled, tilting your chin up as he smiled softly. "I'll shut up in a minute, just let me say something?"
"What?" You whispered, hand catching his as he removed it from your chin.
"That I enjoyed myself deeply. Might die if I never feel you like that again." He whispered back, leaning down, catching your ear lobe with a kiss. "Whining my name, clawing at me, begging for more, you want more, don't you?"
You paused, mid-breath, staring at him as you slowly pulled him back from your neck. "You're so evil. It hurts." You whispered back, before climbing on his lap. "Do you want more?"
"God, how is that even a question?" he mumbled, watching you intently as he grabbed your hips, pulling you closer. "I need more."
"You're an idiot, Nishinoya." you groaned, dropping your forehead against his as he pulled you closer.
"Your idiot... if you'll have me." He mumbled, eyes piercing yours as you brought your hands up to softly rub his cheekbones.
"God, how is that even a question?" you teased, leaning down to catch his lips in a soft kiss, moving together softly. "I need that."
"Fuuu—Don't mock me." He groaned, leaning up to catch you in another kiss.
30 minutes had passed, and he was still humming on your lower stomach as you played with his hair. it wasn't mistake—both of you knew that much.
One of you would have already run for the hills if that were the case.
Now it felt like this weird gray area, neither of you sure just what to do, still frozen how you were just as it ended. Post nut clarity high
Tendo broke the silence first, letting out a snort, as you quickly leaned your head up, seeing him propped up against your lower belly. "What's so funny this time?"
"You tasted... God, you tasted like heaven." He trailed one of his hands up your thigh again, giving a short squeeze to the flesh, licking his bottom lip slowly.
"oh my god—shut up." You hissed, head falling back onto his pillows as he pulled the blanket up, over your hips and dissapearing beneath it.
"Shutting myself up." He teased, kissing up your legs as you squirmed.
"No, Idiot, get up here." you groaned, kicking him off before clamping your legs together.
"Oh." He mumbled, slipping up from under the blanket, crawling up to lie next to you. "This is nice too."
He leaned over, kissing your shoulder softly, slinging his arm under your head as he pulled the blanket up to both your chests.
"Thanks." You whispered, curling into his touch as he smiled, free hand pushing his hair out of the way as he looked at you.
"That was... amazing." He assured, pressing a kiss to your temple. "Are you going to stay the night?"
"I can if you want me to." You mumbled into his shoulder as he leaned against you.
He didn't reply npt verbally, but he held you against him for the rest of the night, sleep coming peacefully.
The line between just friends and something more was beyond blurred, as if it had never existed before. Like this was the way it was supposed to be.